I have been in a relationship with my boyfriend for a month now almost two. We have known each other a little over two months he doesn't pressure me into sex but I can tell he wants it as do I but I'm scared because I haven't done it before which he knows but I also have body hair... I have pcos so I grow hair in places it doesn't belong on a woman. But I feel the urge to wanna be with him sexually... but my biggest worry besides him not liking my body is my vagina being too tight. He says he loves me and waited 10 dates just to start a relationship with me that he has no problem waiting for me to be ready. But I've noticed the texting has slowed down a little I mean he says he isn't leaving me etc

Im a girl and i dont recall saying anything mean to him. Why ishe talking down about me?

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So I have to say that I'm not the easiest person: I have a bad personality, always aloof and you could say I'm kinda introverted, and I don't own absolutely nothing and I don't expect money from my parents cause they dont have any. My girlfriend is aware of all this and she loves me anyway. I also have health problems, suffer from humidity and my back aches even though I'm just 26 just because of my work (I work on ships and it's tiring because of the weather and the air). My girlfriend is often worried about me and she's so caring and when I come home like sometimes even 2 months after she is so happy she hugs me the whole day, kisses me all the time and begs me not to work there anymore. She also suggested we could move to a country with a better climate so I wont get sick anymore. She told me she wanted to go to greece (and always live there) so I can work on ships but I won't get sick. I laughed because it's the same everywhere, I mean there's humidity in the Mediterranean during winter too, so theres no point in it. Anyway just the thought of it makes me happy, there's someone who cares about me. But I asked myself: why? All this love for what? I'm not wealthy, I dont often take her out. So why?