I will always remember that he told me 'I will always regret not being there for you when you needed me. I am sorry for not coming earlier'. He said this while seeing the scars on my face and wrists. Anyway, this happened years ago and I'be given up the self harm. Sometimes he looks at me with a strange , intense look on his face, and he kisses me really strong (on my cheek or forehead). Sometimes he kisses repeatedly my chest and breasts, and it would seem really weird if he did not kiss me the way he does (passionately and tenderly at the same time). Once he was on top of me and then put my head on my chest and held me really tight, covering me with his body. He is like, 20 cm taller than me so I feel a bit weird under him. But the point of it all is that he looks constanlty sad and worried about me like he's hiding something he doesnt say. I already confronted him he denies everything. I dont know why he acts like this