If you had a choice to see any of your deceased relatives in heaven, who would you meet first. For me, I'd meet my father first.

I am single still at the age of 28 and I can't even get a woman to date me. My sister who is younger than me is getting married in less than two months. She's only 21 and already getting married so that makes me even more depressed because I feel like I should be the one who gets to get married first. I have no female friends and one of my friends who was supposed to go to the wedding with me to keep me company got injured recently. My family was supposed to be setting me up with someone and that is being put on pause since my sister's getting married. I'm very depressed. I'm thinking about getting an escort to go with me to the wedding. I only need her to go as my date because I don't want to be the awkward one sitting all alone at his parents table. I have no girlfriend and I feel like this is the only that can keep me sane at the wedding. What should I do ? Should I get an escort to go with me to the wedding ? Where can I find an escort if I were to decide to hire one to go as my wedding date ?