So I thought it best that I tell you about my brother tonight through a little poem I wrote about him; this seemed like a much better idea at home than it does now in front of 100 people, but here it goes. Big Brother – a poem by X • Playing video games as kids, when it was my turn who's the guy who would club me over the head with the controller and threaten to kill me if I told mother – big brother • When told by mom to include his little brother more, who's the guy that invented a game with his friends in which little brother is given a ten-minute head start, is then hunted, then pelted with ice balls like no other – big brother • Who's the guy at the age of 16 that when he didn't shave for a week I assume made other parents think a homeless guy had snuck into the high school, making them shutter – big brother • A zoologist who worked at a reptilian venom farm, yet in my basement cried and screamed like a little girl at the sight of a squirrel – big brother. o To be fair on that one, I cried too. It was kind of a sneak attach situation. Do I really need more than 4 verses? I really do have really bad anxiety...does it not work with only 4? I have a pretty bad fear of public speaking and really don't want to be up there long...2 min tops...should I just forget the poem and just do the heartfelt stuff?

We want to elope in France & have a small get together with our friends & close relatives in her parents' backyard. She still wants a wedding dress though and I don't know how work it out