I texted my ex boyfriend that i miss him, I asked if he missed me he said he'll think of m me time to time or when he sees me at church but he remembers the arguments and clears his mind and he played hardball saying he was hurt etc, how would it be different this time around he didn't want to be hurt again etc (he wouldn't ask how it'd be different if he wasn't interested still?) he said he didn't want to be hurt again and I was fed up with it because despite everything he was playing hurt card I said things happened that shouldn't have and this time it would be different, after that convo a couple days past and before my trip i texted him saying despite everything i tried giving him the benefit of the doubt but it was useless. He said "ok i'm not going to argue with you, enjoy your trip". This was before I went on vacation. I didn't say anything else, I'm wondering if he was playing hurt expecting me to constantly try harder and get back with him which I didn't and now he's being nice to me. When I got back, I avoided looking at him at all, he passed by me leaving and winked at me then next couple times waited to leave church after me and caught up and said hi how are you. If he was so hurt and eveyrthing he said now why is he doing this?

How much money do you give your cousin when she s getting married overseas but you cannot make it to her wedding? She will be flying over to attend my wedding. She sent a joint invite to me and my mother.

I have a girlfriend, she's 21 and I am 25. She's a really good girl who has been through a lot. She told me she has always dreamt of a guy like me, a good, responsible guy she could love with all her heart. I love her too and I try my best to be that guy. I have noticed that I feel a weakness for her, the way she blushes, the way she loves me because I am her very first love, she smiles and grabs my arm and how she cried in my arms telling me she loved me, how she stood by me the day of my accident and slept in the waiting room, and held my hand when I didnt even want to talk. I compared all she did for me to my ex girlfriend, a russian girl, gorgeous and a bit vain. I was never the kind of guy to chase after these girls, but what happened with her was insane. We couldn't stay away from each other. Maybe was it cause we were both good looking, but she was actually hot (a model, sometimes she let photographers take pics of her with almost no clothes on). And she loved doing things she shouldn't, and was really feminine and provocative with me. Sometimes when we were home alone, she would walk towards me naked and tell me go into the bathroom when she was having a bath. With no shame. I remember everything I did with her and now I compare it to my new girlfriend who has no idea I was with this girl. I am so ashamed everytime I think of what I did with her. I realized I didn't love her (maybe I cared about her and liked her, but not love) as much as my current girlfriend.