I don't want to spend time with my roomate because I'm angry with her. She doesn't know how I feel because I don't look angry. She was angry with me for a week without a real motivation (she was nervous). Yesterday she decided she wasn't angry with me anymore so I had to talk with her for hours. I didn't say I didn't want to spend time with her because she'll be offended. It's not fair I have to let people alone when they are angry without a reason but I have to spend time with them when they call me to make them happy.

Okay, so im having doubts about my boyfriend.. when I first met him it was just a hook up. He's overweight, not that good looking, super short and he's not technically legal in America. But there's something about him I like, maybe his personality? Maybe his humor? I have no idea but we have been in a relationship now for 6 months... we say "I love you" to each other all the time... but I have no idea if I actually do. I've cheated on him 3 times and he takes me back every single time, he tries to make me jealous if he talks to other guys but it's like I couldn't give a ****. I seriously feel like I'm more attached to his little chihuahua but when he said he would leave me I wouldn't let him. What is wrong with me?!?! Am I a toxic asshole or am I just screwed up in the head. I also thought maybe he's just desperate for a relationship.  Any ideas why I'm like this?

At the time I didn't know this guy, who we'll call J, very well but we were starting to become friends. My friend had made a joke that I had a choking kink and over time the guy J started to jokingly try to choke me (often succeeding, I would just laugh it off). I never felt uncomfortable because I was always with friends, but that feeling changed one time. We were on the bus, I was sitting in the only available seat- the one behind him. My friend, M, was sitting next to me, and we had all been talking to each other. At one point he choked me harder than he ever has. I told him to stop but he didn't listen, he just kept choking me. My friend sat next to me confused and not knowing what to do. After I got off then bus I felt shaken up and the world felt gray, maybe even bland. My neck was hurting for the rest of the afternoon and I couldn't shake this weird feeling that had came over me. I can still vividly imagine the way he rested his hand on my head before, and the way his hand felt around my neck. It's been almost three months and I still feel weird. I just want to know why I feel like this. I want to know what he did to me. It's not like he harmed me in a big way, he didn't do anything too out of the ordinary but it still keeps me awake at night. I can't move on. Please help me.

One time long before he met you

this guy and i have been texting for a month and ended up facetiming and he said it's not a good idea to meet new people. after like a week he unfollowed me insta so i asked him last week you said it's not a good idea to meet new people did you mean me or in general? and he said in general.. so then i asked him why would you unfollow me then and no reply. He also is responding back very very slowly so it makes me think he actually meant me, unless it's both. idk, we haven't really met in person and only facetime once, so i don't really feel like a stranger but i'm also "new"I guess. So what do you think he really meant in general? or was he lying? it took him like 3 hrs to reply to my message i think it'll take another 3 hrs to reply to my next one..

i have a really bad Habit I Dont plan My crying. I dont make noise. But as soon as my eyes start my nose, Runs. It doesnt last long either. its creepy Like in one minute Im Not affected then All of sudden my eyes Are Pouring . Thank god I have not got blood. But I dont have corona. normal person. Would plan their sadness. I can sad instantly. I dont have time to Prepare my eyes LOL it creepy Does this happen to anyone? then Im just Poker face. i just stare at the paper and the damn indent the tear drop made. sad But I dont Become Like Extremly Happy. And when I say stare i mean to say expressionless. like my tears just fill up like that i dont have time to prevent them