I am having a hard time coping with things. I really miss my fiancee and I am starting to do stupid stuff. I started dating her back in the summer of 2016 and we recently got engaged in february. She recently left a few days ago to go on an international business trip tour and I miss her so bad. She is a singer and so she does this often but we recently started living together since february when I asked her to marry me. I never knew how hard it could be until I dropped her off at the newark airport a few days ago. Ever since then I have become terrible and I am dying for her to come back. I spoke with her two days ago and she says shes coming back this wednesday but I am dying here. I can't live without her being here next to me. I totally understand that she travels a lot because of her job but its starting to take a toll on me. I'm afraid that its going to happen again when she does another international trip tour in a few months. I started drinking a lot of vodka these past couple of days. What should if I miss her so bad ?