It's like I gaven up on my self and so did everyone else. All I do is smoke dope all day I'm always around drugs all there is is fighting in my house Im so lost my parents care but they don't see me being anyone or don't believe in me at all my mom is a meth head but she's been sober for 2 weeks but it's stupid she will be back on everything in i say another week or two it's like this every time. And then they scream at me and say what's wrong with you or why are you like this I'm selfish I'm shes heartless or she dosent care about anything or anyone. It's so hard for me to go to school i go to a school away from my friends because of some other reasons but I barley even go last time I went was 3 weeks ago I sit by myself everyday at lunch no one talks to me all day everyday not a word exept the teachers but I want to finish highschool I really do but I can't even function when I'm there I need help i feel sufficated with everyone I'm sad and I can't be my self anywhere. I don't know how to get help i want help but no one i guess thinks I need help or care enough to get me any help. Why do I feel like this why do I have to go through this with out anyone by my side why do I always feel so alone

My 26 year old daughter lives with us and think subbing is a job. The hardest pay of her day is waking up at 5 am. She doesn't have to do anything but call roll and pass out busy work to the students. And she said herself she gets a two hour break everyday for planning AND a 30 minute lunch so she's technically not even working a full 8 hours with all the leisure time. She the audacity to say it was a job because she clocks in and out everyday and is on someone else's time and property for 8 hours. She was like " you think I wake up at 5 am and deal with bratty kids that aren't mine for fun. I do it cause of the pay". And her paycheck definitely reflects the minimal amount of hard work she has to do which is a measly $1000 a MONTH.

I seem to be the only one that gets in trouble for my actions. Does it have to do with being someone s favorite? A few examples: At my internship there are 4 interns including me. I showed up late one day and got in trouble for it. Another intern shows up late or doesn t show up and my supervisor does not say anything to him therefore he did not get in trouble. I am the youngest in my family, but I am the one that gets in trouble for cussing or saying something inappropriate (I m 22 btw) whereas my brother can say anything without any consequences and everyone in the family will always laugh. When I played baseball, I would make an error and be pulled out in the middle of the game whereas another player would make 4 errors a game and strikeout 3 times a game. However, that player would never be pulled out. I m in a fraternity. We like to make fun of each other but in a fun friendly way. There is one guy who is very likeable but everytime we make fun of him in a friendly way, some people take it seriously and stand up for him and give people **** that made fun of him. If someone else was getting made fun of no one would care. Do people just have favorites? Am I just not one of them? It s very frustrating and it makes me just want to quit everything I m doing.

Watch from start of 5:12 and it ends in 6:44 https://youtu.be/n2O75RVSzd8 Is that actually **** test?

Been dating my boyfriend for 3 months . He has a daughter who he's fighting to see. I brung my 7 month old daughter around when I'm present only . He plays with her , has tons of energy , talks to her , makes silly faces etc. He was holding my daughter and he gave her a peck on the cheek. Is that ok or too much ?

He says it brings up bad memories of when he was younger and he says he can't handle it.

Watch from start of 5:12 and it ends in 6:44 https://youtu.be/n2O75RVSzd8 Is that actully **** test?

Having 2 girlfriends who know about each other

Three years ago, my wife was terminally ill due to diabetes. My business was struggling due to her insistence of hiring her two immature, drug addicted, lazy loser nephews. We clean carpets and upholstery. One came to work stoned. I told him to stand by the door and stay out of the way until he sobered up. He lit a cigarette up in the house! I fired both literally the day after I buried my wife. I hired a woman who went to school with the younger of the two. She can do more than the two combined. They were paid minimum wage, because I could not pay them less. I pay her double minimum wage. About a year before my wife's passing, we took in a boarder to help make ends meet. The last few months, she helped me and my wife than my wife's entire family. I have no family. I am a refugee from the Georgia (the county, not the state). I had foster parents who threw me out the day I turned 18. They were like my 5th cousins or something like that. A year after my wife's death, she still rents a room. We have become friends. Last December, I had Bell's Palsy. I have had it before when I had insurance. Couldn't stand, insane amounts of vomit. My employee got me home. My boarder was at home. I was covered in vomit. They stripped me and washed me. Very embarrassing to be in front of these women naked. One said "I knew he had a huge d!ck, because he has a huge heart". That was better than any medicine. Of course I puked in the shower. They had a lot of patience and got me to bed.

I don't see myself a successful person in relationship and friendships in general. Tbh, even in business. The age of my relationships is maximum 4 months maximum, it breaks afterward or it goes cold.. no matter if they are men or ladies. This is a problem in my life and i think it is the main reason making me a loner. I even know the problem; i am afraid to be and express myself. In most my relationships, i am the "accepts everything guy" and the control is in the hand of the other party. After 2-3 months, they get used to lead me but i start behaving differently cause i am a man and i don't wanna be this weak. It usually starts with an argument then a fight and then, boom. End of relationship. People go and come in my life but the pattern is still the same. How can i change it? How to overcome the internal fear and act better in my relationships.. and experience a warm and healthy relationship even for once in my life? I hope you understand and help me. Thank you.

I was in a relationship for almost 6 years, we started when she was 20 and I was 25. Everything was good,we both graduated from College. In the 3rd year I decided to pursue another Bachelors which took me 3 years. I guess she was never ok with that since she would always mention she wanted to get married. During the 4th year we had a big discussion where we ended up crying, she explained me to there was much monotony ( I never had much money to travel which she wanted to do, she was working as a Teacher) and she didn't know if we would get married or not, I told her I wanted to finish my degree first, just one more year, we agreed to talk about it once I graduated. 3 months before I graduated, she mentioned talking to an old high school friend of her to ask if his parents could help her parents with a real state issue they were having, I noticed she would act flirty when talking about him but I decided to trust her. I finally graduated but she was acting strange (now I think she felt guilty), one week later we went to the beach but we were distant, I think she thought I would propose, I wasn't thinking about that in that moment, I wanted to get a job first to talk to her father. 3 weeks later she said she wanted time, days later she broke up with me, and after she got mad because I kept asking for answers, she told me she met someone. I wonder what people think, is cheating justified?, I think she could have left the relationship instead if she wasn't happy ...

Is there anyway you can tell she is sensitive? If so how?

I will always remember that he told me 'I will always regret not being there for you when you needed me. I am sorry for not coming earlier'. He said this while seeing the scars on my face and wrists. Anyway, this happened years ago and I'be given up the self harm. Sometimes he looks at me with a strange , intense look on his face, and he kisses me really strong (on my cheek or forehead). Sometimes he kisses repeatedly my chest and breasts, and it would seem really weird if he did not kiss me the way he does (passionately and tenderly at the same time). Once he was on top of me and then put my head on my chest and held me really tight, covering me with his body. He is like, 20 cm taller than me so I feel a bit weird under him. But the point of it all is that he looks constanlty sad and worried about me like he's hiding something he doesnt say. I already confronted him he denies everything. I dont know why he acts like this

I HATE the fact that this ugly fat ***** has to sit next to me at work. All she does is talk negative about others. Today the manager told us we can stay for overtime over but I did not want to stay overtime hours because I already came early and did TRIPLE the work then this fat ***** did. I talked to over 100 customers over the phone, I have an early scheduled work and all she did was 20 check ins and she expects to me stay while she leaves. Her excuse is that she has a kid. ***** please. What's with this ***** problem?