If we made a mistake or did something stupid, and we need to tell a friend, parent, ect, why is it so hard to get our selves to do so? Curious is all.

My parents aren't abusive nor were ever so. They've offered to do shopping with me, go on these all-expenses-paid trips around the world, give me money among so many other things, but I just don't care about any of it. I don't want anything to do with anybody. I don't want parents, I don't want friends or a family. All I want is to just vanish back into the atmosphere when this life is over. I don't care about this life or anything else. I wish I had the choice never to have come here. Another child can take my place.

I clean bathrooms in a park. I drive around in a golf kart to get to each location. I set my supply bucket. And closed sign in the door eay. So people know its closed. And I'm cleaning. Well, I'm tired of people interrupting my work. And asking if they could use the bathroom. Some people just walk past my sign without saying a word. I started blocking the entrance with my golf kart, so that it would make it extremely difficult for someone to get past it. Especially an older person. I also put my closed sign in front of it. I figured they'd get the message that I really dont want to be disturbed. Am I being a jerk?

My grandmother doesn't exactly treat me.. the best. I'm not old enough to move out so I just deal with it. She tends to call me "Freak" or "Lazy-***". She doesn't seem to understand the fact that I have some mental disorders that get in my way of thinking and such. To pile on top of it - I'm transgender. FtM. At times she seems to be supporting and allows me to get the stuff I need in order to transition. Other times she doesn't. Calling me by She purposefully, saying, "When you do what I want you to, I'll call you a he." And I have tried do exactly what she tells me but she never holds up to what she says. I feel like I'm being a petty dick because of how she treats me but I can't help it! I have no where else to go. My dad is dead and my mother abandoned me. One of my brothers doesn't have enough money to take care of me, and all my friends are states away from me. She also blames me for my mother leaving. Everything is my fault in her eyes I guess. But at the same time, she allows me to have birds and a cat, She took me to go see my friend a few states away, and some other things that I can't remember. She has locked me out, sprayed cleaner into my eyes, sexually harassed me, and doesn't even seem to care when I'm in a fit of tears or on the verge of a mental breakdown, but I feel like I have no place in being petty because of what she's done for me. Am I in the wrong for feeling like this? Is this all my fault? I'm so torn.

really hate having to do that. whys it required to be considered polite? i can still hear you if im not looking at you.........we can still talk....... my eyes are not my ears bro.......... also eyes look freaky. so. thats another thing

I was like "what?" and he said something about how my butt looked. Is that sexual harassment?

You are the same gender

Obviously it depends on the circumstances and each person's personality but if anyone has specific insights that would be appreciated!