My boyfriend and I have been together for 9 years , The other day we got into an argument about something and he goes "oh I forgot you're mentally ill" He always resorts to saying that because he's always known that I get a disability check , He calls me stupid to my face and whenever I pack up and want to leave he always goes on and on about how he's such a good man and how I should appreciate him because he goes out and works his *** off , Plus he makes full of me gaining weight he gets off work with the worst attitude even when we argue he always has to be right he also believes a woman should learn her place and shut up and let the men do all the thinking. Whenever he calls me names he expects me to just up and forgive me and be quiet about it he says he can say whatever he wants to say because he can do that but when I try to express myself he says I'm playing the victim and how one day he's gunna leave me and find real happiness and he says I would be the best girlfriend ever if I didn't talk back. I thought I was being the best I can be but I guess not. I also do babysitting for his mom because I'm unemployed right now and I've only been living with his family for 6 months. Ever since I started babysitting he still tells me that I'm lazy and that I sit on my ***. I babysit for her because she works night and day no matter how tired she is she's still a mom and I help her and he doesn't thank me at all. He just calls me lazy. Am I missing something here?

I really "lost it/went off deep end" last night. The consequence is to be determined but will happen. I feel something needs to happen now. But the person I hurt aside from myself is so thrown off guard they dont know what to do. So some ideas please besides self harm. FYI I'm a teen in an adult body at times (medical condition)

Married 20 years here...very happy and secure. After discussing the idea for a long time, my wife and I had a 3some with another guy about a year ago. There was no contact between the other guy and me, it was completely for her benefit. We met the guy while on vacation, and everything just fell into place where we all ended up in bed together. He was black, but we were not looking for that specifically. We just felt like fate worked things out for us with him.. We want to do it again. That one time we both agreed it was a 6 or 7 on a scale of 1-10. We want to do better! lol Even though he was wonderful for her and we could not have hoped for a better man to be her lover for a night - he had a few hang ups that he could not get past. My wife only wants to look for a black guy again, but so far fate has not worked out like it did the first time. My questions is (finally, sorry) Are there any good websites for couples looking for a guy? Craigslist used to have personals, but those were always kind of sketchy.

I would save Cassie because she is the most important. The money, guns, books etc. are not anywhere near worth what she is. Cassie is a full fledged Family Member and better than many many other people.

Ever since i can remember, i was a very (VERY) strange and hot headed kid. It's so hard to think about how weird i actually was when i was a kid. I have quite a bad temper but only towards my family, so now that i'm older, i've cut ties with my family because we were so unhappy. I really want to have kids and have the experience to be pregnant, but i'm scared that my children will have my personality.. i want to adopt for sure but i would love to experience how it's like to be pregnant, it seems like such a special moment of your life (and your children will be a mixture of the person that you love, isn't that wonderful?). It's like i'm trapped in my own mind, i've tried so many times to change my behaviour but it's so hard, i've basically ruined my whole life with my odd behaviour. I wish i had a normal life and a great personality so i could start a family of my own. Is there something i can do? And if i have children of my own and their personality is like mine, what do i do? I don't want them to be as bitter as i am.