I loss my car, due to car impoundment, so I walk to my destinations now. I also decided to take a gap year because I can't find a major that interests me. I also don't know what I want to be yet.

For Christmas 2019, I sewed names onto Santa hats with felt for the younger grandchildren and even great grandchildren of the people who were my foster parents in my 2nd foster home. I already had my own Santa hat that I sewed my own name onto with felt 9 years prior. The kids loved them and so did their parents. One of the in laws of these people who used to be my foster parents bought the hats and sent me home with them on Thanksgiving because they still invite my brother and I to go to their house for all the major holidays. Sewing the names onto the hats felt like homework. The only difference is that I actually WANTED to do it, vs doing actual homework, which I don't have to do anymore because I no longer go to school. I put the category in family and relationships because those people are like my family, even though they used to be my foster family. My brother bought the felt for the hats, except mine. My favorite cousin bought me felt, thread, and sewing needles for my own hat.

There this guy who like in 70s who been harassing me he was a volunteer at HeaIth center I went to a few years ago at for X-ray I didn't go back because wasn't comfortable they seem to move on expect for him he now work at the super market I work at he makes fun of Lbgt people if I said it right then he feels like a I'm helpless victim because I'm high functioning special needs he dose nothing but wink 😉 and bothers me I don't know him I just met Once as a volunteer he tells people in line when there shopping about what on my chart I been many places where I like and don't like they never harass me and do this they never tells random people my Medical history do to what called hippa like one of my brother is a nurse it like him helping paitents get all settle in to appointments  then coming home and telling me what they bag and what they where being seen they can't do that then to top it off he was at my therpy and nouro pysch place there some times have nourgologist interns and fellows shadow the doctors he insults the hell out the poor nouro pysch intern then has gusts to wink at me when he leaves it like really her sexually preference is not his business or the reason to be mean to her that how my parents raise me I m lost what to do help or suggestions needed 

My mom said she is done having kids, when she hears grandkids she said she'll hold the baby then give it right back and move far away. My dad seems like he's had enough. We have 3 dogs and a fish we used to even have two cats, my mom said she's had enough but now my sister wants a dog and my dad started to obsessed on the idea of getting a dog now. And now we are getting a DOG! So I wonder if they were done with pets and my mom made that clear and now we're getting a dog, then are they really done with kids? My parents are 45

It's just me and my brothers at the house right now and they thought it would be funny to lock me in a closet! Any ideas on how I can get out? Please hurry before I run out of air in here!!!