I'm an impatient person. I know it's a bad trait, but I can't help it. In late December, I finally get to see my cousin, who I believe is my best friend. Sadly, December isn't near. How do I make the months counting down fly by?

I'm a straight single guy asking this question. There's a woman at my work (she's in another department) who told me that I should go online specifically facebook to find a girlfriend. This woman is 61 years old and admitted she's on facebook everyday. I told her that I called out sick last Thursday out of personal stress and went to work out at the gym for most of my day and she told me bluntly, "You need to get a life." She met her boyfriend whom is her age off facebook. I've met girls/women off the internet before and they all ended up being fake/crazy/snobby. I've NEVER once put this woman down to her face. I've ended up ignoring the last two times I saw her at work.

My friend made out with me a couple times before I broke off my marriage. He also gestured to sleep with me one of those times by placing my hand somewhere…specific. When he did that I stopped what was happening because I was worried about making the end of my marriage even messier, so I just told him "I don't want to make things messier than they are" he felt bad after that and told me he only wants to be a positive thing in my life and is adamant on telling me nothing has changed and he's sorry. He wasn't aware of how rocky my marriage was and maybe he thinks he ruined it considering we separated right afterwards. I mean it was kind of a "tip over the edge" situation, but it wasn't the only thing going on. It was already basically done. So it's not my friends fault. Idk. But I leaned into him during a recent hang out and he said the same things again and acted a little different. I didn't really say much because I'm worried and now confused. However I definitely caught feelings within those hang outs. I kind of wish I just went with it during the one hang out instead of stopping it, all things considered. Now when I look at him I get heart eyes. And now that I've separated I really want to kiss him again, and I'd like to let whatever happens between us happen, but I'm worried to scare him off or something. I don't even know how to say how I feel, or even start a conversation of that nature. I've always been scared of and bad at sharing my feelings. What should I do, or say?

I'm 27 he's 20. We've been texting a lot and he wants to get together.  I already called him papi and said he was cute. I didn't know his age but he's younger than my baby sister but he has a way with words and he told me he's been with older women before.  I'm really conflicted cause he's sweet and cute