I`m 11 and i'm depressed. i know that might seem too young to be depressed but I am. I really want to tell my parents but the reason why I cant is because they are kind of the reason they yell at me so much and I feel like a peace of ****. and I cant stand seeing them hurt. and I I'm always screwing up stuff I've lost two of my closest fiends because I have accidently broken stuff and I always apologize too. I only have one friend left. I don't want to loose her. I feel so alone some one pleas help.

Today I felt in the morning he was trying to avoid me , I always see him in the hall that block but he never came down. And I felt maybe he took the other way down. Then I saw him in the hall after and he just said hi to me ,I wanted to say something but I did not know what to say. I had little tears in my eyes. Then we had a meeting to discuss how things been going ,because the school put limits on when we can talk and he says it's been going good. He said this to me. He goes it's been fun hanging out with you and he appreciate that I am follow the plan and he says he knows it's hard for me to stop talking and give person space. Then after we left the meeting he talked to me again but this what got my confused. Him and i agreed to walk to the next to class. He said he will meet me in the cafe but he never showed up ,he took of without me. Also I say I am going to miss you thus summer and he goes yeah and says I am goi away this summer. He does not want me to have lunch with him because he does not want me to be left out when he has lunch with his friends Not sure if he likes me or not Right now I feel life is worthless Btw we are both males

Let me start. I'm a 15 year old boy. I've always been a quiet kid. Never really talked to anybody at school and just stood aside. I don't have any close friends at all. Just people that I talk to here and there. I never did anything to stand out and always made average grades. I have started getting mad at little certain things. Like my little brother tapping on the wall or him making a certain sound that just annoyed me. And it drives me crazy. Like he only has to do it a couple times now and I just want to snap. And on a social media app, I get attached to certain people that I follow and they follow me back and a couple people I will try to reach out to them and try to make conversation but they won't even notice me but will notice other people and it gets me so angry which is weird because I don't even know them. At all. And I have just noticed lately that I don't really feel sadness. Like if one of my close family members died. I feel like I wouldn't be sad. I would just be in a bad mood because everybody else around me is sad and I just want them to suck it up so everything will be back to normal... So is there anything wrong with me?? Any help would help a lot.

My friend recently passed away. I can't get any details from the coroner or anyone. He went to his friends house after performing a show with his band and was healthy, in no pain, laughing and joking. He then fell over on my friend's shoulder and they thought he was joking. We then found out he wasn't breathing and had a pulse. They tried to give him mouth to mouth. He wouldn't breathe...he didn't take any drugs or anything. He died at the hospital, he never woke up. What happened???..

I really dislike my group of friends now. One girl attracts bad people, one girl is a total internet freak who's sense of humor comes from the internet, one girl is into stuff that makes me uncomfortable, and they're all interested in....strange stuff... I'm not sure how to tell them to knock it off or to stop when they get weird and talk about things that make me uncomfortable. I get embarrassed/feel ashamed when people see me hanging out with them... My friends all changed and they talk about....18+, rated M stuff that annoy the heck out of me. And they do stupid stuff for that one anime moment or to be cool. It makes me want to kick each and every one of them. They're all really sensitive, and so if I confront them or leave, they'll think I'm a homophobe(when they're talking about yaoi(gay fictional characters)), or I think I'm to good for them, or I'm angry at them. And the way they are now, they'll freak out and scream at me. I'm tempted to yell at all them(they're generally shy, timid people), but... I'm not that kind of person and my friends will be shocked. WHAT DO I DO..... ;~;

They were about 22 years old and I knew them thru my brother.. they said that they support inslaving black people and that they are an infirior race I'm really shockd. I cant stop thinking about it. I dont know what to do to relax now.. plz help.. and sorry for my english, its not my first language

I dislike the friends I hang out with right now. I used to love hanging out with them, but then they began being...really...WEIRD, and one girl introduced something to the group that I am not comfortable with, and they all go crazy over that. I get tempted to kick them often. They all changed, especially the friend who helped build the group and I liked the best. I don't like them, and I'm going into high school next year....I'm worried I won't find stable friends and have a good high school. I'm planning on escaping and hanging out with my older brother who goes to that school and feels bad about the situation I'm in, but I don't want to bother him and his friends. I don't exactly know how to tell my friends to knock it off or leave the group without them getting mad/concerned. At a normal high school, are kids generally nice and welcoming?

His mom and dad asked me to confront him and find a way for him to acknowledge his alcoholism. How can I approach him and help him realize that he has a problem with alcohol. How can I explain to the parents that he need to participate in eventual recovery. He is a well educated and have master degree. His wife as I heard she abandoned him because his ulterior motives. He is spending money on alcohol a lot of money as I heard. He feels that his money gonna get through next few years. I need help please in details how can I confront him

So its my birthday tomorrow and I wanted to do something with my best friend (for 13 years) like just hang out, but not on my actual birthday. I suggested the Saturday (today) but she said she was celebrating her mums birthday so we decided Monday. It is her mums birthday but at 11:00 I saw a snapchat story from one of her close growing friends of her and my best friend. It was unclear what they doing but they were dressed up smart. It could've been a sleepover as the story was quite late at night. I feel hurt and jealous as she lied in a way and also is with another person on my birthday which for some reason I find hurtful. Am I right to be hurt? Advice?

we have been having problems with them. We llive in converted mansions, on the third floor. I have paid the council pest control team to put poison down. This worked for some time, but the problem continues. The problem as I see it is that the whole building is affected - I know this because my neighbour told me that she and another neighbour have been having problems with them. I have told the council that they need to treat the whole block but they say that there have been no reports from the other residents to justify treatment of the whole block. So I dropped leaflets thru everyone's letterbox asking them to tell me if they have had rodent problems, but only one person responded (that was the lady who already told me she was having problems) My problem is that the mice are chewing through the walls and carpet. We keep filling the holes, but they constantly make new ones to get in. I have banned the kids from eating anything outside of the kitchen so that we keep a control of the crumbs of food!! Is there anything we can do to prevent the mice from eating through the walls and carpet? I am really fed up. Is there a way that we can fortify our place to keep them from eating through the walls?

Whenever she needd money i gave it to her. One time she broke her window i replaced that, gave her money to get her clothes washed & i help keep gas in her car while she has a baby daddy that basically takes care of her.. She never bothers to ask if i ever need any help with anything. I feel like a bank. Her auntie randomly started coming after me saying that she believes me and my friends baby dad was messing around cause we both ended up not going out that night, but little did her auntie know, i had to get to work the next morning. So my friend stoped talking to me for two days and the third day she brought the rumor to my attention saying the reason she hasn't talked to me cause she had to think it through and our other friend told her to do so. But that same friend that's telling her to basically question our friendship is the same chick who lived with her & left her hanging while she was inly a couple months pregnant. My friend knows that i want to persue my music engineering career and get it off the ground and she also knows that i don't want to grt married don't want children. Whenever it's just me & her that husband & kids convo never takes place, when we are around people she puts on this big front and basically tries to pressure me into it. She treats & talks to me as if I'm one of her children. My god brother just died & all she had to say was "yeah, i know. I saw it on Facebook" & changed the conversation. Whenever she needs emotional support, i give it to her.

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I have always had a hard time with socializing, idk why. im not shy or anything- but i always had a hard time fitting in and stuff when i was younger. i had a hard time "getting " social interaction. I also used to have an awkward posture and looked awkward in pictures. All of this seemed to get worse while I was a teenager, but I am doing a lot better now but still have a hard time with small talk. Small talk with people I hardly know is hard because there is no "rapport" already established. I also have no idea how to flirt ,etc. I have never had a girlfriend and im in my early 20s. Does this mean I will probably never find a girl? I feel so weird because everyone else seemed to have lots of sex in college and had no trouble picking up girls.

I just started playing ice hockey its bantam level so ages 13-15 I'm 14 and I'm a girl. right now we are in the middle of the spring season it runs from the beginning of April and ends late May and I'm having trouble with making friends with my teammates they are all guys and have already played with each other before so that makes me the "outsider" I guess. I'm also kind of a shy person and cant seem to get myself to talk to them they just kinda leave me alone. we share the same dressing room so I guess that would be the easiest way to start a conversation but what do I say? usually when I get there they are already talking to each other and I feel like I would be interrupting them is that a normal feeling? also once I do become friends with them how do I keep that friendship going when the season is over? any kind of help is much appreciated thank you!

And the worst part is im a guy so i walk behind them alone as they walk in front holding hand so i move away cause it makes me feel like a third wheel ,geuss this is my only option since i really have no friends outside the family besides one/:

So, we're both girls and we're 13. I found out I liked her in our 2nd term and the term before I liked a guy. The thing is: now she loves him. She gets depressed at the thought of not seeing him for long periods of time, she misses him... and she doesn't really know him that well. I think this will be temporary... but what if it's not? What if she keeps liking him for the next 3 years and I just... can't hold back? What should I do... I want to kiss her, I want to hold her hand... But then I remember: she loves someone else. Really hard. And it's a guy. And she has never EVER (I'm 100% sure) thought about me in a romantic way. Please help... I don't know what to do...

okay so I really really want to hang out with my friends, but I always get the feeling that I'm not really "in" the group and I barely ever get invited to anything. the last time someone came over my house, it was really awkward and boring because we didn't really have anything to do and I felt really uncomfortable. ever since that I'm terrified to have anyone over or host anything ever again. my birthday is in 2 days and I want to have a party maybe, but I'm afraid that it won't be fun and it will be a boring sleepover. I feel so trapped i hate it so much... how do I become more outgoing? how are you supposed to make parties or sleepovers fun?

I do competitive cheer and art already, but what else can I do like with friends. We always go shopping but you can only do that so much. What would be fun for two people to do together at this age?

There's a group of guys who are fbois in my school. One of my friends hates them so much, that he posted pictures roasting each andevery oje of them (it was funny). He dmed me telling me about what he was going through with them and asked if I could help. I went on Ask.fm, and sent all of them questions saying "fboii👀" the next day, when I saw the group of fboiis, one of them said "hop off my ask!!" (Really pissed rn, because that means my friend told them it was me so he wouldn't get beat up!!). So now everytime they see me, they say "ew" really loud. They snapchat me saying "ew" and today, one of them thre threw a full can of mountain dew at me(but missed). They comment on all of the oictures i'm in on other peoples accounts "ew". I never even talked to them before because they are annoying and use girls so it doesn't bother me, but they're getting everyone to hate me? I understand what I did was wrong, and you'll never hear of me doing it again. Promise. But do you think their behavior is over the top ot just right? And what can I do to prevent it form getting worse? I agree with everything that I said, but they weren't my words, he told me what to say because he was scared.....we're all in 7th grade by the way.

There's a group of guys who are fbois in my school. One of my friends hates them so much, that he posted pictures roasting each andevery oje of them (it was funny). He dmed me telling me about what he was going through with them and asked if I could help. I went on Ask.fm, and sent all of them questions saying "fboii👀" the next day, when I saw the group of fboiis, one of them said "hop off my ask!!" (Really pissed rn, because that means my friend told them it was me so he wouldn't get beat up!!). So now everytime they see me, they say "ew" really loud. They snapchat me saying "ew" and today, one of them thre threw a full can of mountain dew at me(but missed). They comment on all of the oictures i'm in on other peoples accounts "ew". I never even talked to them before because they are annoying and use girls so it doesn't bother me, but they're getting everyone to hate me? I understand what I did was wrong, and you'll never hear of me doing it again. Promise. But do you think their behavior is over the top ot just right? And what can I do to prevent it form getting worse? I agree with everything that I said, but they weren't my words, he told me what to say because he was scared.....we're all in 7th grade by the way.

I have a group of friends who are really fun to hang out with but sometimes they seem kinda fake. So one day after sport since they're all together in one group and i'm not with them for sport they suddenly just started including me out. And when I came to them and said hi one of the grlsjust rolled her eyes and told everyone to go on the group chat which is the one they didn't invite me in. So they started texting each other and laughing and I was just kinda standing there and I felt a bit uncomfortable. And the same girl who rolled her eyes at me just said "What!" to me in like a tone where they don't want a person there with them. So I said nothing and then the bell rand and all three of them walked of leaving me behind and I spent the rest of the night unhappy and sad. So my question is are they real friends or just fake friends who only want to get rid of me. Sorry about this long passage. Please someone reply soon. Are they my real friends or fake friends??

My Friend kate has been excluding me. A few days ago Kate was giving my friends grace and Elisa friendship necklaces, but Didn't get me one. I wasn't mad at first since I thought that maybe they didnt make necklaces for 4 people. But today on instagram I saw that Kate took Elisa and grace to the park, and didnt invite me!!! I am very confused angry, and a little sad because I thought we we're close friends. I know that she might not have invited me because I was busy, but she could have asked!!! I just want to know what to do to fix this whole problem., and get things back to normal.

any suggestions of what we should do (girl)

It's my friend's birthday and we wanted to know

So apparenly my crush that i thought liked me wont add me on facebook so i guess she doesn't want to talk to me anymore and its hurts badly because she used to like me so she must found some other guy. I have class in 2 days and when im depressed i never feel like studying. But someone how i have to get over this because i cant fail this class what so ever How do you get over a crush or is it possible?

Yeaaahhhh I'm bored ( and les... ) and have no one to talk to I love anime and manga I love music So yeahhhhh if you want to have a clean chat feel free to message me on kik at That_one_anime_kid_

so I have these group of friends and there awesome but I feel like when they don't text me that they're ignoring me and that they're mad at me and when they do text me everything is fine. Also I feel like I don't want friends anymore just because they're too much hard work please reply someone!

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hello I'm 24 I suffer from depression I have no friends I am always at home . I have no one to talk to. company ? thank you all.

Recently I feel like everything in my life is falling apart. My mom is getting divorced for the second time and I know that rough times are behead of us. School sucks, I have troubles with my grades and I'm afraid that if I'll not get the right grades my future will suck too. I lost connection with my real father about 7 years ago.. I'm pretending to be okay but I'm not. I would do everything to receive a call from him wishing me happy birthday, and I keep seeing these movies where people have families. I'm wondering what it's like to have one. My friends aren't real, they are here for me only when everything is wonderful but when it's not - they will all just disappear and I guess I'm all by myself right now. I can't tell anyone about my problems, besides my mom, but she's already having a hard time and I don't want to make it worse. What should I do?

I've been thinking about changing my nickname for when I go to college next year. I know it sounds silly, but whatever. My ideas are Lexi, Alexis, Lex, Lexa, Aly, or Xan.

I feel like I don't have anything anymore. All my friends have left me, no one cares about me anymore. There's nothing to my life and not like I would actually do anything but I just don't find importance in my life anymore.... I just don't want to be here anymore

Hello I'm F 16. I have noticed I don't really like meeting up with my friends. I find it so much effort and so tiring. But at the same time I don't really like being on my own. When I do meet up with them I feel nervous , irratable and on edge. Especially at night. When I drink with them I get sad and feel lonely unless we are doing something fun. I become paranoid. I am going camping with a group of friends soon some of them I don't know to well and never camped with these people before. I know how I will feel. Homesick and just want to get back and caml down. That's how I normally feel. Overwhelmed. Why is this? Shouldn't I enjoy time I spend with my friends and not always feel on edge. Thanks ! :

It seems to me that all my friends have forgotten about me. Like they don't care or anything... I have always tried to be a supportive friend and honestly I think I have been pretty supportive over the years. But recently it just seems like everyone's moving on, finding new friends, and leaving me. Why is this?

I'm jealous because she is very wealthy and her house is practically a mansion, she's super pretty, has a bunch of friends, has a bmw, goes on cruise ships every spring break, she's in high school and she's going to an awesome college and its out of state even so it's gonna cost if she doesn't have financial aid. I'm 19 and I kinda feel jealous because she's probably gonna have a great time in college and at her grad party and probably going to join a sorority and I'm just here 19 barely gonna start COMMUNITY COLLEGE because I took a year off for residency in another state and I then will transfer to a normal college. It just sucks and I'm jealous but I need to worry about my life not some girl I saw on instagram but I need help. How do I get this girl out of my head not in a sexual way but her fortunate life?? This thought process will be the end of me :/

I'm Kimmelie. I just got In a fight with a girl who is popular and in 8th grade. I was in 7th grade. She totally hates me when I was just being nice to her?? Anyways, she thought I was talking shiiit about her I was talking about my little brother. Then in the cafeteria I got in an argument with her. This is what she said "FUUUUCK YOU ***** YOU TALKED SHIIIT ABOUT ME AND I WILL BEAT THE SHIIT OUT OF YOU!" everyone said "OOOOOOO" This is what I respond back to her "WOW AND YOURE POPULAR?! BIITCH U ARE JUST WALLIN FUUUCKINN FAKE PLASTIC ASSSSS BITCHH" Then she started to punch me. But I dodged it. I grabbed her hair and started punching her slammed her to the floor got on her punching her as hard as I could I was still holding her hair I got up and stomped her stomach head and face. She was crying and the others were laughing and saying "OOOOO" Then after that the security and the lunch aids had to break up OUR fight. She had bruises on her face a bloody nose and I yanked some of her hair out and people laughed and said 'OH MY GOF SHE GOT A FUUUUCKINNN BALD SPOT HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHA!!" She got suspended for 4 days and I got suspended for 3 weeks. My parents didn't ground Me cuz I was defending myself. But I'm afraid that her WANNABE POPULAR FRIENDS are gonna jump me. Is there anything I can do so I won't get jumped and beaten up?

I'm going into high school next year and I want a lot of friends. But how make a lot??

I'm 16 & have been hanging out with this group for 2 years or so. There are 7 of them. They are the only nice group of girls really in my school. The resr are into drinking, drugs & are real b**chy to everyone else. I'm sort of shy but I still speak up etc. while they did ask me to hang out 8 times last summer, I haven't met them outside of school since. Thing is, they've had 4 sleepovers since then, none of which I've been invited to. 2 of them hate me fir no apparent reason, blocking me on Twitter etc. the rest are really nice to me. My parents are teachers in our school, but I doubt that really matters. I hang out with them most lunchtimes in school. Do they secretly not like me? Don't get it. I'm popular, get lots of likes on FB if that means anything & get along especially well with girls in older school years. I also get along really well with guys but I don't think I can hang out with guys or anything.

Okay. long story short, i've been bullied continuously for the past two years, and generally get a lot of hate off most of the people at my school. it's my last day of school on thursday. They used to doubt me, call me stuff, sometimes even hit me. said i'd never be anything, blah blah blah. anyway, i sold an app i created and made quite a lot of money. i want to do something extraordinary to piss them the hell off on my last day. any ideas?

My mom, my friend, my friends mom, and me were all planning on going shopping for food and then clothes. I wanted to go to the library (my mom said yesterday i could go before we left). So then my moms friend called and asked if we could go a little earlier. So my mom said yes and so i didn't go to the library. Now my moms friend called and said can we go later, because her daughter (my friend) got invited to go to the park with a neighbor. Now the library is closed so i can't go. Is that far or not!? By the way she just said that she already left to go to the park, didn't even tell us before she left.

I'm 15 & I don't get it. I'm a shy person but actually very outgoing once people get to know me. I'm a really nice person honestly, I don't gossip or bully or anything & I'm polite to everyone. I'm in the top 3 in most of my classes. I seem to make friends easily on holidays or at summer camps but I have no luck at school. I talk to a lot of people, & people seem to like me a lot, especially in older classes. I make people laugh s lot. I'm "popular" on FB etc , get loads of likes but that means nothing really. But fir whatever reason, I'm always left out. I was bullied by my elementary school friends when I was 13. For the last 2 years or so I've been trying to get into this nice clique of girls. They are polite to everyone, smart & sorta dorky but I can never seem to fit in. My clas is small, there is only that group & a group of these party girls who fail their classes & are horrible to evryone outside their clique. These girls seem to get on well with me in school but they always seem to forget about me. There are 7 of them. 2 of them are besties & are nice to me in person usually, but sometimes pretend I'm not there & have blocked me on Twitter. The rest are real friendly towards me. I've met up with this group outside school 8 times in the last 2 years. They meet up about once a month without me. I'm never invited to their sleepover birthdays or anything. We have similar interests & all but for whatever reason im forgotten about. I don't get it? Help please!!

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ok so my friend is mentally disabled, and she follows me on spotify, which is a music playing app. And ive told her to stop multilple times but she keeps on doing it, i have blocked her but i still get messages from her. its like I DONT CARE ABOUT YOUR LIFE!! LEAVE ME ALONE!! but she wont leave me alone PLZ HELP

My birthday is in less than 2 weeks and I want to take my friends and I to one of those trampoline parks. I want to carpool them just incase their parents are busy etc. So, if my mother decides to carpool them to the place, I can only bring 3 people. I told my friend this and she said I should bring her (I obviously was) and another one of our friends. I said I was and I might bring one of our guy friends but I'm not sure if I should incase he might feel uncomfortable because he'll be the only boy. (I'm new to our school and he's really the only guy I talk to.) Then, she asked me why I wanted to bring him and I said "because i count him as my friend, so why not ??". Then she just kept "ok"-ing me. I asked her if she was upset or angry at me since I decided to invite him and she hasn't texted me back. It's kinda making me nervous because I don't want her to hate me or anything. I actually think that she might be angry because she thinks I have a crush on him, and that's why I'm inviting him—which is not true. We talk about how attractive he is a lot, but I seriously do not like him. She told me that she liked him then she said that she was joking. She keeps asking me if I like him and I keep saying no to her and she just keeps saying "It's okay if you do...I really wouldn't care". But she gets mad at me for inviting him? Ugh! It's literally annoying me! She keeps accusing me of liking him when I don't. She also seems mad at how our guy friend said that I have a nice face...

I have a group of internet friends that I talk to on Skype every day. I started telling my real friends about my Skype friends and they wanted to meet them so I added them to the group chat and now they're referring to my Skype friends as their friends too. I've always done this with my different groups of friends at school too. Why am I not okay with this? Am I afraid of replacement? Please help!

So, I really enjoy my own company. And to this she says I have no life. Sometimes she uses it against me. I met this girl in fifth grade and am currently in ninth grade. I don't like to go to birthday parties or shopping sprees because there are a lot of people. I will admit, we have had our ups and downs. I lie to her sometimes because I'm always afraid that she'll judge me. She does judge me. For example, I have really pale and fair skin. We went outside in science for a lab and I got sunburnt. At lunch I told my friends this because it hurt and all she does is look at me like "what the hell you are so weird" look. She tends to do this to things I like as well. Is this girl really my friend? My other friends and I sit at lunch together with her and if I don't like her, then what do I do? She is just annoying the crap out of me!

I have this friend who ive known for about half a year. I met her in my student group at church. When it's just me and her on our own she is a nice friend to me. However, sometimes when I'm in the friendship group at church I get the impression that she doesn't want me to be part of the friendship group and that she wants to exclude me from it. The reason why I think this is for a few reasons. For instance when we get together just the girls, I will say something which I think is funny and then my friend will criticise it saying 'I can't believe you just said that!' And then she'll say 'I'm only joking, love you really!'. One time it was me her and 2 other girls and I couldn't put my legs under the table because I'm very tall and she said to me 'your so lanky Katie!' And she sounded angry the way she said this. Sometimes I'll be talking to 2 of the girls and she will go up to one of the girls and hug them for ages without looking at me. Then before she leaves she will pinch me in the arm. This has happened twice now. Another time a girl came up to me and hugged me and my friend walked off really aggressively and I had to run to catch up with her. When we are in the groups together I'll be making notes and I'll look up and she will be glaring at me. This has happened more than once. When she first met me she would always say 'so jealous' when I was wearing a fluffy jumper or about my handwriting Why does she act like this with me sometimes?

She told me she got raped and almost committed suicide, and her boyfriend gave her chlymydia; she said she was also afraid to go out and do regular things. She said I worried about it too much and got mad after I asked her why she told me about it. She also said she was comfortable with telling me, she even kissed me and told me she needed a shoulder to cry on, but it only made me overprotective, now we don't talk anymore. What did I do wrong? I was confident and fine with talking to her at first, but after that it made things awkward. It wasn't her looks or anything. But she acted as though she needed me but was good the whole time. It confused the **** outta me

Okay I got in my first fight & my eyes altered and I could only see a little part of something, and when I punched her I feel like I didn't but people were telling me I punched her good, but I didn't feel anything. When she punched me or slammed me on the floor, I didn't feel anything ( she won btw ) but I busted her lip cause she had braces but I didn't know I did! and just like everything was black and I felt like I couldn't really move but everyone was saying I did, why'd I black out?

All of my friends I had from high school (and part of the way into college) were really nice, or else I wouldn't have been friends with them. They were the normal crowd, smart, hardworking, and just fun to hang out with. But lately, (I just got done with my 4th year of college, and want to go to vet school), almost all of the people I was/am/sort of still have friendships with have turned into snobs. I don't think I've changed that much; I've grown up and become a little bit firmer in standing up for my beliefs. I was pretty shy and a "people pleaser" in high school, but since college I've just given up on constantly trying to make EVERYONE happy. I'm not mean or rude, I'm actually really happy and considerate. So I don't think it's me... lol!

Last night, I was in my parents basement were I stay and I was in the big living area, on the couch and I heard the door open and heard my guy friend ask where I was at and he came downstairs and sat on the couch next to me. My guy friend Rick is drop dead hot, has a gorgeous body, sexy facial features, and muscular arms. We were watching t.v. and he wanted me to straddle him, so I was straddling him and had my head on his clavicle region, then I leaned over and kissed the side of his neck. He grabbed the end of my shirt and wanted to take it off, but then he smacked my butt and then we started kissing. He kept his hands on my butt while we made out. We made out for about 5 minutes, then he wanted to stay the night. My mom yelled downstairs and said they were heading to bed and that she was shutting the light out upstairs. I ended up letting him stay the night with me. Before he got into my bed, he reached up over his head and took his shirt off and climbed in next to me and cuddled up behind me. I turned so I faced him and he lifted my chin and we kissed very passionately, then I said that I was a virgin. He was shocked, but then he said I'm glad that you're not a whore who sleeps around. We kissed again and then he kissed me on my forehead and whispered I love you. I picked my head up and said do you actually love me? He got shy for a minute and then he said yeah I do and I always have loved you. I'm not looking for something sexual because I respect you as a virgin... We cuddled all night in each others arms. When I woke up he was in the bathroom, taking a shower, then he yelled for me to come in and I went in and he said is this the only shampoo that you have. I handed him another shampoo that was under the sink and he says to me with a huge smile on his face: Do you want to join me? I looked at him and said: Nothing sexual. Showers are sexual bub. He laughed and said: Just thought I would as, plus how long have we known one another. I just waited for him... to get out of the shower and when he came out, he put a white towel around his waist, came back and got in my bed. We later went to the beach together to catch some sun and he came by me with his shirt off and wanted me to put sun screen on him, so I put sunscreen on him. Then he put his sunglasses on and backwards baseball cap on, laying down on a towel right in the sun. He's has dark hair and dark brown eyes, so when he lays in the sun, he will tan, which is very hot to me for some reason. I did ask him, If we were to have sex, would you have sex with a random girl or a girl you've been friends with for a while? He said, I respect you as a virgin, if at some point you want to lose it and you want me to be the one, then it will happen, but right now, I'm happy with you being a virgin. Then I asked him if we dated would he still respect me? He just laid there on the towel and said: I would respect you until you wanted to lose it and if you lost it to someone else, then its your... decision, not mine. If you lose it to me, then I will know to go slow and take each step slowly with you. Then he goes Kissing me is not a sin to do, I find you highly attractive and would love to date you if we got the chance to or if we had the same feelings for one another as we obviously do, but maybe we could just see where things go if we stay friends for a little while.

We had plans to go out this weekend, I texted said person and got "can't make it, have a nice life". Nothing at all happened, we were getting a long fine. She then said she is moving, and it would be pointless to remain friend, then she blocked my # so I couldn't call. We have been friends for a little while, never fought or anything. Is this some type of bipolar disorder?