Of almost making you cry and feeling a punch in the stomach? I'm a guy and I felt this while making love. For my girlfriend was the first time, for me not. We both had problematic lives and she's struggling with depression. There are days where she's happy amd calm, and fays where she cries and is moody til the next day. It's sad. Her parents don't accept our relationship and we hide to meet, and at the beginning just talking to her was 'too mich' because as I said, her parents are really strict. I told her things nobody knows, and she told me all her struggle. When we made love I wasn't happy, I was all hot (I mean, not hot, but rushed... please dont laugh), I just thought about kissing her and be one with her. At the end I felt empty and I didnt think of anything. I was on her body, she breathed like grasping, and as I had the orgasm it lasted very little but it was strong, and I felt a physical pain in my body (dont know exactly where, but I would say stomach) that made me want to cry. What was that? Why did it happened? Do I have problems? Why did I feel like my whole life depended on her, like it was a life/death sprt of thing? I know there are lots of girls in this world but I love only her. I dont know what I'd do if something happened to her. I never felt like this before, and I never cried (let alone for a girl). I want a normal life, I'm tired of always having to fight for everything

We got a family reunion coming up an most times they just don't show up. We used to be real close playing games an BBQ. But now, just some of the family.