I'm in a bad way with my Aunt's hamster. What should I do????

Before you pass judgments let me explain my disposition. I used to have the dream job. I loved the job so much because i would help people a lot. Which i love to do. Especially when they are in despararity, I love to help them. Not because I like the power over them but because I love seeing the joy on their face when their problems go away. Its hard to explain but I can see the joy of their heart being expressed on their face. And it always made me feel so good inside because i knew they genuinely felt good. You can see why I loved this job. But before you feel really good for me, let me just stop you there. My dreams were cut short by a sadistic man.  I showed up everyday 30 minutes early and most days I would work late but I would only bill the 8 hours. I never missed a single day of unexcused absence. I even came in on inclimate days. I felt I had something to prove. I nearly risked my life and almost got in a terrible accident. I gave it everything I had to try to feel like I could achieve something in life. But it was all cut short, and it felt devastating. My dreams were crushed. I felt taken for granted. I did everything I could but it was never enough. Now does it make sense why I want to piss on his grave? And I'm not one to typically hold a grudge. I'm usually the embodiment of forgiveness. But certain things I cant let skate pass me. Is it really that petty? It makes me feel like shittt Whenn i said I helped people a lot.. i didnt mean an extensive amount, like a huge deal of help, I meant a lot in the sense Ive helped numerous times I was making next to chump change, but it seems thats the only part of my question that people care about. And then they say its insanity to risk your life for minimal pay, but no ones been in my shoes. I loved what I did, and I did what I loved. If I'm wrong, then I'm fine with being wrong because in my heart it still feels right It might not make any sense to you personally. But idc tbh. And I'm not making excuses. I'm just saying what happened. And your answer isn't changing my mind. My mind is already made up. I'm still going to piss on his grave. Plus you didnt answer the question. You just gave a random opinion. Whilr the question does seek an opinion, your opinion was irrelevant (not even on topic with the question) i asked if it was petty, you didnt even come remotely close to answering that question. So now whos the failure? bitchh

My bf of 6 years and I are doing long distance. He transferred in his job to another city and I am transferring too in a month. I have traveled a few times to see him.  This weekend I traveled to see my family. I noticed there was a layover in his city for 1.75 hours so I asked him if he was able to stop by the airport after work to see me. It is a 15 min drive from his house. He repeated "are you serious" and said "how would I figure out parking and where would I eat?" I answered and he said "this is impractical. 90% of people who have a 1.5 hour layover would not do this and you are in the 10% who live life on the edge and do this. Why can't you be like the 90%?" He said he doesn't want to rush around or pay a $20 parking ticket (despite earning $60k/year).  I felt upset at the airport because I would put in the effort to drive 15 mins to see him for 1.75 hours given we don't see each other often but he won't. Am I unreasonable for this?  We then argued on the phone about it while I was at the airport and he got angry that I "would even ask something so unreasonable." After I hung up after 1 hour he called back 8 times in a row and said "wow 8 calls and you don't pick up. How disappointing." But I had to get ready to catch my flight! And he said we need to talk some time about my behaviour but I wanted to discuss his.  He a temper and is critical while I am sensitive. He can argue for hours. It's too overwhelming but if I try to walk away he will follow me. Please help 

There's this foreign guy. As beautiful as an angel, and has this distant and sad look on his face. Those blue eyed and that innocent face. He sells things, even drugs, and I heard someone saying that he even sells himself for money, even with men. I was shocked and couldn't believe it, then the shock turned into normality and I couldn't care anymore. I still care, but I am not repulsed. I love him and want to save  him from all this. I want him to live in my house, with my parents. Not in the cold, not selling things and not doing what he does. I just want to shower him with love and everything he needs. I love him so much but he just told me to stay away from him, that this is no place for me. He saved me from being hit by a truck before I knew all this. I just  want to save his life too. He is an angel to my eyes. The most beautiful one might exist in the world. He even cuts his blond hair so short, maybe he doesn't even have money to go the barbers or who knows where he lives. I am crying right know thinking about him. He needs to live with me.