I've been cheating on my current bf since we first got together (january) only cause me and my ex started talking after 2 months of not talking and it was taking him a while to realize if he wanted to be with me again or not so i decided to start having sex with him so he'll finally get back together with me and if it didnt work out i would have my current bf as a backup plan so fast forward to now my ex still doesnt wanna date me makes up lame excuses like "he's too busy to be in a relationship, or he just wants to be single " and tells me its my fault for still having feelings (eventho he was the one who started talking to me again) anyways I'm still in love with this douche cause he was my first love and the one who toke my virginity but my current bf is madly in love with him he tells me all the time he flauts me around his family but I JUST DONT FEEL THE SAME WAY when i look at him kiss him or have sex with him i have to think about my ex and he's not as hot as my ex either and its gotten to the point where he just annoys me and grosses me out HOW DO I TELL HIM IM STILL IN LOVE WITH MY EX? I've tried dumping him but he won't let me go :/ ITS HARD CAUSE THE GUY I WANNA BE WITH DOESNT WANNA BE WITH ME THATS WHY I FEEL LIKE IT'LL BE STUPID TO BE HONEST WITH MY BF

I was at a birthday party for a friend of mine who turned 17, and he randomly slapped his mom's butt. It was nothing sexual, but kind of similar to when a parent slaps their young child on the butt as their way of saying "Get outta here" or "hop to it." But from son to mother, particularly a 17 year old, I found awkward. I could understand if he was 7, as slapping her butt would be a way of getting her attention if she's on the phone or preoccupied with whatever, seeing that he's be just knew-high.

Well im moving out of my parents house. Ive been planning this for months and its almost time. Ill be moving Mid-May. Any geneneral advice or tips maybe even some cute apartment DIY's or even things that you wished someone told you when you moved out. Any of those comments are appreciated.

So I have a bf but were in LDR and he hasn't talked to me since Tuesday. I met another guy yesterday and we haven't stop texting each other and he said he likes me. I don't really miss my bf since we don't really talk cause he's busy. Am I wrong for this ? What should I do. Stay with my bf of 4 months or break up with him?

Well, It's this boy I liked since 7th grade ( I'm in 8th grade now) and my friend gave me advice talk to him on kik. So I did, and from there we started talking. But the conversation was a little inappropriate because we played 21 questions and Truth or Dare *sexual version*. Yes, I did play it until he dared me to send him a picture of my "V" and I said no. The next day, we started talking again on kik and he told me to not tell ANYONE about that whole situation and I agreed but unfortunately I had no choice but to tell my 3 bffs. But somehow one of my friendit(his ex-girlfriend) found out about it and asked him about it on kik. From there, he got mad at me but I found out she told him a lie, but I already sorted that out and he said we were cool again. But he haven't talked to me for about 2-3 weeks now....Should I say hi and see if he replies or.......What should I do!?!

Hes a once a day guy, where as I am anytime girl - He knew that about me and said will be fun but now hes very 'You get enough' which is like once a day. I like him to use hands, fingers lips etc, kiss belly, kiss everywhere but he doesn't do any of that. He likes me to do it to him though but how can I get him to realise I want standing up, bending over, against the wall, kitchen table etc - he just likes the bed. Its ok but if im restricted to the bed, I want him kissing my stomach, my thighs everything - so guys how do i tell him I need it like that in bed not just simple once a day on off and one. He also hinks hes amazing in bd and has had many people but worrying now it may have been a lie cos he is all talk but no action. When he first phone sexd me I was honestly like 'Oh my god' this will be good but when we got together he was nothing like that at all & I was a bit disappointed. I wanted what he described in his texts because it was hot hot hot. Im only a small girle but ive said I am up for anything, you thorow e around your house & you can do what ever you want from me- but hes not like that at all. Hes vry quiet in bed & I want dirty mental sex. He said he wants no barriers sex& anything goes but when we are together, I am trying it on with him & hes basic. I know what I want to do to him & ive suggested it & hes like 'Oh ok, but its sounds cold etc uncomfortable etc' Is he all talk & no action cos his messages to me were off the scale & I liked them :)

i'm a boy that's 13 ad i 7th grade, but special ed cuz of anger problems. the teacher and asst teacher are both women ad they're 5'2 tall, ugh! i'm only 4'9. well the first day of school the head teacher said if we act out her or the asst will be forced to sit on us, that theyre trained how to and it wont be fun. i've laughed the whole year swearing id easily push either woman off if she tried. today i got mad and the asst grabbed my hand ad took me to the back of the class. she got me o my belly layed down ad put 1 leg on each side of me the sat down on my upper legs and put my hands behind my lower back and held em good! i tried EVERYTHING, push her tush off, push her upper legs out, get my hands free. her tush never moved, her legs never moved and i cant move my hands, uggghh! the class watched and i swore at her, begged her to lift her tush or move her legs ad she kept sitting! i cried really hard ad then gave up. i cant push her off, ugh! helppp! how can i? im suspended tomorrow. what should i do when i go back? should i say anything to her? she's too good, help! i thought i knew how, but i dont, what should i do?

Ex has broke up with me almost 3 months now. At first I was the typically needy woman, trying to call, text and talk to his mom about our problems. After calming down I have stopped all contact with him. However me and his mom still talk, but I no longer mention him. Since we have child together, his mom will baby sit for me. However one day when she picked my son up she burst into tears crying saying how one of us needs to talk to the other. (referring to her son and I) Then this wk when we had lunch she was mentioning her son (which is my exes name alot) and I did not respond. The thing is that her son has done me wrong so many times and I just can't go back to him. About a month ago he came over to pick up our son and asked if we could be friends. I told him I'd consider it. I went by his apt. TWO days later, and knocked and he said that's it Im calling the cops. So I just left. I know we have a child together BUT my ex is really really bad for me and in controlling. When we were together he told me the only way we would get married is if I'd sign a pre-nup waiving ailomony etc. Keep in mind it's not like his rich or anything as he works at Walmart. Why do you think my exes mom does this?: Thanks she even brought him by my house! there has always been instability in regards to him keeping a job. He goes from job to job and always blames his workplace for his problems. He didnt start out this way but it has been years and he still wont get it together. he is in his early 30s. i dont think there is any hope she also asked me to move in with her so things would be "easier." She said that even if me and her son are not together things would be good if we were all under the same roof.

This woman likes this guy. This morning, she and him are walking and will meet head on. She sees him from a distance. She is wearing brand new glasses. She takes a deep breath before coming face to face with him. She chooses not to say anything to him even though in the past she has been saying hi to him first. He says hi good morning to her first. Then she says hi back. Why does this woman choose to take a.deep breath before seeing him and deciding not to say hello first?

my fiance is 21 and overall a good kid. he is almost done with college, respectful and has treated me well throughout the 4 years we've been together. on the flipside, he currently is not in school because of a DWI he got in october. he has to pay for the lawyers, breathalyzer, and fees that come with it so he had to take a full time job/ time off school to take care of this. he TALKS about how he is going to step up and take responsibility and pay for everything (dwi-wise) on his own and not run to mommy and daddy to help him with the costs and fees. i happened to find out from his mother that she loaned him a credit card this month because he told her he didnt have any money to pay his lawyer fee this month. i was so dissapointed that he went to her when he swore he was going to take responsibility for his actions! because i know that he's been spending money (on clothes, eating out,etc) and so i feel that he is being irresponsible and taking advantage of his mother who is too nice and won't say no. Im upset only because it reflects that will be an irresponsible spender and a spoiled brat. and that HE needs to bail himself out from problems he acquired from BREAKING THE LAW. again, he's a good kid, he just screwed up this once (the dwi). Is he being a buster/bum or should i be more understanding or is my thinking just too mature? when i mentioned to him that i knew about & was dissapointed in him for taking money from his mom and he got defensive. for those of you know don't think it is my business, think again, it is your business when you are GETTING MARRIED.

About a week ago my wife and I were having sex and she called me "Sean" - my name's not Sean. Immediately I said who's Sean? She played dumb and said she said my name, not that name. To my knowledge she had never dated a guy named that, so it's not an ex mixup. She doesn't work with anyone named that either. I did the dirty thing of checking her phone.. just to see if she had anyone by that name saved in there. Nada. But it's driving me crazy! Would you let it go or keep on the quest to figure out who the F is Sean? I'm anonymous so ok, no my name's Mike

Last year when i was a freshman i had honor roll on both semesters. When i got my awards i miss placed them somewhere because didn't really care about them. Now that i need them for college how can i get my honors awards? Can i ask my school dean if they have proof of me being on honor roll or i must have it myself. Right now im thinking about printing out all my recommendation letters so it can pull off stress in my senior year. Im i screwed or colleges will believe me if my dean said i was on honor roll. Will colleges believe me if my dean or principal said i was on honor roll. Will colleges believe me when my dean and principal writes on my recommendation letter about me being on honor roll.

This isn't a troll, she's so hot.

I hate living in Rhode Island I don't know if I should leave or not. All my family is here but I don't like it here. So I don't know but sometimes I feel like leaving

I lost my grandma and dad and husband wasn't there for either one of these times hen I needed him. No hug no kiss, nothing both times not did he go with me when both passed. I have been so hurt by this and so many other things in our marriage but have stayed for our 4 kids but I feel I can't go on anymore. He sayes I shouldn't be hurt~ what??!!

They have been together for 8 mths and sometimes he really is disrespectful to us, I feel he should respect her parents because if he doesn't respect us then he won't respect her? I catch her alot of the time apologizing to him for stuff that she hasn't even done. I feel like she is making a mistake because he is so controlling. .

He is named Henry and my roommate said that he didn't take him. When I looked in his closet THERE HENRY WAS!

My gfs birthday will be this weekend and she has been refering to this picture a lot lately and i want to buy her a similiar one. I found a panda teddy on the net but it says Its 65cm tall when sitting, 90 cm when standing and 52 cm wide. Do you think thats big enough? Any better ideas? Or something with it

My former friend is a 25 year old single mom. She initially had a student visa, but she dropped out of college and had 2 children so the student visa expired. For the past 6 years, she hasn't worked or gone to school. She depends on friends, family, and multiple boyfriends to care for her and her children. She was once committed for borderline personality disorder, and our friendship ended last week because she literally threatened to kick me in my face. She is violent and mentally ill. She is a leech and useless to society. I want to report her to immigration so that she will be deported. I'm hesitant because I feel sorry for the kids but the grandmother can raise them, or they can go back to Jamaica with her. Should I report her?

Basically i want him to finish his contract in the military and get out. He told me that he'd do this but he wants a threesome. I feel as though this is completely ridiculous I told him how uncomfortable i am with it. but he keeps persisting. To the point were he will threaten to reenlist right away. Things haven't been that great in our relationship but i'm not willing to just throw it all away yet. Idk what to do, I'm an emotional reck and I can't talk to anyone about this because its embarrassing. We've only been married for two years and it makes me feel as though he's tired of me and wants something else.

All my life I have truly embraced the Golden Rule. However, ironically, all my life I have also been routinely bullied and rejected. The last event was quite painful. Now I find myself with feelings of anger, sadness, even hate. Feelings I thought I could never feel. I find myself wanting to hurt others, to strike back, to make them feel the pain they have caused me. What can I do to rid myself of this pain?

Okay so I was born in Florida .sarasota .. I move to NY when I was like 5 then moved back to Florida when I was like 7 :.. Lived there till I was 10,then came back to NY and have been there for 10 years now I'm 20, back In Florida lol and I see how some people have southern accents but there are from like tennesee or other real southern states I guess and me,I have a southern accent... Like when I pronounce things it sounds southern I don't know why ? NY people pointed this out to me and I don't get it cuz I didn't think Florida is really like.. The Deep South ? 😳

Ex has broke up with me almost 3 months now. At first I was the typically needy woman, trying to call, text and talk to his mom about our problems. After calming down I have stopped all contact with him. However me and his mom still talk, but I no longer mention him. Since we have child together, his mom will baby sit for me. However one day when she picked my son up she burst into tears crying saying how one of us needs to talk to the other. (referring to her son and I) Then this wk when we had lunch she was mentioning her son (which is my exes name alot) and I did not respond. The thing is that her son has done me wrong so many times and I just can't go back to him. About a month ago he came over to pick up our son and asked if we could be friends. I told him I'd consider it. I went by his apt. TWO days later, and knocked and he said that's it Im calling the cops. So I just left. I know we have a child together BUT my ex is really really bad for me and in controlling. When we were together he told me the only way we would get married is if I'd sign a pre-nup waiving ailomony etc. Keep in mind it's not like his rich or anything as he works at Walmart. Why do you think my exes mom does this?: Thanks

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Well my boyfriend of 4 years proposed to me on Easter Sunday, I was hoping to get married spring of next year, but when we sat down and talked about it, he said he would prefer to wait until 2017, so he can save up money and also pay somethings off. I mean that's kind of understandable, but after having to wait four years to get a ring, having to wait another 2 to get married seems like forever for me. Not to mention I'm at the point where I'm ready to start planning a life together. I have a 7 1/2 year old son from a previous relationship, so yes its about that time for me to start having more kids because I don't want to wait til my kid is 13 and have to start all over, and he doesn't see anything wrong with us having a child unmarried, but after having my son at such a young age I always did say my next child would be for my husband. I'm willing to compromise and wait a year and a half which is like October 2016... Insight anyone???

It's been 7 months since we became officially in a relationship. We are happy together, we shared so many things even secrets. We've been in so many trials and thanks to his efforts and love we are able to surpass it. We planned so many things marriage, children, carreers etc. There's one thing hes sure of and that is marrying me. A months ago out of boredom I made a stupid mistake in my life. I made a fake facebook account (fake: name, age, country etc) except pictures, I post my real pictures. I made a fake account because I can't express myself in my real account and some of my friends even my brothers has access to my facebook they can read my inbox messages and everything. To be honest I have no issues with myself I can say that I'm attractive cause too many likers likes my pictures and friend requests and in real life I do have suitors. So a days after I made my fake account I received so many messages from my online friends and he's one of them. In my real account whenever unknown person messages me I ignore it (seen) but this time just to try I replied him. We get along a lot, talk about our likes and about our life and family background. He often compliment me about my look how cute I was and day by day we are falling in love with each other. He was so kind and honest to me. He was so transparent and I felt so guilty that I was lying on him. He make time just to message me even though he's too busy. He made so many efforts. Put himself on shame just to make me happy. He even bought cake for my birthday and sang happy birthday, sending me video messages, and sent me gifts which I gave him fake address that makes me more guilty. He often say "I love you" which makes my heart pound. And he trusts me alot T.T Whenever he asks for my phone number I often make excuses because I cant give him my real number (I lied about my real nationality) I've never thought that we are going this far, at first I thought that it was not a big deal to pull such charade and make lies but I never planned of making him fall for me. I love him so badly and to be honest he was my first love. He said that whatever happens he wont leave me ever. I know looks wasnt important to him because either I'm pretty or not healthy or not his love for me still the same. Many times I tried to broke up with him because I cant take it anymore. I hate myself from lying to the person I only love but whenever I tried to tell him that he needed to find another girl who deserve him best it makes him angry and beg on me to stay. I cant help it whenever I made him cry over wanting to broke up with him. He often tells me how hard his situation is but he can stand because he had me and knows that I was just out there waiting for him. Everyday my feelings for him is getting stronger. I know I'm a bad person that makes him fall on my trap but I purely love him. Telling him the truth wasnt my option because I knew it will put me on shame in his eyes. I know he will feel devastated and trust me no more if he ever knew that I lied on him but god knows how much I wanted to be with him. This guilt kills me I wanted to runaway from this mess but it was him I'm thinking of. If I ever do left him I dont know what he's capable of doing himself, I dont want him to ruin his own life because of me. I'm afraid that he might hurt himself. If I ever try to tell him the truth I know he will be angry and maybe curse me from being a liar but I wanted to know if he will ever forgive me and start all over again. This time no more lies but pure love only love. Or he wont trust me again and dumb me. Thanks and looking forward for ur advices

my male friend always gives me the red roses and he always hugs me from chat online (WeChat and QQ) as if guy have gave you the red rose, he has a girlfriend and he told me that he is my friend forever, but i don't want to ask him about reason of give me the red rose because i'm shy. What does he give me the red rose mean?

Okay, so it's not a really ldr yet, but I've been talking to this girl now for 3 years. We plan on going to spring break in Florida in 2016. Not to get drunk, just to meet up and have fun. How do I tell my parents this? My mom has always told me she doesn't want me to meet my girlfriends online, but like, she's 100% real. So how do I tell my mom. I'm super nervous. @Biff: Did you even read it? Lol, I said we weren't actually in a LDR. Either way, I already told my mom like an hour ago. She was chill.

My in laws are lying on me a lot and my husband starting to believe them. He even accused me of not being pregnant 3 years ago cause that's what his mother said. We have a daughter and one in the way. But things have gotten so weird. Like I learned he has a burner phone to talk to them (which I don't even go through his phone so I don't understand) and nothing adding up. (to clarify until I found the out the burner phone he pretending to trust me and he was defending me from his Facebook and phone and on the burner saying I made him) I tired of his family lying and him blaming me. To the point I almost want out of my marriage. I don't known what to do

Glajimal c le plus bo, le plus gran, le plus for, le plus intelligen...E c moi le pot a glajimal ki le di...Il vou aime lé fille

He is 18. He goes out with friends all the time, but whenever he thinks he is alone he will suck his thumb. I have found him doing this about 8 times this week. I don't know if I am not comforting him enough or if he is deppressed. I honestly don't know what to do.

Like the question said, they are light sleepers. And they are very likely to check on me when I sleep. Most likely 2-3 times. Pls help. I really want to do this at Fridays because I don't have enough time to play. And sometimes, like today, I did maths all day and not had any video game breaks. Not even 15 minutes! Back to the topic. I sleep in a bunk bed and I got caught once because I ain't fast enough to climb up. Any help? And, don't tell me to go to sleep. Come on. I need games every day and I studied for a whole day without it. I need some.

So, my girlfriend and I recently moved in together. The apartment lease is in my name. She's cool and all and I really love her! But, it's her two daughters. One is 2 and the other is 4. They annoy me. They stay over a couple nights a week, the other nights they stay with their father. The 2 year old throws fits and cries when she doesn't get what she wants plus she goes into our room and starts to get into ****. The 4 year old literally just crawled into bed with her mom at 3 o'clock in the ******* morning and woke me up. I don't feel comfortable with some kid sleeping in the same bed as me. Every time I try to bring it up to my girlfriend she gets mad. But I'm not even their dad plus I'm a college student who has to get my work done and I'm a full time supervisor at CVS!! I think the room should be off limits to the kids. Am I being unreasonable? What do I do?

Why do they think a person would care if they didnt like them or they hated them..arent they disgusting. They act like they spin the earth..delusional af! DE-LU-SION-AL

I've been grieving for almost a year and a half now. At first I didn't recognize it but I never really made it though the cycles fully I guess. Because see first it started by the love of my life leaving me (April 2013), then my godson died (Sept 2013) along with a breakup that same week, then my grandad passed (Feb 2014) along with a different break up that next week. From there I left my job because I couldn't bear it and my parents promised to help with school expenses. But a few days before I started school I had a miscarriage (April 2014) along with another miscarriage. and it's like on top of trying to get through ALL of that: my parents couldn't really help so I was dead broke, my guinea pigs died, no one would hire me, my "friend" ran my phone bill up to $800 and left me with it, credit card interest started adding up, dad constantly sick.... I can't even recall what else because so much happened. I been finding comfort in sex, drugs and alcohol. All things I didn't do before (I'm only 21). I was always a church girl but at some point I stopped going. I think I had lost hope but then I found it in Corey (July 2014), a dude most of my family and friends started disliking immediately. He gave me comfort. I had almost forgotten. And then he became a problem but I found myself not wanting to let go. I found myself crying again more and more. I almost stopped believe in me and trusting in love. I found myself hurting all over again. I'm making small changes now though:

For those who are in recovery or those who have relatives who have recovered, do you/they realize that they were aggressive and treated people like crap because they were high? Like, do they teach them that in rehab? Or do they think everyone was an ******? RE: I will never know the answer to that as our addict is gone.

I'm 39, single, live alone and two kids 20 and 14 that lives with their dad's. Both of my parents abandoned me and I have no real family. I have maybe one friend and everyone else, they use me and get mad and tell me how useless I am when I don't let them. The man I called dad, a woman who treated me and my oldest as family and cat I had for 17 years all died within a year. I gave my all to a relationship for him to turn around and assist his ex girlfriend,in cutting my hair face and body. I called the police and standing there bloody, no arrest were made. Now I get to watch her act and dress like me and him rub their relationship in my face. I lost weight. Had to cut my hair off, lost my apartment and items and I suffer from an illness that causes me to lose weight. My life is a pointless waste. I wish I would die. I hate my life. I hate that I have to watch everyone happy, while I suffer.

All my life IV been shy not really had a lot of friends this senior year in the beggining I didn't talk at all felt scared now I talk mor with people I usually wouldn't speak to I feel calmer don't look at the floor wear nicer clothes I usually would b insecure to wear,smile more,I talk to my crush I feel almost like a differnt person n happier

Yes I know i'm a teenager but this seems unnatural.... I don't trust her and I am reluctant to say "I love you". Sometimes I feel like what I tell her goes through one ear and out the other. I feel like she is insane, Me and My dad constantly remind her nicely about seeing a therapist or get medication. She likes to threatens her life and says she'll leave so we gave up telling her. Any Suggestions?? (Remember im the kid here so I have no power over anything except me)

I went into Carl's Jr to use their restroom for 10 minutes. The sign said that the restroom is for customers only, but I couldn't wait, found that it was unlocked, and rushed in. A couple minutes later, a female employee came knocking on my door (women's bathroom). I voiced loudly multiple times that I was still using the restroom, but she knocked loudly and unlocked the door with her key. I pushed the door handle back and locked it to prevent me from being exposed. Bottom line: was it okay for her to try to unlock and open my door because I wasn't allowed to use the fast food places' restroom even though I was in it?

Last thing he texted "I can give your ring now, and dump your *** in two years for being utterly lazy, is that what you want?" I wrote "Yeah. Why would you dump me in 2 years for being utterly lazy? How so? If you have this many concerns about me after 2 years together then you should probably just dump me now." Hour later. I texted. "I'll go for the early ring option and take my chances " Next day I wrote. "Yes, that is what I want" Today I simply put "....." I'm calling his bluff and now he is panicking because he knows I'm not joking. I'm not going to keep being in a bf-gf relationship, I'm tired of feeling resentful and jealous of his ex-wife who he married after 2 months after dating. We've been together almost 2 years. I want to be engaged so I know he values me just as much as her, if not more. Now what? Should I text him tomorrow? Should I stop contacting him? Should I hope he breaks up with me so I don't have to? Or should I force myself to breakup with him? And if so when? In person or not?

Lately my daughter has been acting strange. yesterday we were having a meal with the family and my mom (her grandmother) was giving her lessons on cooking and commented about how she should learn to cook for her future husband. then she said "i actually dont want to get married" and i was SHOCKED. I Told her she would change her mind when shes older. and she said "not everyone's top goal is to get married"?????? Another instance of this behavior is when i was teaching her little sister Beth about why "Miley cyrus" is bad (Shes Disgusting) and my daughter said "she should be able to dress however she wants". I'm worried shes becoming a Feminist??? How do i teach her this is inappropriate and Where is she learning these Feminist values?

So my dad is really abusive with words. He's never hit me but he really knows how to make me feel awful about myself. He's only that way when he's mad but anything I do makes him mad. I can't do anything to please him. I've only lived with him for Almost 2 years. He doesn't like me. Several times he's told me to pack my **** and get the **** out. Exact words. But then he won't let me leave. I'm incredibly depressed. My anxiety is through the roof and he won't bring me anywhere to get help because he doesn't want to pay for it. I'm really ****** up in the head and I need help. My mom isn't an option cause my dad has full custody because she's a drunk and she'll go to jail for kidnapping. Should I just runaway? I feel like he wouldn't really care and not look for me but I'm worried he will just so other people will look at him as a great parent. He told my sister he's gonna kick me out during the summer but the feeling of wanting to die and thinking about killing myself is getting worse quicker than summer could come. I'm 16 years old and I'm trapped. I'm ******* trapped and I need out before I can't take it anymore.

I need advive on this issue its my cousins bday this weekend. She invited my younge cousin and her friends to the club but not me. She invited me to her family dinner for her bday but thats because I asked her if she was working on her bday. So she invited me but honestly I think she wouldnt have invited me to her bday dinner if it wasnt for me texting her. I bought her some gifts for her bday such as a bottle of wine, wine glass, coffee mug, mac blush and a bracelet. I just feel I cant trust her because I feel she has been talking negatively about me to my other cousins and her brothers and sister. What should I do go to her dinner or not? Should I give her the gifts? Do u think it was wrong of her not inviting me to the club?I dont like clubs much but she coulf have invited me either way.She did attend my bday brunch. I always seen her as a sister/ bestfriend but on instragram she but my other cousin as her sister/ bestfriend. I felt she was doing this to hurt me.I dont want to be hurt at the end.

I dont understand why my mom tells me to stop playing games when I dont want to talk about my problems. Basically: I will say something is bothering me and ask to talk to her about it when she has a chance, if she shouts back that "shes busy" finishing a movie or something then I say okay nevermind and kind of get hurt feelings about it and feel like it was wrong for me to ask. Then she will come back at some point and ask "What is it?" by which point I have either closed up and do not want to discuss it anymore, or it is no longer bothering me. I say "its okay its fine now" sincerely she tells me "Stop playing games, Im not a very patient person. Stop looking for attention." In reality Im not trying to "play games and have secrets" I just have hurt feelings and dont like discussing problems in general so its hard for me to come forward and admit I need help or need to talk so when I get yelled back at I feel like it isnt important enough to talk about and I feel like Im wasting her time and being a burden. Is there some way I can make her understand this? Ive tried saying that it hurts my feelings and makes me feel bad and she just goes "Bullsh*t Im just being honest." I have tried to tell her! I don`t swear or anything and I try to be very respectful to the point that I get so frustrated about bottling everything up all I can do is cry over it.I have told her everything I put here but she calls me a liar and just starts name calling and saying I`m making it up for attention. (she does swear a lot and it bothers me, thats why I chose not to swear in the first place) I try to be kind and calm but it seems like it does nothing and makes me feel bad about myself.

For school I'm doing an essay on Japan and I chose my topic to be odd things they do in Japan that are seemingly normal for them but odd to Canadians. It can be as little as commonly used words to foreign foods. Whatever helps! Thanks :)

Also we go to the same school and if I do go with her what would we do like otherualsually go to dinner with a group and take pictures but it would seem weird and I'm sure she would want to do that stuff so final question yes or no also pls describe it would help.

Ever since my dad got back from a deployment my family hasn't been the same. My parents fight all of the time. Non of my family is really close anymore. My parents cuss all of the time and they never use to. Everything just isn't the same. We used to be the happiest family and do everything together. We use to all be so close and not fight. I feel like they are missing out on me growing up. All of this has lead up to my depression and suicidl. I don't have anyone. I don't have any other extended family because they are all dead. I only have few friends. And I do not want to see a calculator. Why do you think my family is like this now? I don't know what to do anymore. I'm slowly giving up.

Besides bed and table. And in my home no where public. Also give me some position ideas to try :) This is embarassing, but he's kind of small so I need something thatll have very deep penetration. Also is it okay to have sex in his pool? Ive never tried that before