I gave him an option...... do he want me to leave him alone or give him space or what? He haven't even reply to me back yet . I just want to hear him say it because silence don't mean anything We had an argument but we talk about it and we. Was cool again . I gave him my new number and he said he was going to save but I having doubts about him and that why I gave him those options. I do have anxiety when it comes to relationships but I just want him to say what he want me to do? He might be talking to other women that's why I gave him the options 

So I was friends with these two young women (K and B) in the past and the friendship ended when they blocked me on social media without warning. At the time things were toxic between them and I. I didn't "fit" into their friendship and constantly felt excluded. I have Aspergers Syndrome so it is hard for me to socialize and voice out my concerns in a way that isn't turn-offish. I constantly told them how I felt about it and the responses I would get just seemed robotic, like no genuineness behind the answers. I was not the bestest friend and know I could have been a better friend, but they equally treated me the way I treated them. K (before the friendship ended and they blocked me) needed help when she and her fiance moved into an apartment and asked if I would help her, saying she would buy me dinner afterward. It bothered me because it didn't seem like she wanted to see me unless I helped her. She could make the effort to ask me for help, but can't make the effort to contact me or make individual plans? I leaped at the opportunity, but it never happened. She never mentioned it again after that conversation. I don't know what either one want from me. Do they want to contact me? You can't even see anything on my Facebook page because its private. B is always unblocking me every once in a while and I'm not sure what for. K doesn't do it as much as her. Should I try to contact them, even with another account? We are all adults but I have Aspergers as I said. 

I've been doing personal video diaries before my boyfriend and I met 4 years ago, something I confessed to him was a hobby of mine to cope with life and things going on. In light of the Covid pandemic and us being home together more often, he INSISTED we do video blogs together, and I said SURE. However, he has nothing to say and he said he is extremely uncomfortable seeing himself on camera. I NEVER forced him to do the video diaries, which NO ONE will EVER see, but it seems a little more deep rooted than him not liking the way he looks on camera. He's very introverted and has nothing insightful to say or talk about. When I tell I'm I decided to do my own videos by myself again since he doesn't like them, he gets offended that we didn't do more recordings together. I do a lot of the personal recordings for myself to reflect on for the future and do a lot for coping/therapy outlet use for my video diaries, but my boyfriend won't tell me why he doesn't like talking on camera (FOR OUR PERSONAL USE) to talk about the pandemic and all that we're experiencing. I don't care if he doesn't join me since it's always been my private project, but why is he so uncomfortable looking at himself and talking about what's going on?? 

He's already told her he wants to marry her (they've discussed it) Her birthday is in 12 days ;; he keeps saying he's so excited for her birthday....like he asked her "aren't you excited for your birthday?!? I can't wait" But he also told her he didn't get her anything too expensive and not to get him anything expensive for his birthday (it's 5 days after) I think he is! My sis asked me to do a poll haha! They've been together 3 years . He keeps making fiancé and wife jokes (They already both agreed to get married btw)