Me and my now ex broken up and I'm thinking about something from a year ago. Basically I have very bad anxiety. I initiated the s*x by getting on top of things, things got heated I let him get on top of me and get undre*ssed etc. I let him get it out and then I said no and like pressed on his stomache so he wouldn't but he put it in anyway and I straight away changed my mind and verbally consented and said yes. I know I confused him because I was initiating yes and pretty much was saying yes through my actions. Is this okay or did something happen to me? I just need reassurance, I did say yes but is it ok bc I said no and he did it anyway but I was initiating yes to be fair but I straight away changed my mind and said yes? 

Before I start, I know this sounds very big headed that's why I'm asking this anonymously. People always describe me as intelligent. In class people come up to me for answers. Whenever theres some sort of debate, they get me to settle it. And close friends and family members describe me as too smart for my own good. I dont feel smart. For example I'm terrible at maths. I do find quantum physics interesting though, anyway I'm rambling. What do I do to put people under the impression in clever? It puts me under pressure having people rely on me in class.

long story short i was bullied in 2015-2019 on social media. i put a stop to the bullying by blocking and not letting people get to me. long story short my ex best friend ended our friendship because i was gay. that incident changed me. but it took me a good two years to forgive him. i forgave for myself in order for me to be free and happy. the problem isnt only with that. people on social media instigated and pretended to be my friend. they befriended me because they knew it was easy to gain my trust. people was sending screenshot conversations to others including my ex friend. i didn't understand what i did wrong. i was a good friend to him and i never caused him or anyone harm. when people start to befriend you to play games that plays with your self esteem and it makes you feel worthless. when i found out they were instigating they started to play the blame game and blame me and call me toxic when they are the ones who was instigating. there instigating and my ex friend ending our friendship caused me to go into depression. i was suicidal. i went from 400 pounds to 194 pounds. thats what depression does. i was fighting suicidal feelings every night through out the day. no one should be bullied for being gay. i never asked people to instigate. that was a choice they made and that hurt me even more. 5 years past and im still left with the pain. memories. i suffer from PTSD and my paranoia is getting worse. im filled with so much anger, dispair, sadness. 

Whenever my bf has people over (10 ppl), I get really anxious and just draw in my art room in my house. I think it has something to do with my ego. I have a problem to which I think I get influenced too easily by people (I think) What i mean is that, these people are all restaurant managers and bartender and I dont want to be influenced by them. Im an engineer. And they are not. I think im scared im gonna be like them or I secretly think Im better than them? I have no clue. I dont know what my underlying issue is with people.

I am always on tiktok and I noticed there is so much toxicity compared to when I first downloaded tiktok in 2018. I know many things have changed overtime & I feel as if the comedy 5 years ago that was considered to be funny is now taken very wrongly. On tiktok, there is people that are being cancelled for saying the n word that was dug up from the past and there's people that have gave a very sincere apology and explained how it was years ago and they learned from their mistakes; however, people are still putting the person down and telling them they are canceled and sending death threats. I had a favorite tiktoker that had good content and spread good messages about body positivity, BLM, etc; however, people started to dig up her saying the n word 5 years ago and she made a formal apology in multiple videos and taking full responsibility of what she has done. Many people were sending hate to her so I decided to reply back to people that were "canceling" her and explain how people make mistakes and nobody is perfect. Not only do people learn and grow, people need to forgive and give people a chance because you're not perfect yourself. However, I receive messages saying I am not in the right of telling someone to forgive her since I am not Black and wouldn't understand. I agree,  if this was a situation with her addressing racist comments towards asian people and she apologizes with a proper apology, I would forgive her. I am sorry I just wanted to rant about this situation.

Kinda creeps me out. It's like why does she wanna see my legs so badly?!

Hi! I'm 22 and in need of some help. My life has been kind of crazy lately. My close friend passed away in early March, COVID-19 is still going on, I broke up with my boyfriend of 3 years, etc. I currently live with a few friends and my ex is moving out, but with everything going on I feel like I need my mom more than ever. However, I'm worried about missing out (FOMO) on anything that'll happen at my current house and I'm afraid my friends will forget about me if I go. How can I fix this problem and what should I do? :( 

:(  I'm the father of a 12 year old girl who said she hates me after I couldn't afford the newest iphone. It was her birthday 2 days ago and I bought her an Iphone 6 plus. It was the best I could do, as I am not currently employed and are struggling to even pay the bills. How could she say that to me ?:(  She even said that it was ok if she didn't get it a few days before her birthday(I had already explained I didn't have the money for it) but now she is ignoring me and making rude comments whenever she walks past my room. Please no rude comments  Just advice on what I should do I got her the phone because it wasn't too expensive(Someone on facebook marketplace sold me it for 50 dollars) and she doesn't have a phone right now and I know it can be boring when quarantined and not able to have acess to internet. I am letting her keep it because it's her birthday present. But I just feel bad I couldn't get her the thing she wanted and now I feel like a bad dad.

I'm the only girl in our girls group who still cares about her and stays in touch with her because the other girls are jealous of her and hate her but I'm still friends with them. Her ex bf says nasty hurtful things about my body since I gained weight and threatened me but his ex gf who's my friend said he wouldn't hurt me and it's true he didn't. I'm trying to defend myself so I tell him your ex gf was fat and you didn't make fun of her and he says he dated her when she was skinny and now she's lost weight and skinny again but even if he saw her when she was fat he wouldn't make fun of her. I know it's because he's obsessed with her. I've talked to her about all of this but today she was mean when she said she's busy listening to music and she can't deal with this now. I would block her ex bf but he's friends with all my friends after his ex gf brought him into our friends group years ago and his guy friends are nice to me but nobody sticks up for me. It's her fault for bringing him years ago! 

we've been best friends for over ten years I don't knock when entering her house anymore we hang out almost every day