Hi, I m looking for some bridal themed cosmetics. So products that have wedding names. Any ideas?

I was just wondering why I am so fond of her, her smell and ... her breasts. They are so soft it makes me wanna kiss them and fondle them all the time, like I'm in adoration of her. And I also wanted to ask why are they so motherly? Its not that I'm lusting over them, I dont care if I have sex or not, I just wanna kiss them and lay my head between them. My girlfriend looks at me with compassionate eyes when I do, and caresses my head. Why do I have this thing for her and them? Is this a fetish? But a fetish is sexual, in my case I dont know if its actually sexual cause I just like them