But I am not as smart I hate being compared with both of my siblings since my academics is not my best since i am more intersted in art. Right now i am trained at a art studio where people professionally trained us to go to the best art college and luckily i was accepted. But my parents has to spend tons and tons of money to train me and my family made a lot of sacrifices for me to do what I want. Not just money, but for tons of tutors to improve my grades and I know I started this but do you think I am too greedy since I move to canada and my family have to pay tons of tax?

I was born into a dirt poor family. Growing up there was never much of anything. Not even food. So i never ate Somehow i still gained a lot of weight. And i have been trying to lose it ever since. No matter how much i exercise it wont go away. In school i was picked on cuz my weight, my glasses, and the fact that all i had to wear were my brothers' tattered hand-me-downs. I was mistaken for a boy a lot. All of this hurt my self esteem very much. But i was smart. I was gonna be the first to graduate highschool. I wanted a scholarship to college so bad. I tried to kill myself in 5th grade. I was too pu*sy to do it though. About 7th grade i quit talking. I had absolutely no self worth. I gained more weight and I was treated like trash. I also started cutting. I felt odd around the other girls. They all wore makeup and had boyfriends. I never learned how to use make up or tampons or anything. My mom never bothered telling me and i grew up with brothers. And around then i found out i was gay too. At home things weren't any better. My brother beat me up a lot and my mom popped pills and didnt care about anything.When i was 14 i met my child molester father for the first time. He was very mean to me. He made me hate myself even more. He mooched off of the little we had until i was 15. Thats when he took everything (including the car) and left in the middle of the night. After that things got worse. We became homeless. I was forced to quit school. Now im 16 and a drug addict.

This year I am going to be in 9th grade and it is compulsory to have a conputer. And my resent one broke like it turn on or charge. And I've asked for a new one and they keep saying no. "It's too expensive" so what. Should I do any advice

My Mom was crying all day and was obviously avoiding me and my siblings. she then told us and our father that she felt that she was an unfit parent. My siblings are really scared and so am I. My Dad was on the phone while my mom started packing a bag. my mind immediately went to worst case scenario and I thought she was trying to be admitted to a psych ward or something like that. when my father got of the phone he said that mama was unwell, and that she wanted to see a doctor. after they left I redialed the number he had called and it took me to the emergency room of our local hospital. My mother has dealt with depression off and on for as long as I can remember. She isn't a perfect parent, but she is a good mom. She can't get over her past mistakes. people can be really mean to her, and she can only take so much bullshit before she throws it back right. when you get to that point you tend to just make things worse for yourself. I have never been in this situation and am quite scared. Could someone please give me some advice. thanks, -Lewis Thanks Sofia and Kayla. I can tell her that I love her only so many times before I start to sound like I don't mean it. I remember exactly when this particular incident began going down hill and I am so angry for not interfering. I know it's not my fault, but I just have so many emotions right now.