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My 2 brothers (twins) are still upset with me. It's been 4 days since we last spoke. Ok here is the issue: I found out my now ex boyfriend cheated on me for several months wth my best friend. I was too upset and wasn't thinking straight. To get back at him for hurting me like that, I slapped myself hard enough to make it red, ripped our pictures, threw my own cell and made my brothers believe he did it. I told the truth by the time they got to his address and were ready to knock on the door. I didn't intent this would go this far. Now they're not speaking to me at this moment.

I have been with my boyfriend now for almost 4 years. We live in Washington state and own a home together (going on 1 year). As recent college graduates (both graduated June 2018), we have been working to find jobs relating to our majors that will help our careers progress. I just got a new job and start Monday (2/17), my boyfriend is in a job he hates and is struggling to find any other jobs that relate to his major or struggling to get past a 1st interview. He wants to start looking at different states to job search and potentially move to. We currently live in the Eastern part of Washington, our family and old friends live in the Western part - so we are still semi-close for visits. I'm reluctant but fine with looking at states near Washington state (Idaho, Utah, etc.) but would like a flight to still be short/cheap.  My boyfriend is suggesting states on the eastern half of the US and I am not into it. He then said "I have not been looking at jobs outside of the state because I knew you weren't ready, but you limiting yourself because of where you grew up is a childish mindset. A mindset of a 12 year old. A small town mentality. Let them go on with their lives and you go on with yours. This (our home in Eastern Washington) is your home now, not there. I'm going to look at other states and if I get a job, you're coming with me." I don't know how comfortable I am with that. But also, I'm young and this is the time of my life where I should be travelling?

What if someone said your baby is ugly ?

I been w/ my boyfriend for 1 & 4 months. He took me through the ringer. He got me pregnant. He put me in jail while I was pregnant & lies on me so I got two felonies on my record, I got my proof for court but he's trying to get it off cause he know he'll go to jail cause of the proof I got but he gave me a std & lied about where he got it until he gave me the password to his Facebook & I found out who he got it from & knew & claimed that he got tested & didn't catch it when she had it but we all know it doesn't take a day for a std to show up. His babymomma threats me harass me cause she still in love with him & he doesn't want her but used to play mine games w/ her as if he wanted her & she won't let him see his son unless they're together as a couple & he doesn't know if that's his child or not cause of bs he told me about each through their relationship w/ cheating & lying to each other. Oh I lost my baby cause when I got out of jail he cheated on me & I stressed myself out & my baby. The babymomma texted me & told me that's why my baby is dead. He used to talk to girls on dating sites and Facebook until I changed his password & deleted it TWICE. He hit my car cause I broke up with him & he was in jail for 4 months for my car & violating probation & he get out on the 26th of this month & all of a sudden changed & wanna make things right after all I been through with females babymomma losing everything ruining my life & spending & getting money from me put his hands on me

So I been with my boyfriend for almost two years. We talk about having a family..getting married...growing old together but... he already has a 3 year old child by someone else.. my bf and his baby momma don't get along. So she taunts me and say things that's not true like he has a son that he doesn't take care of and so on that this is his FIRST BORN but it hits me so hard when she does that.. she doesn't know it hurts me when she says that but he does and it angers him cause he knows I really want my OWN family and I want my first child to be his first and he knows and I knows it'll never happen that way cause he has his first child so I push him away and I push him towards her and say mean things like you should marry her and be with her as family since you have a kid w/ her cause I don't see it with him anymore when she says that to me then he says he doesn't know if that's his child which kinda give me a devilish hope that it isn't cause of stuff he told me with her & how they treated each other through their relationship. But to go back when we talk about a future together mostly kids I get a little angry inside and I know he kinda feel or see my quick anger and back to normal (happy) reaction when the topic comes up. Yeah I knew about his child before we got together and so on I know but I didn't think this deep until she said that and about how I always wanted my future to be... w/ my career my husband and OUR FIRST beautiful kids... together I really love my bf 💔😔