So I had settled in paying someone to go as my wedding date to my sister's wedding. I found a website called rent a friend and I was gonna call this one girl on there and see if I could hire her. The first girl I called seemed to change her phone number cause i asked if she was lisa and she said no and so i said ok sorry and then hung up. The second girl I called picked up and asked if she was michelle from rent a friend and she said yes and i asked how she's doing and then she hung up on me. I tried calling back but she declined my call. I am now so screwed cause it seem like my last option backfired now. I need someone to go as my wedding date and I am gonna have a meltdown at my sister's wedding if I don't have anyone and I would throw chairs and become violent. I have bipolar disorder and I can't control myself and so I need someone to be there to keep me company. Almost all of my relatives hate me cause of my past behavior when I was a teen so no one will talk to me when I am there alone. I don't want to end up sitting at my parents table. Is there any other way I can get a wedding date now ??

We hear often about post birth depression but in this case the girl lived an unhappy life and now after having the child feels like reborn. She kisses, cuddles and takes care of the baby with a smile on her face, says the baby is a gift from God and avoids spending money for herself to buy her son the best things she can (clothes, bibs, clothes embroidered with little rabbits or deers, perfumes for babys) teddy bears or little toys for the baby. She is litterally so happy to have had a child that she cries sometimes while he sleeps because she thinks she had missed a happy childhood that she wants to give to him. He calls her baby her little angel and says he has the same blue eyes from his daddy and she hopes he will become as handsome as him. Is this a normal reaction to motherhood for a 25 years old girl?