Well my friend's uncle lost two kids (ages 11 and 16). They got ran over by a truck and he couldn't save them. He was far from reach and he witnessed it. Her uncle was a very tough, stoic, military guy. A year later, he couldn't handle it and pulled the trigger on himself. No one expected a guy with such a strong caliber like to do that. His suicide letter consisted of an apology to all and how he would join them in death. I know losing a child can cause an agonizing sadness but is it that bad enough to kill yourself?

My bedroom is right next to the only bathroom that we have in the house. I woke up to the sound of my mom in the shower moaning, "master master".. and "AHHH OH YEAH"! I've never been so repulsed in my life. I want to move out! I cried even. I find that so wrong. I'm 18 years old and I obviously know what happened and I know I should ignore it and move on, but I can't! I would never masturbate so loudly for her to hear me, so I feel like this is so wrong and unfair. Should I not feel this way? I feel like I have no one to talk to, so that is why I'm asking on  yahoo answers. Is the way I am reacting normal behavior? Help me please I'm so hopeless. She was the person I would talk to for everything, but now I almost hate her and want to cut her off completely. Should I act like she's gross? And ignore her? How to I react? I don't want to even look at her!