i'm 15, im 10th grade, and one of my friends has a girlfriend who's also good friends with me and some of my other friends, and has been since before they started going out. i've always been really attracted to her, but recently i've really started to like her. i'm one of her best guy-friends (besides her boyfriend duh) and she says she loves me often (as a friend id assume) . she's also my neighbor, that really doesn't add anything but it's a detail lol. i don't know how to feel, is it bad that i really like my friend even though she's dating one of my other friends? they both REALLY love eachother too, and i don't see them breaking up any time soon. need help lmao...

I dated him for a year and had no idea. I thought i knew everything about him. I however didnt. I had started a new job and the girl who works the receptionist desk said is that "his name" and I said yes. she asked how do you know him and I said he is my fiance. We are getting married and he is the father of my baby. She didn't say anything she just looked strange...at lunch time that day she pulled me aside and said I am sorry to do this to you but I had to call and make sure first before I told you this but your fiance went to jail for molesting one of my friends kids. I didn't believe her and thought maybe she got it wrong. I went home and talked to him after work. He admitted it. I kicked him out that night needless to say. I couldn't believe I didn't know this....once I told my friends and family they said to call the authorities because he is suppose to make this known to everyone around him. Also, as there are no kids in my house he still should have told me. I am not sure what to do. I am so depressed I am 7 months pregnant with a child molesters baby. I am scared about him being around our kid...Did he break the law by not telling me? Should I call the police? I feel like a idiot for not knowing. I am really ashamed right now with myself. He was my fiance and I knew him for a year. I am not a hoe. It is not fair for anyone to call someone that. It was the first serious relationship after graduating from college.

And yourself, obviously.

My bro is turning 16 in march. hes not the go to Walmart and buy something type. he is incredibly intelligent, and adores things like budda symbolism statues, ganesha the elephant god stuffs, bracelettes that have a bead of water from one side of the world and grains of dirt from the other side, and journals made of recycled rags and elephant poop from countries of poverty... I want to get him something just as awesome and out of the ordinary as he is. any ideas?

So on, I think that the fact that I stay in my house all day contributes to my social anxiety. And I'll admit, it's probably hard to approach someone who always looks mad. My best friends, as well as other friends, make friends easier than me and that makes me feel jealous too. That's why I'm so hard on myself when it comes to academics, because I feel like that's the only thing I have going for me. But even then, I STILL get envious around those smarter than me. I keep trying to tell myself that if I just focus on me, then I'll do so much better in life, but I never stay true to that word, and it's getting so tiring. I sometimes dread going to school with all these problems in my life. I'm basically going to school emotionally wrong and then coming back home still emotionally wrong. There are times when I'll come home and just go to my room and silently cry laying on my bed. Then I'll just go about my day like it didn't happen. No one knows that I do that either. Another thing, in the 8th grade, I hit a really bad moment in my life. There was a time I actually thought of what would would happen if I ended it all. But, I immediately removed that thought from my mind because I'm not suicidal. I even cried after thinking that because I never thought that I would ever have the running in my head. But I've never had a thought like that since then because I could never do that to those I love in my life. Does anyone have any advice for me? Thank you for reading.

Ok, so continuing, I can't go to my parents for emotional support. I also come from a confusing household. I've gone through a lot of bad memories with my parents and siblings(won't get into specifics), and that, plus my social/school life is ruining me. I have three best friends I'm close with, but there are times where I can't even talk to them about what I'm going through in my life because it's so hard to talk about it. My face always shows myself being angry, but whenever someone asks me if I'm ok, I'll simply say "yeah, it's just my face", or "i just have resting b face" and put on a fake smile. I've been doing this for so many years that it's so easy to convince people I'm actually ok. I also have insecurities. It's so hard to be confident when I see people around me enjoying their lives and I'm just here. I should mention the fact that I am not allowed to leave my house FOR ANYTHING. It's been like that since I was born. I can't even walk to the park near my house to get some fresh air. People would suggest walking out, but I can't. I always compare myself to others and I know it's really bad, but I can't stop. I'm declared as obese for my age as well. I don't find myself pretty and I have pretty bad acne (dark spots as well, but some seem to be fading, but not entirely). I get so mad and jealous when I see the prettier girls in my school having fun and everyone wants to be their friend, but I have trouble making friends because I have social anxiety.

Im not sure why life is throwing me this curve ball but im beyond stressed and overwhelmed by it all. I lost a 5month very difficult pregnancy due to a severe complications. This was our third time trying but this was the only one that went that far. A month later, the landlord of our rental gives us a 30 day notice. We found another home and went through the whole process of paperwork but a week later that fell through as owners changed their mind. We found another place but they dont take pets and we have a small cat. Now we have a week and a half and we dont have a place to move to. While im still in the middle of grieving my loss, im stressed to a point where i just wanna scream. I dont know what to do. I just wanna be left alone, i really cant deal with this chaos in my life. I moved out here for my husband and i feel like nothing here is going right. My husband doesnt wanna move out of state until next year but I wanna leave my husband here and move back to California which is home to me. I dont wanna deal with being here, I hate it here. What would you do if you were in my shoes? I wont give up cat EVER! She is like my baby and means everything to me. I cannot imagine giving her up but thanks for your input.

Because my family is more important than me? Because I'm their little servant who exists only for their prosperity? I don't like the idea of people being more important than me, because living for others in spite of the fact that I'm in misery means that I'm like a sacrificial lamb...that I must suffer so everybody else can be happy...... Admittedly, I am selfish. If it's selfish to not want to throw your own life away so the rest of the world can be happy, because I don't want to be some living, breathing price tag, maybe I should've never I have been born, and maybe this world isn't for me. And what's wrong with that? What's wrong with not wanting to throw my life away like a price tag for them? I'm not a commodity.