Im so tired everything is crashing around me i see it and it been going on for 2 years know. And i cant stop it it like a train comin straight at me. And im stuck in its path icant do nothing about it For starters went from having a cusiness making about 10 k a month to life is in pawn wife cheated i never been able to male friends guess i just dont trust. No one hell who u think wife cheated with finally trust someone and hey lets screw me over. I also owe irs noney about to lose truck and everything it is like everything i do to try to fix it dont work j just dont know what to do im at the end of my rope im tired i just want to crawl up into a ball and die and no im not thinking of killing mysel im just efen tired wasent for. My daughter i probly take off and start a new but cant o also hhad 2 boys. That havent seen in over 15 years because again my ex babys mom decided to svrew my frind and his wife have a 3some. We were broken up because of her cheating with god knows who well aftr i found out she had my frienfs for dinner lol and she found out i knew about it bam took boys away maxe up all kinds of **** to get soul custody did i mentio daddy did not like me and was a millionar or had some deep pokets for lawyers so havent seen them since also tried to fight that and lost no one could help me God please if you are there i dont kbow anymore help me im drowning. And cant fight it no mete im so tire

My partner&I have a 2old son& we will be moving into a house together. we are living with my sister so it will be nice to have our own space& grow as a family.My partner has 2 kids from previous relationship-16&18He said his16 yr old might be moving in.I do not have a relsidonship with his kids as I rarely see them.My partners family don't like me.told him they don't care about me, don't want to see my face&don't like him with me.they only seen our son 2/3 times since he's been out.partners son don't like me &partner said then this will be the chance for me to show him wrong as he don't have a good impression of me.My problem is that when we first dated which was 6 years ago- I always initiated to my partner that we should go out with his sons&spend time so I can have a relationship with them.Eventually I gave up after so many attempts as I got tired of doing things on my own.I feel if his son moves in- I will have to be a 'mum' &I feel uncomfortable as I will have to watch what I say/do.I feel I have to walk on egg shells& have more responsibilities than before.partner don't cook or clean as I am stay at home mum.i do everything at home& to have another adult in the house that I know I can't tell off if he don't help out&shout at his dad for not pulling his weight around- this will be embarrassing&as His son will go back&tell partners family about what goes on.Has anyone ever dated someone with kids and have their kids move in?How do u cope and do u feel like what I do?

I have a fantasy about being spanked by my female young attractive track coach is this normal?

One of my friends is dating a younger guy outside of her race, a few people in our friend group tell her that she can do better from time to time like she can do better than him because he's got a baby face (but so does she they look the same age), he has a skin disorder & dresses uniquely. He is weird and he admits to it he doesn't drink or smoke but he'll go with her to the club. He may not be Bill Gates but he's a nice guy, takes care of himself at the gym & I see how happy he makes her.

So I keep freaming about taking off his clothes and making love to him, kiss him passionately and going mad about him. Just a look from his drives me crazy. I have always been a sheltered, super shy and modest kind of girl. I never went clubbing or had a boyfriend or kissed. Nothing. When I see him at work I wish I would have him all for me. I want to get married and stay with him forever. Kiss him, jump on him, getting to know him and talk to him whenever I want to. I dont know why am I so shy. Sometimes he looks like he hates me, or he mocks me (cause I'm too polite when talking). I want to take off his clothes and kiss him all over. He's like 2 metres tall, blond blue eyes, serious expression, and sometimes he makes a silly look when he doesn't understand. I like him so much. But what would he think If he knew about whats going on on my mind? He'll think I'm a *****, bad girl.