We have video chatted and messaged each other for close to a year and my heart aches to see him. I also love to travel, so seeing a new country would greatly excite me.

I sent two letters to someone's home, and for some reason I am not certain that they arrived.  There is a long story to it, in fact I feel like my letters are getting diverted in a similar way to "The Notebook"... ha  I tried tracking them in the 'missing mail' section of the usps online. And I also may have accidentally left out a '1' in the address. It had a lot of ones....  Anyways, these letters are really important and I think my only option is to try to resend them?  But I really feel like they should have arrived there. And the recipient seemed to be genuine that he did not receive them.  It's been weeks... What is the best option from here?   (As I'm writing this "Meant to Be" by Florida Georgia Line is playing on the radio) It's not necessarily a love story at this point, it's actuslly more about a cause that I stand for personally and it's all interconnected  I think that he seems to not want or need the letters, but that would change if he had read them. Or maybe not. For some reason whenever I try to force something, the opposite happens. And I was sincere in my original intentions for them to reach him. 

I slept with thus girl, she got pregnant and said it was mine, she dumped me because I wouldn't pay to get her nails and hair done. So before the baby was born I filed a court order to have DNA tested once the baby was born. The judge ordered the test a month after the baby was born. My ex has refused to obey the court order and has refused to let me see the baby. I filed to have her held in contempt and have court on January 24th. But I honestly feel like quitting I've done everything I can do. Should I quit this women has filed false police reports,  and restraining orders with lies.  They got denied in court but im worried one of her lies will stick.  My cousin said I should just say forget the whole thing