So my cousin peter is getting married very soon to a beautiful vietnamese woman he met in canada. I am jealous of him because he is younger than me and he is already getting married. He is like 21 and I am 26 and it is unfair that someone like him is getting married. He is a doctor and is a psychiatrist. He told my relatives that I don't have bipolar disorder and that I am just a spoiled selfish brat who throws temper tandrums. He says that he thinks that I am abusing the system by trying to get SSI. I am so angry at him. He gets to find someone here and I am having to go all the way to vietnam just to meet and marry someone. I am glad that vietnam is an option because I want to get married and I am sick of idiots like him getting a better life than me when I did nothing to deserve it. Why do people think that I am a selfish brat ?? Why is everyone says that I am being a jerk for being jealous of him ??

My adviser Lee Hnetinka says that a year is ideal, but I want to do it ASAP.

I want my wedding to be in a ballroom, but I want to avoid the rain season. I need the low season in terms of costs.