always people around. We leave at different time too.

My dad always said he wanted to drive to Elgin and capture himself a N I G G E R and tie him up in the basement. Then, when he came home from work he would go downstairs and say, "I had a baaaad day N I G G E R" and beat the hell out of the N I G G E R. Then he wouldn't beat on his wife and kids anymore. Now I'm an adult and this is starting to sound like a really good idea.

Tired of school

Says she's hot, educated and can hold her own..

I sit next to this girl in class to make my crush a bit jelous. We talk and laugh but I think I've lead her on...will my crush think I like this other girl instead??

Last weekend we went to a beach house. I had my own room and one night I came out of the shower and kind of got carried away while surfing the web. Apparently, the huge mirror in my room was a window on the other side where my mom and her friends were staying I didn't realize until the next morning when they were giggling and kept saying stuff like "Were you really itchy last night" and "Did you sleep comfortably? You must've been tired" Stuff like that. I only realized when one of my mom's friends walked me to their room and showed me the window I'm super embarrassed, I want to kill myself. I can't take facing them anymore. I don't know how to process and deal with this

I met this guy a few years ago and I fell in love at first sight. He didn't feel the same right away but he loves me too. He recently got out of the navy and moved back to Colorado with his parents to start school etc. I am in california. We don't do long distance but we keep in touch. I have gone on dates with guys but the entire time I think of josh and start missing him. I love him so much. I can't seem to meet someone else I feel the same about like I do josh Will I ever get over this? How long did it take you to get over your first love?

This guy came over to our office as a temporary fill in supervisor over the officers there but he is not my supervisor. He said to me, "Why don't you say something. You re so quiet! You want me to quack a joke with you? The next day he said out loud "I think she broke the scanner" (of course I didn t)Then he said, " it's the quiet ones you got to watch out for" I was so hurt. I do talk not much but the times he notices me too quiet is when I was trying to do my work. He made me feel like I am this quiet, angry, evil person that gets mad and might hurt someone. I am not like that. I am so bothered by what he said. What should I do about this? Yes I don't talk too much and maybe I should talk more. I like to concentrate and do my work.

I've been so depressed lately and trying to hide it but I can't... it feels like just yesterday I was 15 and now boom I'm 20 something and have been feeling so much anxiety and pressure to do things I don't want to do and actually never want to do. For example, I love kids but I don't want to ever have kids of my own and that should be acceptable but it isn't. My mom supports me but my dad doesn't... he's so old fashioned it's pathetic. He even threatened me by saying that all men who don't want kids are assholes so it's going to be difficult for me to have a good guy in the future. I hope that's not true... It just occurred to me that poor women have too much pressure to want motherhood above anything else, it's like we are expected to give up any hopes and dreams that we have to be a mother. What if that is not what some of us want? It even feels weird for me to talk about all this because again like I said; it feels like I was just a teenager yesterday and now all of a sudden I'm in my 20s and feeling all kinds of pressure all at once and I don't know how to handle it.... I am petrified of the future... I wish I was a child again as I feel like that's the only way all this pressure that I'm feeling will go away

I just cant relate with my friends.

Throughout my entire life I've only ever had 3 friends that are guys witch I'm no longer friends with, I'm 15 right now but should I try to make at least one friend that's a guy if so how exactly should I start? .I also hate talking to people I don't know .