I'm only 15. I'm a guy. I really want you guys to understand how I'm feeling and tell me how I can change. The last few years, I've been always been shy and introverted. I'd call myself socially awkward sometimes. When I first moved to Canada I got bullied, this really destroyed my confidence. For 2 years I had no real friends and I would cry when I got home and skip alot of school. Now I'm in 10th grade, and I feel like a different person when I'm at school than when I'm at home. I sit in class and listen to music. I know some people but don't talk to people. I feel like I'm always being judged. I like to talk to people sometimes but usually I just sit and do my work. I don't know what to say to people. I don't want to be fake and talk about things I don't care about. I'm embarrassed of who I was in the past and hate being an outcast. Girls think I'm weird, guys don't really consider me a friend. I'm not interesting at all at school. I have interests but I feel like I don't know how to express myself. I feel like I can't get out of this loop. It makes me sad to live like this. All I want is someone who really understands me.

I had these horrific, yet surreal recurring fantasies where I'm being violently tortured by strangers inside of a desolate basement with my aching, mutilated body left exposed, and blood dripping down my face. I researched it, and to my surprise, it matched a TRUE story of a kidnapping and murder of a young girl. Equally bizarre is that we resemble each other in appearances, personalities, and birth dates as I learned from her personal life story! I've had these visions since I was 9, and now I'm 13. I hate anything dealing with horror or the supernatural. In fact, I hate watching movies or reading books in general, cartoon or not. No one in my family knows about her, so it couldn't be that I've seen her before but forgot. I've mourned her tragic ending and feel a special connection towards the ill-fated girl. Even stranger is that pictures of her killers strike irrational fear inside my heart as if they are familiar to me. The guy who stuck out to me the most was actually the one who killed her! I recall a young boy who looked similar to him beating me up in my visions. One day, I'll avenge her death. The ill-fated girl is no longer in this world, but those filthy brutes will pay for the suffering they caused her, her loved ones, and society in general. Sick wild dogs! She never got the justice she deserved! Those were the scariest moments of my life. I would just lie down, and terror would consume me. They feel so real. Once again, I am only a 13-year-old girl. Also, the alleged reason why she was kidnapped provoked another memory in me. She was an innocent, studious girl(similar to me) who was seen as uncool by the other more rebellious kids at her school(like me.) The school bully had a crush on her but was rejected since she wasn't looking for a relationship. That lunatic took everything to the next level. Beyond anything imaginable. He had a free-for-all with this poor girl! Did any atrocious, painful, sadistic thing he could think of to her. Committed one of, if not, THE most horrific murder ever in human history. The police couldn't even identify her body in such a mutilated, burnt state! When interrogated, the demented pigs all said, "Because we could and we wanted to." Simple.And no, I don't believe in any higher power nor the supernatural(even though this may be it.) I think that religion is foolish and is dependent on humans' need for control over the enigmatic world and their inexplicable fears.

I need to build the courage to confront someone who disrespected me in a big way, I know what I want to say, but building the courage to say something is so hard because they are erratic and crazy with their reactions. I also feel I have so much I am risking, my rep as a non trouble maker & risking another embarrassing moment of being disrespected in front of everyone. I just need some encouragement lol, or anyone who has had a similar experience, I am so nervous & I don't want to make a scene I just want to say what's on my mind.

I told her on instagram "I'm scared Ashley" and she said "why?" and I said "I'm having a very hard time now I lost the most important thing to me and I don't know how I'm going to be. are you still at spookys?" and she said "no I'm at home"

My friend is Japanese and Black, however, she has brown skin and doesn't look mixed at all; she looks black, except she has very long straight hair. Anyway, she thinks she's not black. For example, one of our friends asked for some Vaseline because her hands were dry, and my friend (the one who thinks she's not black) said, "I don't have that problem because I'm not black." So I told her, first of all, dry skin has nothing to do with being black, and anyone of any race can have dry skin. Then she's always complaining about how "bad" her hair looks. So one day I told her that her hair is fine and that she needs to stop complaining, then she replied, "Well I guess I should be grateful that I have good hair." I keep telling her that there's nothing wrong with being black, but when I tell her that she gets mad at me and ignores me. We're seniors in high school and she's my ONLY close friend, and I don't want our friendship to end. I don't know what to do. I'm concerned with this because I'm black and I've had someone tell me to my face that it sucks to be black. So I don't need my best friend thinking the same thing.

I just moved a couple days ago, and I'm still getting a lot of attention just for being the new kid. I know that being popular doesn't help you later on in life, but it's fun and gives you a lot of perks. I'm in 8th grade and a boy, if it matters. I know the whole "be yourself" thing, but what I'm looking for is actual tips, not vague stuff like that. Thanks in advance.

I'm a 14-year-old boy who has two younger sisters. One is 11 and the other one is 12. They don't talk to me a lot because I'm a boy. The one who is 11 years old is stupid. She sucks at math and is bad at spelling. She always asks me for help and it is cancer. We are Asians, and she's supposed to be good at math. Sometimes I wonder where her brain went. Once, she asked me for help when I was taking a shower. I was annoyed and sprayed water on her stupid face. Are 11-year-old girls supposed to be this stupid? The one who is 12 years old is on her period. She is super hyper. She really needs to take a chill pill. Sometimes I want to plug her head out of her body like a piece of lego for being so cancer. She is also addicted to Kpop, and the posters on her wall drive me nuts. I have always wanted to rip the posters and my sisters' faces. What should I do? Should I kill them?

My friend had brought a Jar of honey and got an extra one for free. They would like to give it to there Manager as a gift but my friend doesn't know if it would be awkward or weird to do so. So she wants answers? My and friend has given other gifts such fresh things from the garden to the same manager before but she doesn't want to be a kiss a** neither.

Hello, I don't feel like living anymore. I like school but I only have 1 friend and her name is Cristal, I love Cristal with all my heart I met her in 6th grade and now we are in 7th, it doesn't seem like a lot of time but for me it is. She is with me every step of my life so far and I always try to make her happy and my classmates happy but I feel like I can't do that anymore, I want to end this around 19 because im bullied all the time and it's been 4 years that I've been bullied by the same people and it keeps on adding up. Cristal I love you and your smile and I know that you don't feel the same, but if only you did. You wouldn't because no one likes me anymore. But I'm dumb so that was a short story of my "life" you don't have to respond if you don't want to but bye I hope you enjoy your happy long life.

when I am not home when she calls...37 days later, she gets annoyed. Geesh. I don't even want to bother with her anymore. I think that I will just ignore the call and maybe she will go away. Isn't that what you would do if someone didn't return your calls??

I am so annoyed that my friend does it to me. I ask the questions but she always look directly at another person when answering my questions. Apparently it only happens to me cause she looks and answers the questions from others, but never looks at me directly when answering their questions. Is this considered rude or am I being too sensitive? Should I point it out to her?

My friend I live with parents just got into a bad car accident and has to go home and I like dont know what to do? I feel so awkward during times like this and am always unsure on what to do for the other person . Am I the only one?

Okay, it started out when i talked to her on messenger. We started to talk a lot and it became very interesting. She would sometimes ask me where we can meet up somewhere at school so we can talk to each other. She would always look at me in science class but when i turn back she kind of looks away. Remember i just met her. This one time she walking closer to me and smiling at me. On messenger, she started teasing me and she made an insult on me and i got sooo mad. She said she was very sorry but i blocked her. She made like another account to say sorry to me and she said she likes me so she was pretending to hurt me. I forgave her and like 2 weeks later, we were talking about relationships and all that, she asked me if i would give her a chance. I didnt say anything and after those days she doesn't talk to me anymore. WHY!?!?!?! she sually starts convos but now im not sure anymore i kind of developed this feeling for her but is it too late??? She does still do the same thing except not talking to me. We rarely talk now. Is she waiting for me to talk to her or something? I try starting convos but she rarely replies ever since she told me she likes me. Is she scared or shy or something??? Also, i never answered or talked about me liking her back stuff like that. I completly ignored it. Does that have to do anything with her not talking to me???

I have to leave in a few minutes to take my friend home. She came over after school so we could do homework together. I am barefoot now so since I am just dropping her off and coming right back home I am going to drive barefoot and not bring my shoes.

My ex is with this girl who his mom hates, her mom hates him and none of them get along... I love him so much and I want him to be loved, I am tired of knowing how much he is miss treated. The girl he is with is a snob and none of his friends like him. He is a redneck just like everybody in our neighborhood. How can I get him back. I don't want him to be used by them. I miss him so much. Even though we are not together I think about him nonstop and break down in tears wanting him

It s been about three weeks since I last saw me new friend (just met her this last summer). What should I text her to see how she is doing? We don t really text each, she admittedly doesn t really text a lot, and for most of our friendship we have seen each other in person a couple of times a week....now she s been living in a different city for the last two months. Thanks for the advice.

When people try to be your friend how do you just not care about them? Espically when they try and talk to you?

So a while ago 3 years ago I got advice from someone to be myself, so I thought about it, and did. Man if that wasn't the biggest mistake I have ever made, every time I say something I'm ignored, and people act like they can't see me. Yeah it's pretty cool to be just raw you for a while but you lose people! I sit alone at my table where my friends used to eat lunch with me now! They migrated because I WAS AT "THEIR"TABLE. So now I developed this old man's attitude towards life, "What ever I'll die any second now anyway yall can suck caterpillar dick." I'm so damn lonely, each valentine's day THE SAME, each holiday, -well with family but, THE SAME. I HAVENT HAD A GIRLFRIEND IN YEARS. EVERYONE EITHER MILDLY PITIES ME OR HATES ME. yeah I used to be sort of okay with being a lone wolf but JESUS DO I MISS OLD THINGS.

I just got home from dropping my friend off at her house. Since it was warm out and I did not go in anyplace and was only gone for about 15 minutes I drove in my bare feet and left my shoes at home.

I ve been friends with L. for 6 years. We went through the good and the bad times and we are really close to each other. We ve never had other real friends or boyfriends. After 4 years of this friendship I started a happy relationship with B., whom L. couldn t stand even when we weren t together. Then she actually started to hate him bc she felt left out - obviously I spent more time with B. We'vee recently started to rebuild our friendship and she was even trying to like B. for me. We were all really excited for our holidays together which were supposed to be super unique bc of the events going on at that time. Then just today in the morning the 3 of us went out together. B. often tends to behave like a weirdo when he feels insecure and I guess that was the case - generally he's a nice person. My friend L. and I were talking normally, also to him, while he was being silent all the time and then, for no reason, he acted in a rude way and then said a super jerky comment about her outfit (it was also kind of ironically or maybe passive-aggressive, idk). For the rest of the time L. was sad and angry and B. was trying to talk to me and didn t apologize to her until a few hours later through a messenger. Now she doesn t want to go for the holidays. I can t wait for her to change the decision bc I have to pay for some things in advance tomorrow plus B. may not afford it if it gets more expensive for us after her resignation. And he really made me angry with his behavior. Help!

I'm a female working in a male-dominated company. I am not interested in making friends there because I'm in my early 20s while the majority of my coworkers are in their late-20s & early30s. With this particular male coworker (who is in his late 20s), I was never interested in being his friend because I find him irritating. So I decided to ignore him whenever he attempted to make conversations with me. So I guess he got into his feelings because I didn't want to be friends with him, and he decided to start being antagonistic towards me. He has become more persistant and agitating by constantly speaking to me, despite me not saying a word to him and giving him OBVIOUS signs that I am not interested in talking. He even mocks me by saying "leave me alone, stop talking to me," meaning he knows what he's doing. He behaves very petty and childish towards me like a little kid. So far the only thing I've done is complain to the manager, because I feel that he will get worse every day with this childish behavior. Show him my vagina? Are you out of your mind? What a sexist answer, grow up. I need to grow up? I'm not the one acting like an antagonistic whiny 2 year old because someone doesn't want to be friends with me. Last time, people go to work to WORK, not to make friends. I'm not obligated to be friends with anyone. It's work, not elementary school. It's not by force that you should make friends with people. People don't want to be friends with me, so why should I feel obligated to be friends with others?

I am 14 years of age and I am apart of a social networking game called Roblox. I've played it ever since 2011 and you're probably like, 'wow she's a little old for that' I'm not just so you know aha. I've been part of many groups/societys on the game and I joined a group a while ago and I have been ranked high up, They have a skype group chat that I am apart off but I can't call like EVERYONE else does in the chat because my mum gets mad at me. I have done this before but i got banned off my laptop because apparently he was a pedophile and a man even though he was on webcam and was clearly 13. My mum still didn't believe me and banned me. Recently, I started calling everyone behind my parents back and I've made good friends with everyone. We've webcammed but I haven't shown my face but i've seen theirs and I know they're all my age. So today I decided to ask again and my mother went crazy at me and literally just kept saying NO, you don't know who they are and they are strangers. My mum doesn't underdstand that i've played with these people for years yet she doesn't care. How am I supposed to make friends in the future? Please help me convince her.

I have this friend that has told me before that she dislikes another girl called Emma. She knows I don't like emma, and always thought she didn't like her too (as Emma likes to hit on her bf.) I just look at Emma's instagram and it says my friend is following Emma....my question is do high school students usually follow ppl they don't know but are in their school, just for the numbers? I don't know hoe to feel about this. *how

they took away his phone and blocked me. i know he didn't do it himself cause i was never blocked until his parents took away his phone.

A friend who I exchange emails with lives overseas but I cant get a hold of him. I m worried something bad happened to him. He said hed be free to talk in December, and on all his other medias it says he hasn t been active since December. I may seem stalker-ish but I m worried something happened. I don t know any of his friends or family. How can I reach him.

Ok so this is weird but I would be so turned on if my best guy friend: Had his face shoved into a custard pie Tripped face first into a pit of mud Had slime dumped all over him Played football in a mud pit and got muddy Have his roomate shove a banana cream pie into his face Rolled Around in the mud Went mudding and he fell of the 4 wheeler and face planted into thick mud These are a lot of opinions how can I make them happen we are pretty close (:

Apparently her mom saw a text that I sent to her when I was with my boyfriend (we were talking about being horny or something), and she doesn't want me talking with her anymore. I don't remember what the text said exactly because I deleted all of my texts but I'm 17 and it was apparently "inappropriate" for my friend to read. What should I do?? i don't want to quit talking to my friend because I've known her ever since I was in 1st grade.

My ex dumped me months ago because he said he lost feelings. He had been ignoring me at school for months. He switched to my lunch and I was about to sit down when he stands up from a distance and was moving his mouth (talking to his friends) and then stops and stares at me. We hold eye contact for seconds without smiling. I didn't even realize he was staring at me. Did he stand up because he wanted me to see him?

Today, my best friend gave me the silent treatment and she's been avoiding me all day. I made eye contact with her and all she did was glare at me. It looked like she wanted to roll her eyes, but she was stopping herself. I'm getting really annoyed because I don't know what I did wrong. We didn't really talk over the weekend, so I know I didn't do anything that would make her offended or anything like that. I know she's one to hold grudges, so I don't know what to do in this situation.

I accidentally turned myself in. without knowing.i told my friend I have a cute picture of her and she got me in trouble. sooooo yeah but the teenage years are the stupid times, right?

I'm 22 my roommate & boyfriend are 27. We've lived together in over 3 years now and never had so many problems till we moved to a new place. My roommate has been asked 3+ times to not use the blender when we are sleeping in the morning but once again, he decided to use the blender again. This has happened 4 times. There have been times where he continously banged a spoon with peanut butter against his blender cup to get the peanut butter off.... all of this happening when me or my boyfriend are sleeping in the morning. My boyfriend immediately went to him and said please don't do that and the roommate says he feels like he's walking on eggs. Now my boyfriend feels like he has a lot of pressure being put on him for being in between me & the roommate? I'm a reserved type of person, I really really don't ask for much. I clean up after myself and I'm a full time student. I put people before myself cause I've always been an overly nice person. My roommate has done several inconsiderate things but I chose to not get all worked up about it. But the roommate keeps testing me lol I have no where else to go except my college campus, or drop all of my classes to go move back in with my mother. Having a roommate discussions hasn't been successful in Any suggestions?

my now ex friends bullied the girl i love months ago and and they bullied her so bad that it nearly killed her... she is a heart transplant and goes trough hell.. she haaas kidney failure and a rejecting heart and a lot more. but those ex friends bullied her about it.. i tried defending her and she tried defending herself but a lot of damage has been done to her and its worrying.. i told them to stop but they still kept contacting her and i want them to stop and i even told out the truth on social media to make them stop but ill still make them pay for hurting my honey.. they seem to have piped down for now but some of my true friends dont add her to social media but still like her. my mom is one of them too. they all like her but some of them wont add her to social media. she thinks she is hated but she not and recently one of my true friends is willing and wanting to talk to her. so my quistion is. did my loved one do anything wrong? because to me my loved one didnt do anything wrong

I fell in love with my best-friend. I asked her out and she said yes. She said she wanted to stay together forever and she started making plans for when we have a family together ( I come from a bad home, I have abusive parents and im failing my classes ) we broke up recently but we got back together multiple times and after each time she left. We recently had a big fight and she blocked me on social media and my cell. Her best-friend hates me and her family does too. I recently committed a crime and was arrested. My friends told me when she heard she started crying and she borrowed a cell to call me. ( I don't know if it's true or not ) I texted her after my juvie timee but got no reply. I miss her alot and i have already said sorry. what should i do? Please don't say leave her by the way

I am/was good friends with this woman, Cassie. She helped me get a job as a book keeper at her job. We work in the same department. Anyway, things have been good until lately. I posted a picture to Facebook of a client receipt because it amused me. I took the necessary precaution of taking off all the confidential information from the receipt. She got upset because she doesn't want to be put into an awkward position in case I did post something inappropriate about work. (I really understand this point). However, she's taken it a step further and unfriended me and all mutual friends on Facebook. I'm really hurt by this, and I still have to work with her.

My friends father died 2 days ago, I founf out today through one of our teachers (my teacher knows we are really good friends and wanted to let me know) my teacher said he seems okay on the phone but that I should take action and go see him or call him. I texted him about 20 seconds after i was told, his father and I got along well so this news affected me amd i didnt want to call him and me be the one whos sobbing I took the day off and im debating whether i should go up to his house to show support to him and his mom, or if i should give him space?

My friend's been really homesick but the internet connection is terrible in tekong so we haven't been in contact much- I thought a mail might be the thing to cheer him up! Any idea how and where I should mail my letter to?

So, I've been living with my roommate's mom for 5 months and it's not fun. Here's what happened, she is very controlling in a way that she told on her daughter not to me let me use anything that belongs to the kitchen/roommate (i moved in to her apartment 6 months ago). I let her mom stay in our apartment without paying rent simply because my roommate was denying for it, then one day she just came and told she's gonna pay for the last 2 months her mom's gonna stay with us. Its difficult to deal with immature people. Here are two mysteries that I'm curious about. One day while I was about to cook something on my pan, I found it freshly scratched. I just don't want to make assumption that someone did it purposely, but how could there be any scratch when it was a brand new and I handle it very carefully and the second one is, one day I was up for the coffee and I was one button away to make my coffee, then I realized that my coffee maker has broken and that coffee maker was quite old. After 2 weeks, I realized that the socket was off and my coffee maker was not broken. I was just curious why the socket was off when nobody uses that socket, did it just happen to turn off by itself or someone trying to give me hard time or what is it? Again, I don't want to jump into unfair conclusion, but why do I feel like being manipulated? I don't want to ask them people because it's not me who interrogates for such matter. What do you guys think? Thank you for you decent response.

So my friends drink and smoke weed sometimes and I have one good friend and she's only gotten drunk once (we're only 15) and they invited me and my good friend to go drink with them I declined but my good friend accepted. I don't want her to end up like them, it's her life but it's causing me constant anxiety idk. I love these guys

Just wondering lollllllllll

I used to be a amazing friend to a person until i was begin bullied by her and I have access to there social media ,emails,and passwords and I want to delete everything that she has. for what she put me through and is there a way she can found out I did it? Because technically there no proof she can show because of her email is gone and her social accounts are completely gone

so we distanced ourselves a bit, because she started going out more with this other friend she has, and recently got to met her (me), and surprise! I just found out we share the same interests, goals in life and attitude, lol?

We are kind of a gang of kids from a movie or something. We play outside, do stupid thints, hang out, play games etc. We consist of myself (15yrs) my brother Ryan (13yrs) cousin Jack (12yrs) neighbors Logan and Dylan (11yrs and 8yrs) I know there is a large age gap here, but we have fun. We live on a coldesac, all of us live next door to each other, and we hang out alot. We basically have the life from a movie, hangout out all the time, no cares in the world, just boys will be boys sort of thing. We build waterslides in the wooded area behind our houses, play infection tag and airsoft wars at night, play in the mud when it rains etc. Now to my question. Will it be sad for the youngest kid Dylan when everyone starts going to college year after year. So from his point of view the "gang" starts leaving one by one? He'll be all alone on Tumbleweed (our street name and how we refer to this place) for 3 yrs while the "gang/squad" is gone. How do you think he will feel when we all this family of us kids start to leave and the group starts to crumble? I just want your oponion on how you think he will take it. Follow up: I sometimes take this for granted, how/where did you grow up?

I'm making $18 an hour, my friend says it's good, but I feel like I can't afford anything. Im single, but My 19 year old sister has a child no job and her bf is making minimum wage. How do they survive? So how much an hour would you say is good?

I've found that someone I know has recently gotten an account on CuriousCat.me, where you can ask anonymous questions to the person on a message board (basically the same as ask.fm). This person hasn't responded to me in over a year for reasons unknown, and now I've been presented with an opportunity to possibly find out why. I've been thinking of just writing, "How do you feel about [My name]?", and then just bite my tongue and see what she responds with, but I don't want her to realize it's actually me. Should I just go ahead and do this, or write something else? Tobeor - I have no venue through which to see her in person anymore. I have no idea why this person stopped talking to me and it may have been a breakdown in communication, rather than something personal. I only know this person's number, and I don't have a Facebook or Twitter or anything. If she writes something negative, sure I'll be upset, but I'll leave it at that and no longer make attempts to contact her. All other people who've asked questions to her on this site did so anonymously, and some asked questions similar to what I want to ask.

My best friend has a male best friend. Me and her male friend dated and things didn't end well between me and him. A few months ago, she said she feels like if she had a gathering that he would be at, I wouldn't come. I told her I would come, but I'd like for her to give me a heads up so I know what I'm walking into. The other day, she invited a bunch of friends to a gathering she's having next month. We talked about the gathering and I later asked if she was inviting my ex. She said she was going to invite him. I'm kind of upset that she didn't tell me that when she invited me. I'm trying to look at it as the reason she didn't tell me is because she is waiting to find out if he's coming or not. Would you be upset by your best friend not telling you upfront when she invited you?

Me and my best friend both love and enjoy acting and theatre. But when I see my friend on stage and stuff when she's doing a show, I feel depressed or anxious or something, as if I suck at what I do. Any advice?

So me and her are in reshab. She has been stealing from me ever since I moved in which was back in April of last year. She has taken my cooking spray,threw like 8 pounds of my hamburger away,got into my cheese,stole 10 dollars out of my hand bag,taken my dishes and wrote her name on mine even when I had my name on it. Then my parent's bought me new dishes. She things my parents are rich which they ARE NOT. They are very far from it. She is 22 and I'm 23. She has stole so much from me. So all I did was throw away her oil,1 bottle of ketchup and her peanut butter away. Well my parent's don't want me to pay for her stuff cause she has stole so much from me and threw 8 pounds of hamburger of mine and also threw my cucumbers away of mine,and take 3 bags of my carrots and gave them to her lizard. Now the company says they want me to pay for her stuff. My mom is my legal guardian and rep pay-e cause I have mild autism. Well,now the company wants to have a meeting about this on Tuesday and they say my roommate doesn't steal even tho I have proof. Also my parent's are not gonna make me pay for her stuff until she pays for all mine. She takes things from me. Like if she wants it she takes it. She also has taken my cheese before too. She also has eaten my birthday ice and cake when I told her not to and she kept doing it. What should I do? Not only this. But the money that I had that she took was my christmas money for pay for presents for other people. Also she has taken my cooking sheets that I got from my mom and put her name on it,and also has put her name on my other stuff that came from my grandma like my glass dishes. Anything she wants she will take. She will lie and says she gets things mixed up.

I don't have much social experience. At all. As a kid I was homeschooled, when I was 9 I entered public school and was bullied too much to make any friends until high school, when I made a friend but he started attacking me because of how annoying I am. I also get really discouraged whenever I try to talk to people because they all have friends who are much better friends with them than I could ever hope to be. How could I step out of the shadows without bothering people too much?

I always eat out with my two best friends and my sis. Any recommendations for new things to try?

I'm a 14 year old (grade 9) and I hang out w a lot of the grade 10's and 9's but I'm starting to realize that most of my friends aren't talking to me that often any more and they're telling people that they don't like me and I don't know what to do. I get good marks in school and I model but I don't know what I did to make everyone hate me so much all the time. I've had this problem throughout my life and I've tried to change so much but people still never seem to like me

I msgd him a question. His reply was, "Uh oh it's 6pm. Sure I'll have a drink with you." I thought he was being saracastic so I just replied with LOL and continued with my actual work question. His female friend/our other coworker said he likes me. But I wasn't sure what she meant. So I laughed it off too. *He's my coworker and when I message him he sometimes gets into long conversations like he doesn't want to stop talking, or he'll tell me 'adios Chica Bonita' before he leaves. I noticed he checked out my LinkedIn too. But other times he ignores me. *He volunteered to carry some boxes for me and he's started dressing up more at work. *I was leaving my job soon. A coworker said to me "Did you tell Bill? He will be sad to see you go. He likes you. If you hear him whimpering at his desk, you'll know why." *He gets all embarrassed when I bring up sex, even in general terms re: news stories, etc. But he's made a couple sexual innuendos with me. *He likes or responds to my social media posts pretty often *We've worked together for a while but he just recently started talking to me more and doing stuff like the above. Does he see me as just a friend?