I'm looking for a Christian minister who will officiate my wedding ceremony without my fiance and I having gone through marriage counseling. Also, the marriage wouldn't be able to be legal by the state for specific reasons. Is there a type of Christian minister that would be okay officiating our wedding ceremony with these pre-conditions?

I have a boyfriend whom I have been with for 6 months now. He loves me alot but I find him a lill ugly sometimes and I am not sure wheter i like him or love him.He wants to marry me but I am not sure about it and marryinh him would be a very very complicated process since his parents lives abroad and he has no one who can come and ask for my hand. Most of all I am not sure if I want him. There is another guy whom I don't know but have seen his pics that he is so handsome and his family is coming and asking for my hand. Let's call him Arman.I will have to reject Arman but deep down I might want to meet him. I feel ashamed to say to that to my boyfriend that I want to meet Arman and consider him as an option. He is so hot! But I am afraid that I am loosing someone I might never find again, a guy like my bf who loves me this much. My bf really loves my but I am not sure if I really love him. What would you guys do?

I am single still at the age of 28 and I can't even get a woman to date me. My sister who is younger than me is getting married in less than two months. She's only 21 and already getting married so that makes me even more depressed because I feel like I should be the one who gets to get married first. I have no female friends and one of my friends who was supposed to go to the wedding with me to keep me company got injured recently. My family was supposed to be setting me up with someone and that is being put on pause since my sister's getting married. I'm very depressed. I'm thinking about getting an escort to go with me to the wedding. I only need her to go as my date because I don't want to be the awkward one sitting all alone at his parents table. I have no girlfriend and I feel like this is the only that can keep me sane at the wedding. What should I do ? Should I get an escort to go with me to the wedding ? Where can I find an escort if I were to decide to hire one to go as my wedding date ?