She lives two hours away now and I never see her during the week. She comes home for the weekend but she never wants to talk to me because she's either at work or sleeping because she's up all night talking to her boyfriend. When she does talk to me, she's giving off about our mother and it's never for long. When I try to make plans she just says no because she has homework. Whenever she's at college she never makes an effort to text me or anything. When I text her she always just leaves me on opened or she uses one work reply. Today I just found out she's working on Christmas all day and I'm just really upset to think that she never told me. We always spent it together and I was looking forward to it thinking it could be like old times but she won't even be there. She is nearly halfway through 2nd year in college Do people commenting make friends not know that a having a friend is so much different to a sister? I have friends but my friends will never be as close as me and my sister were. They always come and go but I always thought my sister would stay by my side and that we would always be there for each other. But no she left me, and doesn't even text me to ask how I am, with parent who constantly argue and fight.

Hi I have a ex lover who passed away 2 years ago he died 11/26/2017 I truly still miss him until this day I felt like a piece of my heart has left me. Now every since he passed away every time I look at the clock I see 11:26 when I say I see this everyday I see this everyday non stop in the morning and also at night I see 11/26 24/7. Even one day I seen white feather falling from the sky this has happen Around may this year and also in that same month a butterfly flied on my arm everybody seen it and was like wow you have a angel or you have good luck coming your way I got so happy and this never had happen to me before. But what does this mean ? Is he watching over me ? And why do I keep seeing the date he died on the clock.

Is there something off about me? I'm 19 and I dropped out of high school I live with my mom and I don't work all I do is play video games sometimes I change into a different person I don't know what is it im not a clever person I'm kinda shy I sound a bit different right now more mature but then later I sound like a child and immature and shy it's like my personality changes