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So i have severe hearing loss ( it went down hill within the past 4 years that I know ) I got hearing aids finally but now they hurt so bad I had to take a break from them so I had them out for awhile now and him everyone else is just so frustrated and angry with me cus I had to keep asking them to repeat. I get that must be frustrating but no one understands how I feel.. I really hate myself now and I feel so worthless ..does that make me lower of a person now ? I feel so stupid and I can't do anything right .. does everyone have the right to be very very aggravated with me? I just came inside in the bedroom so i don't bother anyone

asking my mom for a thrashing. I know it sounds weird. This is my confession. We are a very close family and I have a very loving relationship with my family, especially my mother. I just feel we have been drifting apart in my time and college though and I felt like I have done some things I regret. I want to get close again by having her chastise me. She is stronger than she looks and her spankings hurt like Hell but I feel like I need this. She would be doing me a favor. My question is, should I ask her for this? Sorry if it sounds pathological or weird or if I sound like Norman Bates. I just need to confess and get this off my chest and I am too embarrassed to ask anyone in real life so I wanted to post it anonymously here.

....Eastern European , Southern European , Native American , Black, Hispanic , Asian, Middle Eastern , Indian and Polynesian ancestry ?

She was diagnosed with Schizophrenia around 30 years ago. She refused medications for years after her diagnosis, and her 'episodes' were so bad she was in and out of the hospitals constantly. She finally got on some meds and continued taking them up until about two years ago. Her mental illness is very severe. She constantly texts me and my husband with delusions of terrorists out to get her, or talks about God taking us on camping trips, etc. etc. She has sent the cops to our house at 3am believing that my husband is ill or hurt. She is back to being in and out of the hospital. I don't speak with her, mostly because my husband does not want me to have to deal with the craziness. MY CONCERN - we are planning on trying for our first baby this year. I am an anxious person to begin with and one of my biggest anxieties right now is how I am going to deal with my MIL once I become pregnant. Has anyone had experience with this? For instance, my baby shower. My Mom will be throwing us a baby shower, but I feel I cannot invite my MIL because her delusions are SO bad and SO extreme. How do I deal with her during delivery while I'm at the hospital, or meeting the baby once he or she is born? I don't even want her to hold my baby, I do not trust her. Is this wrong? I feel like I can't talk to my husband about this yet because he'll say to not worry because we're not even pregnant yet. But I really need some feedback now to calm my fears.

I have started to believe politicians tell the truth, that I really will be "worth it" if I use L'Oréal shampoo, that there really is a DFS sale. I hear voices coming out of my TV with crazy claims if I buy things I will be happy, handsome, rich, transformed by a deodorant, washing power or hamburger.

My name is not important... What is important is that I just f*cking hate this world and all the leeches feasting from it's carcus. My life is hatred and disgust. I'm in a relationship I have lost feeling with a transgender woman I've been dating for four months (I have no sexuality, I'll F*ck anything). She abuses me by calling me an idiot while crying that she's sorry. She's horrible at sex which leaves me unsatisfied but with no one else in my life I don't want to ex her out. As other people I know are happy f*cking 5 or 6 better looking girls. My family life is cold and bitter on both sides. They're a bunch of elitists who treat me like a mongoloid rat face freak. I got fired from my job off some bulls*it discrimination after my friend was promoted to assistant manager and said she'd have my back. Lying c*nt. No one understands me and I don't wish better for anyone. People are so happy and it makes me feel so disgusted. Seeing young couples and people gossiping and laughing with their retarded friends makes me all the more anger filled. Deep down I've always wanted to cause pain if not to hurt someone to at least have some affect on someone else's life. And I've hit a point where I don't care if I live or die in the slightest. What does that make me to you? Please humor me

I simply can't stay in the same room with this kid, I feel negative, angry,and juts unattached. I just don't like him,when he leaves for the summer I feel a thousand times better. I know it's wrong to feel this way but is there any suggestions to help with this?

Growing up I was abused by my mom and older siblings emotionally, physically, and mentally. At the age of 7 my mom told me she wish she never had me. My mom also allowed my siblings especially my older sister to chime in on the abuse as well. When I was younger I was able to take the abuse. when I got older the abuse gotten worse. I started to have mental breakdowns and outburst. I was forced into a mental facility. Whenever I tried to get help my mom and siblings painted me to be a lunatic and a problem child. So I shut down. I was diagnosed with deep depression my freshman year in high school. My family knew that and the abuse got worse. My mom was not defending me She allowed my oldest siblings to pick with me on a daily basis. Till I tried to escape by attempting suicide. The day I was diagnosed with deep depression my sister picked an argument with me and called me a "lost cause". My sister was mad that I was on the computer and she wanted me to get up so she could log into Facebook. I told my sister I'll be up in a few seconds. Since I didn't get up right away she called me a "lost cause" in return. I am now in my early twenties things gotten better between me and my family. However, my family never apologized to me. Whenever I try to get some understanding of why did they mistreat me they would say " I don't remember saying that or doing that". I don't trust my family because of it. My oldest sister tries to pick low key still and I call her out on it publicly.

I always get a feeling that they mean it in a rude way or something

Okay, I don t know if this is actually incest since it wasn t something actually sexual in the technical sense but here goes. When I was little my mom used to put a buttplug in me (which she called a poop plug) and I d wear it all the time. I was told only to take it out to poop, wipe my ***, then put it back in. I was really young so I thought this was just something everybody did but one time at school I dropped it when I flushed the toilet and it ended up getting flushed. So when I went back to class I told my teacher that my poop plug got flushed down the toilet. She had no idea what I was talking about so she sent me to the school nurse. Well after trying to explain what a poop plug was for 15 minutes the school calls the police. The police ask me all these questions and at first I m scared because I think I m in trouble for losing my poop plug. Turns out my mom has schizophrenia and was making me wear this ********* so Satan couldn t stick his cock in my pooper and make me gay.

I'm so fed up with humans' obsession with sex that it kinda makes staying a virgin my entire life seem to me like a virtue. Does anyone else think like that? I'm 19. I've already hit puberety. I do have my sexual desires, but sometimes I want to resist them just to prove to myself that I can. I'm so sick of people's obsession with sex that it almost makes lifelong virginity seem to me like an accomplishment.

female coworker only talks to me when no one else is round or if i start the conversation. but when i see her outside of work she always says hi to me and talks. Why

When I first met him and got butterflies around him, I had no idea he was married. I wasn't even sure I liked him because at first, we didn't really get along. However, like I said, I always got butterflies around him. Over time, my feelings for him became more and yes, I knew at this point that he was married. I am 26 and he's 25. I really like my job and can't imagine working anywhere else right now, although working around him gets to be difficult. I find myself getting angry with him over stupid things. For example, I worked on my birthday and he didn't wish me a "happy birthday" once while at work. He only wished it to me on Facebook, an hour after we had both left work. A few days ago, it was my coworker's birthday and he wished her a "happy birthday" in person. I am pretty sure he knows I dig him, so that was fairly irritating. Should I find a new job or should I just try to ignore my feelings and get the job done? He is very much in love with his wife. He talks about her all the time, she stops by, he posts lovey dovey crap about her on Facebook all the time, etc. Trust me, he's not going to cheat on her and I wouldn't want him to, anyway.

People rather be there for the ones who need them than the ones who can survive on their own.