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As strange as this sounds, this is true. Turned 18 just recently. All my life I've been kept from girls as I have very controlling mother and get bullied in school. Very shy all the time. Unlike people my age, I can't have posters of girls on my walls because mom doesn't like stuff on the walls. My life with the opposite gender has been bland. Even back when I was 17, I was afraid to look at a Victoria's Secret magazine out of shame that I shouldn't or at least I felt that way. Then one day, I just caved in and began lookin through the magazines and drawing portraits of the girls in lingerie. Then I began putting lingerie pics of the girls on the computer screen. The only thing is, it's my moms computer but I use it a lot and am not allowed to make other accounts. Never did I get yelled at for having them up. Often I get a rush knowing the pics are up at all times. The pics are up at all time. Then I switched to this black girl. My mom is racist and I want a black girlfriend. And this chick is also playboy but her pics don't show "her", I get a rush leaving the pics on for some reason. Where does that come from? Is it rebellion? The pictures make me feel safe and are innocent. http://www.pimpyporn.com/assets/hfinal12/kylie_johnson/hot_tub/130334_main.jpg http://www.pimpyporn.com/assets/hfinal12/kylie_johnson/hot_tub/130336_main.jpg http://www.pimpyporn.com/assets/hfinal12/kylie_johnson/hot_tub/130337_main.jpg http://www.pimpyporn.com/assets/hfinal12/kylie_johnson/hot_tub/130338_main.jpg I really like her in the last pic. She isn't showing anything at this angle. http://www.pimpyporn.com/assets/hfinal12/kylie_johnson/hot_tub/130345_main.jpg

This guy I recently met looks like he might have aids to me. So far I've been trying to avoid sexual contact with him as well as refusing any food/drinks he offers. I know if I asked he'd probably deny it anyway but is that rude to ask him if he does and if he can show me test results?

on tv, they said losing your virginity was bad, and people who lose it end up in trouble, everyone was a virgin on boy meets world, family matters. step by step, and if you lost your virginity, like in fasttimes at ridgemont high, you are an outcast and get your car vandalized. so I was scared of losing my virginity, I thought I was be damned, so I was asked if I was a virgin, and I said yes, and I am being attacked, why? damned if you do and damned if you don't and this isn't fair, she doesn't know the situation,

My daughters best friend is in a relationship with her stepfathers cousin, with would be her 3rd cousin by marriage. Is this considered incest? They are not involved in any sexual activity or sexual relationships.

I have frustrated with dealing with him. He never listens other's opinion just he does what he think correct and true. For example: Last night i saw he was washing bathroom floor with toilet brush. i was ******* shoked and angry at that time. he was laughing and make joke and he thinks its normal and not bad to wash floor with toilet brush . he said i wanted to clean the corners with this cuz normal brushes difficult to wash bathroom corners. i was so upset and tired . how to let him understand that his fault? also when he wash his bottom after poo. He splash water everywhere. so it makes me discusting... i dont want to deal with these things if i continue my relationship with him. I am sorry for my bad english as i am not native english speaker... And other than that kind of arguments we hav no problem. He is very hard working, kind and wonderful person. i just need jenuine opinion and help.

have any real friends, they're all fake because im not dumb and i do realize that they only search me when they need me, im sick of them!! i got no one to live for, im ugly, insecure, i dont have friends, my family is messed up. my mom works at a nightclub and i had never told anyone about this.. she always calls me stuffs such as worthless kid, ugly girl, fat pig, unuseful daughter and a stupid girl with no talent. she really hurts my feelings, my friends hurt my feelings, i hate myself. how can i make this feelings go away?? a month ago, i plotted a way to kill myself. i had tried to stab myself but i dont have the courage to do it, it felt so wrong. i held a knife with a perfect plot for 3 times anyway, i know im such a pathetic girl. please, i need advice

I asked her to open a can of tuna but now i have changed my mind! She was so tired of helping me to do my jobs, she was not listening at all.... someone help?? she was watching tv as well

Hola, quisiera saber si es normal que mi novia me llame y quiere que la llame todos los dias a toda hora, me llama en la mañana, al medio dia en la tarde y para rematar por las noches hablamos de a 2 horas, y quiere que yo haga lo mismo, tambien nos vemos 2 veces a la semana, y cuando no la llamo en la mañana o en la tarde se molesta, si le digo que no me llame tanto tambien se molesta y dice que yo no quiero hablar con ella ya hasta me acostumbre, pero lo que mas me molesta es el gasto de dinero en minutos a celular, pero parece que ella no lo entiende y claro para ella bien, por que ella no es la que tiene pagar todo cada vez que salimos y estamos juntos, ella trabaja y el dinero que coje es para ella, comprarce blusas y ropa, yo no tengo trabajo y el poco dinero que consigo solo me alcanza para ella y uno que otro gasto mio, ella es buena mujer a pesar de todo y la quiero mucho, pero como hago para decirle que no hablemos tanto y que no se enoje.

So me and my big Bro started living together because our parents died like 4 yr ago my big Bro is like 19 and I am 13 so my Bro always tells me to wear a scarf and he told me the reason I was developing so fast so a month ago my Bro bf was here (he'said a guy) and I forgot to wear a scarf so when I come down stairs to sa hi so my Bro said to me where is my scarf and I look down his bf goes like come one dude it's fine she looks cute my Bro looks at him with anger he stop taking. And from that day his best friend comes when ever Bro isn't around like yesterday he came he sat on sofa he saw my maths book on table and ask whether I want help I say no he hold my hand push me towards himself pull my scarf out of my neck and goes you look amazing!!! I didn't tell Bro?

So my girlfriend is a prude. She won't be intimate after a month of dating. I literally had to threaten to break up with her just to get her to make out with me, and she was very uncomfortable the whole time. We're both sophmores in H.S. and she's deeply religious. I'm very anti-religious but sadly its the best I can do because I live in a chritsian area of Pennsylvania. She does her best to make me happy in every other way tho. She cooks nice meals for me, plays xbox with me, draws with me, and helps me with my school work. She said she wants to be intimate but "God" forbids it. "Religion was invented when the first con man met the first tool" -Mark Twain- I told her that if "God" truely loves everyone why would he threaten to let them burn in "hell"? Religion was disproved by very factual and credible scientists. Evolution disproved creationism, and astronomy disproved the whole "earth was made in six days thing". And worst of all if "God" can create the univers from nothing then why in the hell did he later need a rib from "Adam" to create "Eve"? So why does she restrict herself and cling to false beliefes of some magical sky man lol. Its 2015 people!!! Am I wrong for wanting things? I don't mind waiting until she's more comfortable, but I don't want to wait until marraige and I don't want her beliefes to mess with our lives. I even went to church with her once to appease her parents. Okay i'm not just horny lol :D. I'm just a human being. I'm a guy. I have urges. And I haven't cheated on her nor will I cheat on her.

I don't which which one is worse. So my first biggest mistake: i have been stalking him online for months. So i know many things about him that i am not supposed to. So i am supposed to not to know his email adress (which is his name$surname), but i am not supposed ro know his surname too! His surname, mail address, etc etc i have found by stalking him! My second biggest mistake ---- i fell in love with him! So i sent him a mail, worst part is i was drunk :( i couldn't stand seeing him but not being able to tell him how i feel. That is why i withdrawed his class, i needed his sign for it, he asked me not to. But i didn't listen to, because it was hurting. After that he never talked to me, never greeted, had a grumpy face whenever seeing me. Ugh i better commit suicide now. He didn't answer the mail :( I don't really know what i want now. I don't think i want to get an answer, but if he ignores it, it is going to hurt more. Help guys :( i screwed everything :(

Today i was in english class and i was staring into space, and my teacher stood next to me and pat my back. then she said "are you ok" and i said yes then she said "do you wanna go outside and talk?" so i walked outside with her and she asked about my life, family, friends and everything. I have troubles in life recently and she's really kind. so then after class she told me to stay behind and she went to find another two of her 'friends' (my teachers) to come and talk to me. and they all said they'll support me until i find purpose in life again. What i want to know is, are those three teachers gonna tell the whole school this happened, and should i really trust them? i don't want something bad to happen.

This guy I work with has been doing things that make me think he may like me, and one of those is imitating my posture. He came and stood next to me the other day, I had my arms crossed, and he crossed his arms too while standing next to me. Is that a subtle body language sign he is attracted to me? He also does other things like is always near/around me, invading my personal space, and when we talk, he never breaks eye contact. Also his feet point straight at me when we are standing in a group talking I notice, which I've read is also a subtle sign? But he's the shy/quiet type, hasn't ever had a gf. Will I have to make the first move or will he?

First, I know some people will judge the crap out of this post. So please just refrain from posting about it. I dated a guy on and off for over a year. It was a very secretive relationship between us because our jobs prohibited it. After about a years time, people caught wind of it. No one had proof of it though and we weren t currently together so nothing came of it. However, it really caused us to distance ourselves. Anyhow, I started going on other dates. And during the months to come I met someone but we weren t official yet. The old boyfriend then asked me out, so we went out naturally. So dstance again grew and I pursued the new guy. I found out 3 months later the new buy and I were pregnant. We hadn t even said I love you yet. About that week the old boyfriend texted messaged basically saying I was worth the risk and that he couldn t get over me. I had to tell him that I met someone and was having the new guys kid. Now I still had my own feelings for him. I pushed those feelings into a dark place to never be brought up again. The new guy and I got married. We now have two kids. I LOVE my husband and our marriage is great. But I m still haunted by my old feelings and when I see a picture of him I get flutters. How do I get rid of these? Or are these normal? Thanks in advance.

I had a fortune cookie that said my dreams will come true. Last night I had a dream my boyfriend forgot about me and ignored me and eventually just left. I hated it, I woke up in desperate need to talk to him. I love him. I have never had feelings like this for anyone and I am so scared. And the song like I'm gonna lose you keeps coming on the radio. Are this all signs, am I gonna lose him soon? How do I stop it? How do I express all my feelings now before he's gone? Am I just being paranoid? Please I don't know what to do this is just keeping me up all night, I haven't gotten good sleep. I don't know what to do. We're also in break so I there's no school, I don't see him every day from Monday to Friday like always, I'm afraid while we're only texting he I'd interacting with others more and liking them more and forgetting about me slowly like others have done before. I don't know, I'm just really reaaaally scared. How do I get over this fear?

She's 98 years old and keeps getting down about how she won't see me marry my boyfriend and that I better do it soon.... I realize this all the time, she doesn't even need to mention it but I tell her we will see because we still aren't in the best place in our lives. She knows this but she just wants us to have a "quick wedding" just so she gets to see us. I realize she's older as well so now she's speaking her mind but I don't know what to tell her, I don't know what to do because this is always on my mind...but I really can't just get married to him tomorrow. I just feel so bad.

Might be a long boring story for some :P But I really need some advice. I miss my exfriend who I've spent two years in high school with. We stopped being friends because of a turtle in which she couldn't understand my circumstances and simply got angry at me instead of trying to find a compromise. I've been doing well by myself and gotten a job and got into college faster than most. However, I feel empty and whenever I hear her name, I miss the times we hung out. Logical speaking I don't want to be friends with her because she doesn't keep her time promises and seems to do most things her way and is really stubborn. But at the same time, I miss the days we used to hang out and everything. She contacted me once and asked if we could hang out but once again, she forgot and continuously apologized and it was 1 year after our fight. I thought maybe she changed but nope. How do I get rid of this feeling? I don't want to embarrass myself by admitting I want to hang out with her. Immature but I really don't want to because it just might be the same cycle over again. Thanks!

Me and my friend have known each other for about three years now, and I've always been kind of curious about comparing sizes and stuff like that. We don't usualy talk about sexual things so I was wondering if there was a way to ask him to jerk off with me or compare that doesn't make things too awkward

My parents, for some stupid reason, think that nothing will ever happen to us, and that if something does happen, they think that hoping and praying will get us through. I ignored their insensible sense of protection until a shooting that happened last year, and the gunman wasnt found yet. My mom picked me up after school and we were on our way downtown for something(cant remember why) and my dad was in the back seat. He normally doesnt go with us to places and I ask him why he's here. He told me that if the shooter happens to be around, he's going to try to lure the shooter away from me and my mom. That was without a doubt the most stupid thing I've ever heard. How the hell did he expect to "lure" a gunman away, it takes a split second to pull that trigger. It would let me and my mom know that there's danger closeby. thats all that would be accomplished. But if my dad had a weapon, he could shoot the @sshole, saving the family and preventing the gunman from shooting other people If your home wasn't broken into today, how can you be so sure that your home won't be broken into tomorrow?

I'm 18, I've been dropping huge hints since forever that I hate the baby talk. I don't like that he makes silly comments when I'm being serious. I don't talk to him because it s urks me a lot. I thought by now i would have gotten over it, but no. Its not just me he baby talks to its my 3 brothers also, the only reason they don't say anything is that they don't live with him and hardly talk to him. I am not a very affectionate person, I only hug and hang off of people that i have a very good connection with. My mom has told me he has mentioned that I never hug him and its because i cant show what I don't feel. I want to have a good relationship with him because I know he loves me and will do anything for me and not many people have a dad like that. He doesn't have to stop, like my mom she coos at me but that's because she know when I am obviously asking for it and takes me seriously when I am being serious.

So I haven't been able to get it together lately. I broke up with my BF a while back, and my two best friends in the whole world started making trips to help their grandmother every other week. There's no cell service where their grandmother lives so the only way I talk to them is by phone call. Well all these changes have messed me up, I've been trying to avoid my ex cuz he keeps trying to get me back and I can't go back to him. But yet I still want to be his friend. And I'm having a hard time being close to him but not too close ya know? And then with my friends being away all the time.. I get really lonely and so when I get to see them I get really clingy. 1. Because I don't have my BF anymore 2. Cuz I feel like I never see my BFF anymore. But my clinginess seems to be causing problems in my other relationships. If I'm in a clingy mood I'll avoid all contact with anyone else just to talk to my BFFs, if they don't have time to hang out or time to text I get so incredibly sad. I'm almost in tears. And I never cry!!! I don't know what's wrong with me. I know I shouldn't feel this way or be so clingy.. I know I sound like I gotta lot of issues. But changes in my life have just caused me to be thrown off course.. An I don't know how to sort through my feelings and get back on track. Any advice?? Have you ever been in a situation like this before?? Where your life just sort of collapsed and stopped making sense out of nowhere?? Please help. I feel so lost.

I'm just tired of life...I want to sleep...forever. I'm so young, too. I have so many dreams that I want to accomplish, but they don't seem to be enough to make me keep carrying on. Dreams. You don't realize they're dreams unless you get to wake up, do you? Someone, anyone, give me a reason to once again awake.

I'm getting to the point of being at a fork and I need some non-biased input. I am a single mom of one child who is special needs. I have a BA in Family Studies and will be completing my MA in Early Childhood Education in the first half of next year. I work full time in a school with special needs students and do not earn enough to live--- literally, we are on housing which I hate. I love my job, I love the school and my co-workers and the students; I need to be able to support my child and myself though. I'm at a place of not knowing whether to stay (or for how long) or go (and when). I want to have my own daycare/school for kids up to 7 years old, but I don't know how to get into a place that's appropriate for that--- my two bedroom apartment isn't conducive. How to get past this stuck place? Financially speaking, while the school district pay is paltry and I will not ever earn a living wage there the insurance coverage is impressive--- is that an acceptable pay off? I'm leaning towards heck no. Sorry, this is a novel, but I'm so stuck and hate it, I feel like at nearly thirty I should really have my **** together. I hate being on social service programs and being talked down to every time I have to turn in paperwork... I have more education that most of the people who work at DHS! I'm very thankful for the programs we have, I just really want to sustain myself you know?

So she introduced herself to me about a week ago but I was too shy to follow up. She talked to me again and asked me random questions the same week. I saw her again today but she didn't acknowledge me and make any eye contact like she used to before. But she said hello to another guy. I know she is married but I liked the attention that she gave me. She was also quite funny.