i'm running for VP at my school and my friend is running for President, we're campaigning together. except... I think the other candidate for President is better than her, and I kind of want to vote for her instead.... would it be wrong if I did??? i feel like it's disloyal...

I just got back from taking my friend home. Since it was hot out and I did not get out of my car and came right back home I drove barefoot and did not bring my shoes.

Were they just pretending to be my friends or what? I'm not really butt hurt about it. because I have awesome friends in real life. But I'm just curious. why would they do that? I probably already know the answer. But I want to hear from someone else. Just to be sure.

***** im really pissed and annoyed to the max, from all of bad personalities i ****** hate copycats. Like ***** im done. Theres this girl at school, I wore sunglasses and she did wear too and posted a damn selfie on facebook probably to get people say shes pretty. Well let me tell u im prettier than her because that ************ wouldnt be copying me. If she has her own beauty. Like bruh im done, its really annoying like i want to slap her face and tell her to stop copying me because she damn jealous looking .fugly vagina of me. I hope u all understand that (talks in angry manly voice) I am pisssed as hell and i will never everrrrrr.........rrrrrrrr...rrrr be nice towards them period.

This year was decent until towards the end. My friend's were all tight until all of a sudden they hate one of my best friends and they exclude both of us because I'm sticking by my one friend's side. Anywho my friend group's falling apart, I miss being at the beach and surfing soooo bad, schoolwork bogs me down from doing anything I enjoy, so I can't read all the things I want to read and learn about (like marine biology) and I have no motivation to continuing working hard or showing any energy at school and it's making me look depressed at school. Your opinion or suggestions? And plz don't say, "stick in there, the year's almost over" because thats an answer a 4th grader could give and I've been telling myself that for the past 90 days.

So, I broke up with my guy who also had my friend's contact info. During the breakup, my guy and I got into a really horrible text fight full of name-calling (mostly from him to me). He fell out of love and didn't know what to say/do, so he ultimatley ended up breaking my heart. At that point in our relationship, in the last few days of it, I would tell him I loved him and he kind of got quiet. Well, he shows my best friend the fight via screenshots, and I was doing that also, but I didn't know he was too. So, long story short, I'm talking to her about him behind his back. He angrily texts me, because SHE SHOWED HIM EVERYTHING I SAID. I called her out on it, and we ended up getting into a big fight. She tells him that we got into a fight. At this point I've lost all trust in this backstabber. A day later, we made up. We were having normal convos about stuff not related to my ex. At one point, the break up really got to me though, and I told her that I was super depressed and having dark thoughts. She literally read the messages and ignored me. Should I see what happens next in this friendship or just end it? I'm sick and tired of being treated like this by her.......

My mom always tells me that I need to go out and do something,, but I have no one to hang out with, all my friends left me, and I just have no one, I have social anxiety, and its hard to talk to new people... and I can't exactly just go out and meet people. when I go out, their is some people out around where I live, that are my age. but they all give me dirty looks, and its like they already hate me. and they don't even know me.. and I just don't know what to do, because my mom always calls me lazy, cause I stay in my room, but I feel safe in my room. I just don't know what to do....

So earlier today I grabbed this girls butt, and we are good friends, we joke around and stuff. And she already told me in text that she likes me, and I like her. So I grabbed her butt and she told me to stop in a flirting tone, and smiled at me many times after. and I did it 10 times more. she still smiled at me and told me to stop but it did not sound like she wanted me to stop at all. So does she like it or not? I also want to put that she has grabbed my butt plenty of times, but i never cared and she still smiled after doing it.

I have 3 really close friends. I have one that is a guy and two that are girls. Well recently him and I have became really close and we are great friends. Eventually, one of the girls gets a boyfriend, which is no problem. Until my guy friend texted the other girl and they both liked each other. Still no problem with that, they are all my bestfriends, after all. But now it's different. They all do this double-date thing and they all hang out like one big couple group. I feel like I am forgotten. I feel I hitched someone a ride and now I am useless. What do I do? I can't bring it up, I will make them feel bad/ I will look clingy. Is it because I don't have a girlfriend? I had 2 very different friendships, but he invaded the one I had with the girls and now I'm nothing.

It seems like everytime I make friends, they later on turn into douchebags and make fun of me. There was this one dude who would tell me all of his secrets and he even told me he trusted no one but me, and now he acts like a jack*** to me by making fun of my race and he makes fun of mexicans. I had this other guy who was my friend since he was an elementry and to be honest, I didn't consider him a friend because he would make fun of me and bother me all the time, so he is and always has been a douche. Its mostly been like this with people I've become friends with and I had this one friend who when he came to our school, I was the first person to talk to him, and we became such good friends and then the guy who I didn't reall consider a friend came in and ruined everything. Currently I've been practicing how to play the electric guitar and I've thought about joining a metal band in high school and my current friends make fun of me about it and sone people say I cant do it. They thought I was bragging once because I told the teacher that I'm practicing the electric guitar and some even made fun of me, including my friends. The other problem is that I've been rejected by so man girls and my parents tell me I'm good looking and what-not but girls consider me ugly. I'm 13 and I know that you'll tell me that I will find someone in life, but from the way things are now, I doubt that will happen. This girl I have a crush on knows I like her and I'm sure she doesn't like me back

Earlier this year I made a friend with this girl during volleyball. And we had been practically inseparable since. She even switch her 7 period class to be in mine. Well, she is in track and I am not. So I think that put a little distance between us, I also started to go to a math lab halfway through the semester during 7 period. Since I had been gone in 7 and all the other students were upper classman she had to make friends. She just happened to choose a girl, whom use to be my bf. I had called off that relationship after I had deemed it toxic, and although I didn't officially call it off and was kind. I could've handled it better. So this initially bothered me, but I got over it (My old bf has grown up a lot and i don't mind being around her anymore) Three weeks ago I hadn't seen my bf for 3 days because of testing and only saw her on and off after that. Then one day I was walking back from the lunch room and saw my old bf talking to my new bf in our spot. I didn't let it bother me and tried acting mature by not being awkward and ATTEMPTED to join their conversation and be friendly. My so called friend didn't even acknowledge me. And hasn't really since. I-being a coward-have not confronted her. She told a friend, "I'm not mad at Linda, I just don't want to hang out with her anymore." Another friend asked her why she was being so mean to me, "Because I'm a jerk, and I don't know." It hurts mostly because, she knows I am easily triggered (depression) and doesn't care

My best friend, just lost someone he loved and I want to cheer him up and make him feel better, what can I do? Can I get him a gift to let him know I'm there for him, if so what can I get?

I am 21 and the boy who is talking to me is 18. We always met on the train but since I no longer work out of town, I'm never on the train anymore. So, we started talking on Facebook last month and in person and online, he seems like an intelligent, nice person with a comedic thing about him. But anyway, I invited him out clubbing with me and my friends once but he couldn't do due to insufficient ID so we had to leave it and I told him we might meet through the week (of course, he messaged back but since I have been so busy and I have very limited time on Facebook due to work, I forgot to reply.) He messaged me again a month later inviting me out to his friend's house for a drink because they're having a reunion get together in a few days time (he said there's only 5 people and said they are his good friends). I haven't replied yet and he sent it today, I don't know if I should go or not? I'm scared he's gonna be some lunatic or something. I know I invited him out but I don't know what his friends are like. Help me out?

my best friend and i have been friends for a Year or so and in the beginning she was always extremely nice and now things changed she'll be so moody and it just makes me feel horrible but ik she dosent mean it but it really hurts me and she'll like ignore me at school and end our calls and tell me she never wants to talk to me again but that never actually happens and it just makes me sad because I have so much reaspet for her but she doesn't give me any and it makes me cry a lot and when she sees me cry she'll just tell me I over react and I need to get over myself but when she's nice she's so lovable and fun to talk to and she's really nice and even when she's moody ik she would never let anyone hurt me and she would talk to me if I needed it but still I hate it sorry this is so long thanks

So I borrowed my best friend's flashdrive and I lost it. I put it in my jacket and I had lacrosse practice and it must have fell out. I searched the field for an hour and I couldn't find it and backtracked all my steps. I also returned the birthday present she gave me because I felt really bad. I don't have money to give her so I gave her a $10 iTunes giftcard, I got as a gift from my brother. I also said sorry a million times. Everyone is so mad and upset at me, but I didn't mean to! I wish I could go back in time and put it in my backpack or something, but I can't! I heard people say stuff like "you shouldn't be friends with her anymore, "don't talk to her" etc.

I'm not even greek but i was curious what do they mean by that message is it a good thing or an insult ? btw my best friend is a greek guy lol

i know people wouldn't say half the things they comment in person. do they think it makes it ok just bc don't have to see how it hurts the person they said it to? ok so maybe this is more of a rant than an actual question but it's just so rude i need someone to sympathize with me.

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Hello, I was wondering what are some good websites for making foreign friends? I'm currently trying to teach myself Russian so it would be nice to have some experience with corresponding in Russian. I also wouldn't mind friends from other countries too :) I'm aiming to learn about other cultures and languages. Thank you!

I have absolutley no friends now... 0... None at all. No exaggeration. I had 4 really good friends that I've known for almost 5 years. 3 weeks ago my dad died. I was so heart broken... And absolutely none of them even bothered to ask if I was ok. One friend told me she didn't care at all. Long story short I am completely and utterly heart broken. I don't know what to do. There is literally no one I can go or talk to. I just turned 24, how can I meet more friends? I feel like every time I intentionally go out to meet people I never can. I completely blocked all contact with those friends I mentioned. I never felt so alone in my life.

My friend mentioned things about how I put down her friends, insult things she likes, act like I'm smarter than her, and more. I don't do that. She described how she treats me spot on. She insulted one of my good friends to her face and wasn't being nicer when I was whispering for her to stop it. I wanted to a Wicked song for a showcase with her, and she proceeded to refuse and call the musical stupid even though she knows that I like it a lot. She said I was just trying to make her an evil character when I mentioned I would prefer to be Galinda since she's more similar to the roles I usually play. I had rehearsal today. She asked me if I saw how stupid I looked on stage, and she said I wouldn't be able to pull it off. This isn't the only times she insulted things I enjoy. She said me editing videos for songs was silly even though she enjoys watching videos like it. I told her that I found it fun, and she only said whatever. She always treats me like I'm mentally incompetent and gets upset when I do better than her. She'll say I'm horrible when I'm trying to do all I can to make her happy and help her while she's dating someone who has been rude to her, calling her a b*tch in the middle of the class they share and tried to pressure her into sex in the past. Her friends are treat her terribly, and are just generally rude. Whenever I needed her help and was going through a hard time, she got upset with me.

So look. This isn't the typical sneak out at night scenario. Basically, I got grounded a couple of days ago. But my friends and I have been planning a huge day for months. It's during the daytime. I CAN'T miss it. We've been looking forward to this forever and we can't reschedule. Anyway. I basically just have to have a real quick jump on the bike and ride away from home as fast as I can sort of thing. I can't avoid detection all day. So how do I leave some sort of note or something explaining to my parents that I'm not doing this to make them mad? What should I say so that they know that I don't want to be in trouble, I just can't miss this thing. I don't know how to explain it to them without pissing them off and making them feel like I'm betraying their trust again (which I'm doing, I know, and I feel bad about it.) Anyways thanks for the help.

I was standing behind a black lady and waiting her to make her selection in the vending machine. Then a black guy came to her and they started to talk. They were talking about school, and the lady said: "man, I ain't graduate." And looked at me and said: "He be looking me like what the f***." Then they were laughing at and in front of me. Did she make fun of me to her friend? Is it bullying? Disrespectful? And what does her saying really mean? I don't even know the two person. THX. I already reported to the manager. I just want a second opinion. Thanks.

I am a 15 year old girl. One of my best guy friends moved away almost a year ago. His family has invited me to come and stay with them for a week this summer. His family is super religious so I am not worried about anything bad happening, I just need help convincing my parents. Please help!

I am a 15 year old girl and one of my best guy friends moved a couple of states away. His family has invited me to come and stay for a week for the summer. His family is super religious and I know nothing bad would happen, I just need to convince my parents to let me go. Please help.

I'm not very social, and I don't have many friends.. Where can I hangout to keep my mind off of things that don't require much money and no long distance drives.. Any help is appreciated. Thank you and god bless..

So i am a 16 year old girl going into my junior year of high school and i always tell myself i have no friends even though i kinda do? I say kind of because to it me it seems as if my friends are very selfish. They only text me when they need something. They are okay i guess i think it would be better if i had more but i only have about 2.5 so im kinda stuck. is it mean that they hang out without me sometimes? is it also rude for someone to turn down an invitation just cause they dont feel like it? because my friends do that. they also dont respond to my texts a lot. I feel like all the other girls in my school have really great friendships and im stuck with the shitty friend group. I have trouble reaching out to people or when I do i just get rejected so please dont tell me to "make new friends." Is this typical in high school or am i the only girl who doesn't like any of her friends? Ive been told that a lot of people just pretend that they have a lot of friends and that they are happy.... is this true?

I'm 18 and the top of my head is thinning and my crown is thinning a little bit . No receding hairline. My dad lost some hair at 60 but he's 65 and still not bald. My moms dad had good hair up until 75 too.

I get weird when she goes on about them ALL the time and I feel excluded sometimes. On Twitter, Insta, and Facebook, she's always posting things about them all, and I feel like I do not exist. Where are they when she needs help? How do they help when she is upset? I am always picking up the pieces, and they get her hyped. Don't get me wrong, I love her like mad, but it is upsetting to see her craze about other guys, call them cute, and say she loves them, forgetting that I even exist. Help?

It ticks me and a lot of my friends off and the thing is we've told her to stop but she says she doesn't care and does it regardless. It's like one minute I'm writing a story then she comes along and begins writing one with a similar plot or I'm drawing a picture of a dog, she starts drawing a dog, I change to drawing a bird, she begins drawing a bird. One day in class we were drawing pictures, I draw a design, my own design, she then shows her picture off to everyone with the same exact design claiming it was hers! This happens basically every day and the first time I 'copy' 'her' idea (I decided to enter an art competition that was being held by the school after she told me about it) and she got so mad at me and kept on saying it was her idea it was her idea, then the next day when I was drawing my entry she came along, with her drawing of a human skull (It was a competition where you had to draw skulls) looked at mine, it was a deer skull with flowers and leaves around it and on its antlers, and said 'Ah I got an idea' then started drawing flowers around it. I was livid. The first few times, it was flattering, but now it's just plain out annoying. Any tips?

This happens with girls but I'm a man and I experienced this every now and then and with 1 girl folks said it was because she liked me.

People always want me to be the first to reach out and initiate conversation, and if I don't then I'm the bad guy. example: I never contacted my friends from high school to hang out and catch up, so yes I'm in the wrong for that. But they never contacted me, either. So aren't they in the wrong just as much as me??? They're posting crap on Facebook complaining about how people walk out of their life blah blah. Why should I be the one to initiate the friendship? Why is that only expected of me?? Friendship is a two way thing!!!! UGH.

So this girl told me who my ex liked and I still had a crush on him. I told 3 close friends who is crush was and in fact they were my best friends. Except this one girl (Let's call her Jeni) Promised me she wouldn't tell anyone but she did and know she's telling everyone who my Ex's crush is and blaming it on ME. Know everyone's mad at me and I said sorry and explained it was a accident but know I don't know what to do! I'm freaking out and I feel terrible. I feel like everyone at school hates me but it was just a accident. I really don't want 2 go 2 school tomorrow:,( plz help?!

My friends want me to go to the beach with them this summer, but I'm extremely self-conscious and uncomfortable with my appearance. I've expressed this to them and they still insist that I go. I don't want to be on the beach in an ugly cover-up, hating my body, while my friends run around in bikinis. Any ideas as to what I should do or tell them? (Note: please don't answer with something like "don't worry, love yourself". Thank you for the sentiment, but that isn't going to help me.)

So this morning, my friend's cousin committed suicide. He went to our school and was a senior (we are sophomores). Basically everyone in the school knew before her. I really don't know how to handle comforting her. I thought my problems were bad when my stepdad of 12 years walked out last week to be with another lady. But now I know my problems are nothing. My friend has been through a lot this past year. Her other cousin died in a car crash, a girl we both know and went to school with died in a head on collision with a semi about two months ago. Now this. I don't know how to help her! I sent her a text letting her know I'm here for her no matter what. Is there anything else I can do?

Create a hypothetical situation in which one person is principle centered and another is money/ friends/ fun/ or school centered.

From reading many stories online and in books, I know that as girls turn to teens, they start to loose self-confidence, mostly about their appearance. They start to wonder if they'll find that perfect guy (if not already) and if they'll ever hang out with the cool kids or remain popular. I'm one of those girls. I'm between girly-girl and tomboy, being slightly closer to tomboy. Just recently my dad said "'When you get older, you'll get dressed and I'll see you and say that your skirt is too short and send you back upstairs to change'" (a direct quote). He's starting to say things like this all of the time. It's starting to scare me. I'm one of those girls that doesn't like revealing much skin, has a comfort zone, and doesn't like showing off her chest. My brother is too young to understand and my mom gets me. But for some reason my dad doesn't. From personal on-looking experience, I know that one appearance change and you suddenly find yourself hanging out with the popular kids. I know that the girly-er a girl is, the popular she is. I'm just saying it now, most of the popular girls at my school don't follow the dress code, are on their iPhones 24/7, and have boyfriends (even though we're all in 7th grade). It's been a dream of mine to hang out with the popular kids, but I don't know if I can. To tell you the truth, Internet, my usual questions are 'Should I start exercising? I'm overweight', 'Is this appropriate?', and 'Do I look nice?'. I would really like some advice.

Well I'm new to this school and I'm kind of annoying and childish. So the freiedns i am speaking of are named Ellie and Jisu. Well we are always together and we insult eachother for fun. So I really dont like Ellie but outside i act like I do. Whenever us three are together they sort of exclude me. Like when theyre on the laptops they look up hetalia and ships and otps etc etc. they never pay attention to me. Also their insults are very insulting and I get offended but I dont show it. At Jisus bday party they totally excluded me. Me and Jisu said we were going to watch detective conan and well we didnt. They wennt into her room and watch this korean thing without me. They didnt even give me a bed until her mom did. Instead i talked to 3 other ppl at the party. Also sometimes jisu can be rude. At the party I just went in the bathroom and cried for like 5 minutes. I started to sit at lunch with jisu like a month ago and today she was about to kick me out back bc i was annoying. Whenever shes with ellie she just totally ditches me and makes fun of me. One time they were making fun of me again and I got really mad so i didnt talk to them and they noticed i was mad. They asked me if i was mad and I said no. Then they didnt believe me and i kept on saying no. The rest of the day they kept apologizing and I felt very "special" for once. We call ourselves a "trio" cuz were always together and stuff but they make fun of me so much thanks for reading all of this i really appreciate

Okay so I started high school a term ago with one of my old friends and since then we have made three great friends, S, C and B. Until recently we hung out together all the time and stuff but then it changed. They were invited to sit with someone else and I was too but i decided to wait for my old friend who hadn't arrived at our spot yet. We thought they had ditched us but after lunch it turned out we had not. Then the next day was weird and awkward with them barely talking to us but then S texted us and told us that she wanted to invite us to sit with them the day before but C and B didn't. The next two days were the weekend but when we got back to school on Monday things were basically the same as Friday but after school C told me she needed 'space'. She and S had told my old friend the same thing but had also said I was clingy to C which my old friend told me even if I didn't want to hear it. I don't want to loose them and I also don't want to be stuck my old friend who is annoying and refuses to make any other friends. But I don't want to loose her either. Help!

So for awhile now our French teacher hasn't been teaching or preparing us for finals. Our classes are basically study halls which I try to just read the textbook and study and everything. I've sort of been procrastinating out of anxiety For finals recently. Today, my friend and I were joking around about French swear words and I said it out loud. I didn't think the teacher would hear but he did and just screaming and my friend and I about how bad this word was etc. I didn't know what it meant and I really don't cuss but we both said it. We blamed each other (more jokingly than anything else) but he believed that my friend did it not me because I have an A+ in his class and my friend has a C and is a troublemaker. I thanked my friend for taking the blame and he said it was no problem he does it all the time but I still feel really guilty and I don't know what to do. I don't really want to talk to the teacher because he is really rude and spiteful to people who ask him questions and it's been bothering me for awhile now. Please help!!!!! >.<

So I just got a pinterest and I looked at my friend's profile and who she follows and saw other people that I'm acquainted to but I don't really talk to them, so would it be creepy if I randomly followed them?

It was lunch time so me and my friends went to a friends house to play basketball. I ended up doing something stupid, split my shin open a couple inches on this thing sticking out, blood streaming down and I could see the bone so we were freaking out and my friends ended up calling an ambulance. All that doesnt really matter till my mom arrived and her only concern is the ambulance costing like 1000 dollars, being so negative and making me feel like **** when I was scared and in pain and didnt know that I should be concerned about the cost of an ambulance. We have life insurance or whatever but the situation wasnt life threatening so I guess that means my mom has to pay for it, anyone know how much that tends to be? I live in southern california if that helps

By the way, sorry if I sound jealous, clingy or paranoid. I have my reasons. So basically, my boyfriend hardly ever pays attention to me around his friends. But with my friends, I'm always the center of attention for him. He hardly gets on with my friends either, except for my best friend, Leah. We were hanging around today (me, Leah, my boyfriend and another friend) and him and Leah started play-fighting, like we would do. I felt a bit ignored since that's how he treats/treated me. It's the same with my other friend, she felt really left out. Then when I was lying on the grass because I hurt my foot, my boyfriend just kept on joking around with Leah. Should I be bothered about this? I don't know if I'm being paranoid or if it's a problem. And by the way, Leah hurt me on purpose and he just laughed. That hurt me a lot (and so did Leah actually).

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She's one of my best friends and is always there for me. When I'm upset or anything else she's always there to help me. And I feel like I don't do the same. Like when someone picks on me or says something about me she usually sticks up for me the best way she can. But when it happens to her I don't do the same. It's not like I don't stick up for her, it's because I don't know what to say or how to stick up for her. I don't know how to give advice, instead I just hug my friend feeling awkward because idk how or what to say that can help her. Like when etheir of my friends are sad idk what to say and I feel bad not knowing what to say. My bff is going through hard times and she's a really nice person I at least want to be there for her like she is for me. Cuz I do feel bad when she's upset. but like I need help,when these ppl are picking on her. sometimes I almost get the courage to confront the ppl picking on her but then suddenly I lose the courage. So how can I stick up for my bff the next time someone picks on her? And how can I just walk up to the ppl ( usually this one guy) and tell him to knock it off?

I'm a 27 year old female living in Australia. Up until now, I haven't had a circle of friends that I would contact regularly. That is, I don't go on nights out or shopping with girlfriends, don't catch up with anybody - nothing. You know how young girls age under 30 are very affectionate with each other? I've never been affectionate with any girl as a friend. I've been on my own for a very long time. The only companion I have when I go out is my younger sister, who is in the same position. I have online friends, but they are mostly from America and Europe. I don't have any Aussie friends that I recall.

And did it last?im asking because i am an american raised colombian kind of dating a full on colombian girl in colombia so what i have seen and know might be different from what she has seem amd knows,in personality she is more social and in my personality i am introverted but i dont think she knows that yet/:

No, i dont want to be popular, but i feel like everyone hates me for random things. People give me dirty looks too. I keep to myself, i barely talk to anyone and i actually have social anxiety because of how badly i was treated by people in school in the past. Today, i dropped my papers from my folder in the hallway and no one stopped to help me. (no one was walking, we were waiting outside the classroom for class to start and the teacher wasnt there yet). why are people so mean to me? I dont do anything but keep to myself and people still treat me badly Oh yeah, and one time a girl bullied me randomly in the middle of the class, i was just doing my work. She said "hey ____" and procceded to just be mean. i started crying because of the hurtful things she said and no one helped me. They just looked/stared at me like an alien or something, and continued to do their work. Im a 14 y/o f if that helps

I saw my ex best friends locker key. Instead of handing it back to her I decided to give it to the principal to hand it over to her. The reason I didn't hand it to her was because she's les and used to be and still is head over heels in love with me (I'm a girl btw) What should have I done and was it right to do so?

From what I understand, people typically host a party with friends mainly and that s how they begin creating their circle of clients. I have just moved to this area, and have no family/friends here. Just my fiance. Any ideas?

Im a sophmore in high school and i have like 2.5 friends and they arent even real friends. I know that after high school we will never talk again and that makes me really sad. I wish i had some close friends so i didnt feel so damn alone all the time. I wish i had made some life-long friends....would switching schools make this better or worse?

3 of my (ex) friends (probably...) are mad at me and don't want to be friends with me anymore. I feel mad because I tried apologizing but it won't work, so what do I do?

So for the past couple of months, i have been getting really nervous when i go to school, or talk to new people or people who i dont know very well. This has never really happened before, i used to be able to talk to anyone and could present in front of a class, now i shake when i have to present and i get nervous around new people. I feel very anxious and it all started this year. I started smoking weed around the same time as this started happening and I was wondering if that is whats causing all of this. I also have been part of a summer swim team for the past couple of years and in a couple of days we're gonna start swimming again. I'm really nervous to go and talk to the people there even though i've known them for the past 5 years. This is ruining my life please help.

first off, if you think im lying, just leave. i have no time to try to make you believe im telling the truth. If you think i am, good, because I AM. i you dont, exit out now. (seriously, please please believe me :( i need this to stop) This is by far one of the worst days ive EVER had in school.. I felt like screaming and crying. So first, to start off the morning, i finished my work earlier than everyone else so i went on my phone to play a game. I clicked the app and all of a sudden my phone went to FULL VOLUME and started playing the stupid game music. (it wasnt my fault. i have a crappy phone and it spazzes out ALOT.) everyone turned around to look at me like i did something horrible to them. I was FRANTICALLY trying to turn it down, and i did. it was very hard for me because i have bad anxiety and i was shaking so bad afterwards and i felt like throwing up. afterwards, i tried talking to a classmate to help them (and to also try to calm myself down to forget about what happened) and he was acting so fake towards me (all because of my phone...) he was ignoring everything i was saying and asked questions i already answered for him... :( in my 3rd hour, I started eating some fruit snacks and one (so fING happened) to fall RIGHT in my crotch. (actually, one was stuck to the other and i tried to peel it apart but it flung out of my hand instead.) (again, im not lying i really need someone to make me feel better :( ) I was trying to get it but it kept getting stuck to my leggings and i was doing that for a pretty extended amount of time. (it looked really weird :( .)The people around me started to glance over and looked confused and the frigging teacher was sitting right next to me! (he was sitting there because we were doing presentations, and he likes to sit in the back for a good view of the presentions.) After that, was lunch time. I brought my binder to lunch with me today because i needed help from my friends about some confusing homework. as i was walking back to class (i was in 4th hour by then) And i tripped (no, im not lying) and all of my papers flung out of my binder when i fell and no one stopped to help me :( the next hour, the teacher was telling a section something and made a joke (specifically to me about her standing in an awkward spot and covering my face, something like that) and i didnt pay attention to her because i was working on the work she assigned and it made me look like a jerk. I didnt mean it :( Ok this is it sorry about the longness but i really need help :( (i had realized what she said a few minutes later and immediately felt so bad) :( please explain like if i over reacted (but in a nice way) so i wont feel this bad again. Has any of these things happen to you guys all in one day? Please make me feel better.