I'm average looking 6'2 beige skin curly hair but I'm cutting it short. I got big lips a big nose. I workout five days a week. Gave up on my personality and have resorted to materialistic things wearing brands such as BAPE just so the women I approach don't completely hate me

Any one had this experience?

My mom and I got into a fight last night and I told her to not treat me as a kid anymore as I'm 17. So she said this morning she won't be paying for my college but I will and I will have to either move out or pay $500 rent if I stay at home.

Bf has a rude/weird friend who hates me. My bf unfortunately met him a few years ago. I am non white and bf is white. A few yrs ago the friend made racial jokes while we were out and my bf said nothing. He later apologized and supposedly spoke to the friend. Then I found out the friend had been sending my bf half naked pics of girls and my bf just laughed it off. The friend also tried to get bf to get an apartment with him but not include me. He stated "She would just stress us out and you know it'...Bf ignored him and said nothing. Now he is trying to further insert himself into our lives by asking boyfriend to be his baby's god father. I don't want my bf to babysit anyone's kid and I don't want to either. I don't trust people and especially do not want other ppl's kids at our future apartment. Boyfriend asked for my opinion but I think he is going to accept the offer because he never listens to me and then ends up learning the hard way.

I'm 7 years younger than my girl so I'm definitely coming in with a lot less experience and I don't think that's the problem I think the problem is physical I'm 6'2 and not to toot my own horn but muscular from working out at the gym for a couple years and she's this 5'5 Asian girl so idk if it'd be intimidating for her to take control because of our size difference. I want her to feel like she's with a man but I've never had sex before

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I had a foreign coworker at work. We saw each other about 5 times in total. The first day I started working he would look at me in the corner of his eyes. The following days he would smile at me and blush. Once I asked him to help me cause I had a problem in my workplace and he was the first nearest person. He couldn't even speak English but just a language that sound slavic (I cant be sure if it wss russian or some other language). Since that day he would turn red and smile at me when we saw each other but as the stupid person I am, I looked away in order not to flirt at work (I was afraid I would have been fired for flirting or looking at guys). Anyway once he said 'thank you' looking at me in the eyes with a sort of twinkle in them (like he had this romantic, sweet and melancholic look, and he made me feel like I was in a dream just because of his eyes). He had the most beautiful green eyes and blonde hair ever. I miss our little silent encounters, like we had a secret thing. Once he also turned his head to look at me and I did the same. Why is he gone and I miss him now that it's too late?

So my coworker asked me when I want kids, and I told her that I don't want kids until I'm in my early forties. Then she and some other coworkers started making fun of me, and saying that I'll be one of those grandpas who have children. To give you some perspective, I'm 22, and she's also my age. She has three children, and is married. She's even planning to have another one. We really don't make that much money in the first place because it's typically a job for college students (which is me), but I noticed that she wastes so much money on eating out. Like she tells me that she wastes $600 a year on Starbucks, and keep in mind, that's just one place where she always goes. She even told me that she needs to save more money, and I told her what needed to change. Seems like she's just living from paycheck to paycheck. Which is what I typically see from couples who have children at a young age, with no real freedom. I'm on the other hand, just enjoying my life. Got a new car, and I'm only feeding and taking care of myself. I'm almost done with college, so I'll be living even better soon. So obviously I don't want to hold off on doing things until I'm at an age where I feel I'm ready to have kids, and that to me is in my forties. And if my wife by then isn't able to have children, we can just adopt. So it's not like it's a big deal. Am I wrong?