The groom cheated on his bride to be, Amy. The groom's friend confronted him and said I know that you cheated. The groom texted his friend back and said, "F*ckkkkk, is this contained?". Is that him semi-admitting guilt?

The groom cheated on his bride Amy. The groom's friend confronted him and said we know that you cheated. The groom texted his friend back and said, "F*ckkkkkkkk, is this contained?". Is that him semi admitting guilt?

It's something that makes me a bit thoughtful. He has asked me to take off my shirt and bra to stay on top of him on bed. We hugged for a long time and then we fell asleep like that. He kept holding me tight and pushing my back to his body. I felt his body so close to mine, his and my heart beating, felt his muscles and how he sighed and looked sad. It didn't feel a bad thing at all. He looked at me into my eyes and kissed my head. Why didn't it feel wrong? I just felt so close to him for the first time, it was so moving that I almost started to cry. We fell asleep like that. He was a bit sad and thoughtful the whole time. Why wasn't he like other guys, who are rude and take advantage of their girlfriends, while he asked me almost begging to be close to him cause he need it so much?