I am a 35 year old woman Who is a lawyer. I am very tall and obese at 6'7 and 320 pounds. I have an active social life with a strong social network and very close friends. I am still a kissless Virgin after a life of never being asked out. I decided to be proactive and start approaching men. I am interested in casual relationships. The men Ive been asking out are in their 20s 6'0-6'3 in height and a muscular frame between 200-240 pounds. I have asked out 18 men and 10 of them completely ignored me and 8 openly humiliated and insulted me for hitting on them. IVe been constantly mocked and shamed for chasing men "out of me league" by people in my social circle. I am a professionally successful confident woman with very active social life. I will not lower my standards. Why can't a woman make the first move? Why can't a woman sleep with a younger man? Why can't an obese woman have sex with a muscular guy? Why can't a woman have sex with a shorter man? I am not angry about the rejection, I've only been chasing men for a month, and I understand it's not an overnight process. What I am angry about is the humiliation and insults i get for deciding to chase men "out of my league" and breaking gender roles, by the men I approach and by my people in my social circles I know if I keep trying I will be able to have sex with a handsome man. But why are so many people hostile and judgmental?

I don't like people when I am 5 old.

I had a anxiety attack but before that I felt really hot and weak kept drinking water, after my panic attack my blood pressure was up extremely high... I stayed in a hotel last year for a beach trip and developed rashes on my lower back and lower stomach that were really itchy and lasted for a week, ointment made it go away. Also I've been having dental problems from a cavity that I needed antibiotics for but now my other tooth that is losing enamel is sensitive and I have a tiny bump behind it, like as if I ate something that was really acidic and it irritated the roof of my mouth.. before the antibiotics for my tooth I had a lymph node swollen under my neck , after the medicine it cleared. I'm just really worried bc of the nature of the relationship ending that I may or may not have it ...I order a at home test so hopefully that gives me peace of mind

So I was remembering a time a couple years ago (2014) when I was in the 4th grade. There was this movie thing after school my little brother and I went to attend. After the movie was over parents were taking kids home. Now I cant remember the exact time but I think it was supposed be 4 or 5 when kids were supposed to be gone. Unfortunately for me and my little brother our mom was a half an hour late. (Today I learned it was because she was having car trouble) So all the kids were gone and I was pissed that our mother wasn't showing up. My 4th grade teacher and my little brother's 2nd grade teacher were married and they were upset too. Then when my mom showed up my brother's teacher went off on her at first but then my teacher stepped in. Now when I was reminding my mom about this day she suddenly got very upset and said she hated my teacher. I told her he was upset that she was late but then my mom said she hated him because somewhere during the argument he said "You don't deserve to be a mother". I was shocked because I didn't remember hearing him say that. So do you think my teacher was wrong for going off and saying that or do you think my mom was wrong for being late.

Almost 4 weeks ago, my younger sister and brother passed away in a car accident. They were 19 and 17. It has been indescribably hard for all of us. Especially my mom. She still struggles to get out of bed most days. My dad went back to work, so it's kinda up to me to keep an eye on her during the day. I dropped out of school for the semester to do so. My aunt usually takes my other two siblings during the day just so they don't have to sit at home, seeing their mom all depressed. I'm trying really hard to be strong around her. I just want her to be able to function a little. I know none of us will ever be the same, but the fact that I still have to beg her to do anything scares me. Our pastor's come to the house, dozens of friends and family members have come, so she has a great support system. What can I possibly do to help her start moving on-WITHOUT pushing her? I feel like as the oldest It's my responsibility.

I spent 4 years in the army, 6 years in college, got married and had a kid. I worked hard to be successful and I'm struggling to make ends meet on top of buying a house and am currently unemployed and receiving disability from the VA. I'm 34, we have one vehicle and have been so hard up for money, I'm constantly borrowing money. My little brother, 29 years old, has a kid, never married, got lucky and got a really good job and bought a house, 4 wheelers, they go on vacation twice a year, have multiple vehicles, etc. See it pisses me off that I worked so hard to be where I'm at and he just seems to take it easy and things just seem to land in his lap. I feel like he should help me out here and there you know, he's my brother. Family should be there for family. I don't ask him for anything but he knows I'm struggling and he doesn't offer. Am I just being a hater here or what?

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