Since I was a kid I have always hated romantic/love kind of things. When all my friends would die for backstret boys or talking about how beautiful titanic was, I was more into looking at the olympics. I was a bit of a tomboy and all the love thing seemed fake and interested. Now I'm in love for the first time and it feels like I'm alive for the first time. When he kisses me I feel like I could die. When he kisses me on my chest I never feel like it's a dirty thing, as I judged before, I find it sweet instead. He kisses me, sniffs me and looks at me with this sad twinkle. I find it sweet and not dirty. It this had happened a few years ago, my opinions would have been totally different. Why am I like this?

I've been in a serious relationship for 5 years, young love lol, we've been through thick and thin and at one point she was pregnant but had an early miscarriage, i don't want to be with anyone else, should i just pop the question? Finacially we're fine to do it?