I look at him like my hero, because he has defended me from bullies before we got together,he's handsome and modest, he goes everyday to work (takes the bus too), once when I slipped he took my by the hand and winked (before we were official), and yesterday I went buying things he needed cause he works, got home and start shivering and having stomach cramps. He warmed me up with his body, changed my clothes wet by the rain, dried my hair and gave me warm tea and a warm water bottle to put on my stomach..he stayed there til I reached a normal temperature and took care of me. But the idealization has gone too far and now I think he's tok perfecr for me and I cry cause I will never be as fearless, strong and perfect like him