A year after we graduated high school, a guy admitted that he had a crush on me in high school but was too shy to talk to me. We lived in different towns by then and he said it's probably too late but I said it's never too late to start talking. So then we started talking (as friends) online. He told me that we should talk more. Then I got a boyfriend and we talked less often but he still liked my posts. One time he told me he thought he saw me at work and was going to come and talk to me before he realised it was a stranger. The last time we talked, he told me he had dropped out of uni. We hadn't spoken in over a year when I posted on Facebook praising my boyfriend of five years for getting into a prestigious university. After that I noticed that this guy had blocked me. However it could have been before this or just coincidental timing. I don't know. Why could he have blocked me?

He is a redhead so I call him fire crotch and ginger snatch and he smiles from ear to ear. He is super cute. Has ref hair and hazel eyes. he knows that I like him even have told him before. We kinda flirt but should we end our friendship before it goes too far?

Idk how to put it but my entire life I've felt insecure. I'm a pretty short guy (5'6) and I've never felt satisfied with my body and face. I know I'm not fat at all but I'm not as toned as I want to be so a lot of the time when I'm in the locker room I change in the bathroom or if I'm at the pool I wear a throwaway shirt just so no one looks at my body. My voice also isn't that deep, heck, I feel like sometimessss I sound like spongebob loooool (just not as enthusiastic and stuff) Then there's also my forehead and because of my forehead I always do my hair in random ways (I've had people tell me my forehead isn't bad but I feel like what I think supersedes what they think in my mind) Then there's also my relationship life, which my family makes fun of me of for not having a girlfriend yet at 18 and my friends who whenever I get drunk at parties always try to put me on some girl. I can't even speak Spanish well at all despite living in a Spanish household for 18 years, it's embarrassing for me when I tell people I'm technically Hispanic not white and then they tell me to speak spanish. Then there's my cousin who I live with who keeps out performing me in school and it really bothers me because he ends up getting attention and my family literally ignores me A LOT of the time. I don't have bad grades either (overall 3.7 ish gpa I think which I don't like but 4.4-4.5 gpa senior year) but it's just that he does so well that I feel horrible.

Or at least attempting to?

So I've been having sex with this guy I'm 18 he's 27 and he said he loves how tight I am and loves how young I am and my age really turns him on. Just out of curiosity.. why is that?

If I wear something people think it's "too revealing" or I get hate on social media, etc. Another girl who knows the same people won't get the same reception or may even get praised...why? With me, some claim "I'm trying too hard, etc."