I am a 24 year old female college student. I feel like the years are going by so fast, and I want to have a child of my own someday. Maybe two, maybe three, if I can handle it. But to this day I have no desire in getting married, much less in having a husband. I feel like it's not in my nature. Just broke up with my bf of 2 months because it felt like a monotony, forcing myself to like him, to like our relationship. He was the perfect "boyfriend" material, according to everyone, but I just didn't want a relationship. Yet I find myself thinking about babies all the time and how fulfilling my life would be with offspring of my own. Is it acceptable to raise fatherless children? By choice?  I'm starting to believe that it's not a phase, because I've felt this way since I was 16, when I had my first boyfriend and dumped him within a month, because I felt the same nothingness towards him and any guy really. I guess I've never fallen in love. But I've always wanted children of my own.

I long to become a husband and father. It's more important to me than ANYTHING else. However, for my own reasons, I decided to wait until very recently before getting serious about finding a partner. I'm 25. I was in only one relationship before this (it was in high school and lasted quite a few months). If I start looking for a relationship now, will it be hard for me to find a partner? Is it a reasonable goal to have a girlfriend by next year?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tiez6BFrscE

I mean, would you reciprocate or reject them and end your friendship, and why?

My sisters friend was spending the night, I was hanging out in the living room and they walked up to me with her friend asking me Since me and my sister play fight a lot, me being 16 and her being 13, yeah I win mostly always, her friends 13 too so he asked me if he and I could go at it so I said sure, and when I stood up he jumped on me and had his legs around my neck so it brought me down and then he like, straightened them out. I couldn't do ****, his legs were too tight and they wouldn't budge, and my sister just laughed and watch until he let go a couple minutes later, so idk.

She invites me in and as i'm about to leave I noticed rolled up dollar bills with cocaine residue on it. She tells me it's her roommates. I have a 3 year old that lives in this house and there's rolled up money with cocaine right there on the dining room table. Watch are my options besides saying something which I did. But I don't feel safe leaving my child there with this **** going on.

With a gameplan i mean: talk about common things, ask questions, speak about yourself sometimes, etc etc Without a gameplan i mean: dont think and let it flow freely, whatever happens happens (i feel like this one is risky tho)