Like he used to have half naked women and everything but now he's loyal to you and wants a family

 (Johnny x Diego)  I'm not sure if the picture loaded so please tell me 

I'm 20 going on 21. She's 27/28. She's divorced. I've been hitting on her for a long time. I offered her sex before she rejected me. I managed to get a date with her at a romantic restaurant. I'm super nervous 

We went to Florida on a family vacation and we mainly went for the parks but all she wants to do is shop all day* I told her she's not traveling alone so she cannot do what she wants to do. She said I embarrassed her by rushing her and following her around the store giving her a timid. She was like " you're pissing me off I'm trying to enjoy myself and you're making it miserable for me. I would like to try on the clothes and see how they fit. I gave her 5 minutes because we still had a lot of other things to see and only so much time. I told her I was gonna cause a scene if her butt took longer than 5 minutes. I understand we live in a small city with barely any stores but she has to compromise on a family vacation. I told her she just needs to go by herself next time. And she was like " I will gladly go alone. You embarrassed me. You are wrong for that. She is 28 and she was in a store called Zara. 

I have (or maybe, had, considering the actual state of the whole thing) a relationship with the sweetest, tender and loving girl ever. She used to come after work to see me, she gave me homemade pastries typical of her culture and homemade cakes. She came with me on sundays to repair a country house and we stood by the lake, talking and walking after I ended the repairs. Everything was perfect, until this happened. Her mother found out about us, thought I took her virginity, called her h**, unashamed etc (will stop the list here), and beated her up, pulling hair. In the 21st century. God. It's not that she was hooking up with someone at the club (she never goes there btw) and slept with him. She was simply hanging out with someone she cannot wait to see. It was love at first sight. Her first love. Now she can't even look at me without having hate in her eyes. I didn't do nothing bad to her..i still love her. I understand she's the victim of some cultural things, her mom wanting to do the right thing but she ruined soemthing so pure that it was her love for me. Her cousin (who told me the whole thing,cause my girlfriend pretends I don't exist after her fight with her mom) said that she was also dragged to the bathroom by the hair and her mom opened the water to 'clean' her (she ahd her clothes on) and she hit her while saying 'h**' and 'I never expected my daughter to turn into a b.....'. I was shocked by this and wanting to take her at my place but she doesn't even want to  Know if I'm still alive. Last time she verbally attacked me. I never did nothing wrong. It all happened cause her mom is too strict (if we don't want to use another word). Last time we saw before this happened we kissed in the shack and she told me it was her first one. Why did this happen? How do I get ehr old her back?

She looks at me like a little girl who's frightened but still wants to kiss. She has compassion, fear, desire in her eyes. Sometimes I have the feeling she's about to cry cause she has tears in her eyes

So I'm the worship leader at my church. I have been for a year now. We got a knew preacher in a about a year ago. He seemed okay, I mean I didn't like his preaching. Then one day last year around this time, he got in a argument with the worship bass player. He told all of that he didnt need us. That we were nothing. Yea etc etc. So I recently got in a relationship and he started going to church with me. The first Sunday my bf didn't like the preacher. He still went with me anyway. These past few months have been hard me and my cousin I was living with kicked me out. So I had to move in with my grandparents. The same time I lost my job and had to get another one. So yea I've been stressed out. So the past 2 sundays I haven't been. I got someone else to sing. I don't wanna go anymore. I use to love worship before the new preacher. My bf always tells me how much he can see how much I love the music but it's stresses me out so much. I just don't know what to do. My bf gave me an idea just to talk to the preacher and see if I can have a few months away. Or just quit and post my singing on YouTube. Someone please help me!!!

A$$

I've spent years on 'cool' men who all turned out to be losers.  Now I've met an average looking, slightly nerdy guy with horn rimmed glasses who is nice to me and treats me well.  He's not perfect, but we get along well and have a lot to talk about.  I feel like I made a mistake dating all the cool guys and think that maybe I should not settle, but I should look for a good man rather than the smartest, best looking or coolest man.  Is this true?  I'm in my thirties.  

Im a beautiful exotic woman but people keep their distancr both men and women despite me being(i think) nice and treating everyone as equal. Friendless and wish i had friends and guys to pursue me