Since as long as I can remember I have been scared all the time (I'm now 15) When I was little I was scared to be alone in the house, I even locked myself out in the winter because I was so scared of something. And Today I'm scared of people I can't even ask my teacher if I can go home from school if I feel bad one day. Because I feel ashamed for some reason :/. I'm always quiet. I only talk it someone ask me something of say something to me. Even today I'm a little "scared" to be alone because it feels like someone is "looking" at me. I have no friends and my family is pretty much ****** up. For example my mom has mentally abusive me. And my dad has disciplined me so hard one time (I was 9) I had a bruise on my thigh almost as big as a hand. I don't know but the feeling of being scared is a everyday feeling for me. I'm literally scared and self conscious everywhere I go. And since I was 12 I have started to day dream (Its called Maladaptive Daydreaming) Why am I like this. I would ask a real life person but I have no one. (Sorry if my English is bad)

I am 23 year old, and I feel like I should start out and say I pay my own bills, my house, my car, my phone everything on my own, I don't rely on hand outs to get by. but my father and his wife (not my mom) (they got divorced when I was 4) are very judge mental of my life choices still they don't believe man and woman should live together until after they are married, well I was not raised like that at all, I believe you don't really know someone until you live with them and I aint about to get married before I truly know someone but anyways I started dating this guy we have known each other for 3 years we live together we are doing amazing well im 8 weeks pregnant and completely terrified of my dad disowning me, what do I do?

Walking home and I pass this guy and girl. I felt like they were looking at me, so I turn around and they were. They keep staring at me while walking the other way so I stare back. The guy then gives me the finger. What's the deal? I'm a guy in highschool if that makes a difference

Parents took my teen siblings and violent 27-year-old macho brother to some event that informs people of the latest trends and hairstyles, and now my parents have basically blacklisted me from such things while my dad is now forcing m to be my brother's old self since he has changed. Here's the thing about that. I was always more of the self-conscious person who preferred having hairstyles and following trends since I have always had acceptance and adherence as part of my preferences. I have a father trying to force masculinity in me.

anybody been to a nude beach? not being creepy. I'm just curious

I'm moving out and into a friends home when I turn 17. They are not consenting to this but there is a rule in my state where police officers will not make me come home. I need to know what to buy and save up for for when I move out. Like I said, I'm moving in with a friend and his mom so I will have the essentials.

I honestly don't know what to do at this point. I feel like such an idiot. My neighbor is a Marine who has been deployed for about a year now. His wife is this 28 year old gorgeous blonde that always caught my eye. Since I live alone, I've always been the good neighbor and checked up on her, help her with stuff, etc. Last night I invited her over for dinner since she spends nothing but time alone. We had a great meal and too much wine. Next thing you know we are making out on my bed and she goes down on me. After about 2 minutes of her doing that, I reached a point of no return. I HAD TO HAVE HER. And we did it. It was kind of awkward after as she started crying. We had made a mistake and both realized it. It was then she said that her husband comes home in 2 weeks! I feel as if I want to pack up my house and just move. I don't know what do to. What should I do?

Mi novio me grita porq siempre discutimos porq nunxa le creo nada ya que soy una mujer paranoica y siempre creo q me estan mintiendo o quieren hacerme daño, antes yo era la que lo gritaba pero ayer me grito el y cuando lo hable me dijo que le saca de quizio que nunca le crea nada. Quien esta mal yo o el? Ayuda porque por ser impulsiva siempre lo termino terminando y despues volvimos, ya no quiero q sea asi necesito saber quien esta mal :'(

Everyone at my school basically hates me. Nobody wants to hang around me. Nobody wants to talk to me because they think I'm a retard or something I guess. I always end up in a insulting argument or something when I try to offer my 2 cents in a debate and they turn it against me. So now I tell everyone I pass by that they're failures at lite and should go kill themselves. Please help. I hate everyone here. I want to die.

She is around 18. She smiles twice when she meets or near that guy. She looks enthusiastic and helpful if he needs help. Or she want attention or want the "D"?

(I'm a female, 14 years old) I hate myself and I think I don't deserve love in any kind of way because I did a terrible thing. My mom and I argued about a thing. She said I had to clean the bunny cage but in that moment I said "wait a minute" because I was watching a show on tv. So she got irritated so I finally got up to go and clean it. On my way to the bunny cage to clean it she got up from the couch and she went to my room and took my computer (I hadn't used it in mouths) and she went back to me and smashed it into the floor right in front of me. I became so mad so I pushed her so she fell to the floor and I kicked her 3 times and then went to my room crying. I regret it so much! I don't know if this has had an impact on me but my mom and dad have been abusive with each other. I remember them fight (literally) and I feel to my knees screaming "stop". I could have been between 5-8 years old. And I don't think my mom loves me because she has "mentality abused" as long as I can remember. But I'm Christian so please all the Christians out there can you answer my question. Will God send me to hell? (sorry if my English is bad)

I thought i was in committed relationship until this situation happened a week ago. My boyfriend and i been together for total of 8 1/2 months and been living together for 5 months now. Our problems mainly is his ex wife (but im not really sure if she is really an ex wife). Three weeks ago, my boyfriend went to Washington saying that he needs to take care of his personal business then drive down to San Diego. He made me believe that he was in San Diego the whole time until the last 5 days of his visit, his ex wife emailed me saying that my boyfriend was with her and their children and they were also sleeping together every night. I was devastated. I feel like my heart just broke in half. The woman also sent a pictures of him and her kids together in some park. This is actually the second time he lied to me. The first one, he lied to me saying that he only saw his ex wife twice when he visit his children in Thailand. Then pictures were being sent to me (by ex) showing that he was with his ex wife and the kids the whole 14 days of his visit. I know he missed his children dearly but it seems like he still not over with his ex. But then, he told me that he loves me and he want to make our relationship to work. As a matter of fact, we are planning to get engage this November, but now, im so confuse. How can i trust this man to be my future husband knowing that he lied to me twice.. Please i need your advice.. Additional info: Last night, he showed me the copy of his annulment case dated on 2011, they were married in 2003. I still dont believe it because the information was crossed out including the preceding judge who signed it. Then, he told me that his attorney found additional information saying that he remarried this woman in 2007, which i think is bs. How did the preceding judge grant his annulment if he remarried this woman in 2007? I asked him questions about this and said he doesnt know.. Additionally, I keep asking him whether if he is married or not and he keep saying that he doesnt have a wife. He said that as far as he know, his married was annulled. But the ex if keep insisting on her emails that they are still married. Would you still believe him though...

I received an anonymous gift in the mail. It was a pink Star Wars T shirt with Darth Vader on it. None of my friends sent it to me. Any idea why someone would send this? I am not a huge star wars fan, and trying to figure out who would know my address and t shirt size. I was thinking former boyfriends /lover...Very strange. What message could they be attempting to convey?

I am disabled, have no family, no friends, no wife or kids. Where do I belong? :'(

i hate it , it should only be done to have kids . Never to enjoy

I thought he was just being friendly so I treated him as a friend. I always say Hi to him until one day, hugs came out of nowhere like he hadn't seen me in years. After a few weeks of showing me proper ways to work out, he started telling me that he has feelings for me. I have two kids and he could fit in as my first born. I didn't expect this at all and it all because I was nice? What should I do? No has been the answer but he is not getting it. I told him that I like him like he is my own child. What to do?

You're at work and your boss snaps his fingers at you to hurry up and says "hurry up slow mo." Let's say you were going as fast as you could. What would you do or say to your boss? Some plp say IGNORE but that might just seem that you just don't care to your boss. I guess there is no winning against bosses.

I turned 18 year old last June and I'm currently a senior in high school. I'll be graduating in May. I will be getting my license in February. What should I do so I can move out of my house asap and still live a semi comfortable life?

I'm just wondering what's you take on this one. My intentions are not malicious. I just want more people to talk to.

My mother passed away 13 years ago. My brother received an inheritance and said he was going to pay the funural fee and buy a tombstone for her. Well, long story short, he blew it, and ended up in jail. I was 5 at the time. I'm 17 now. I turn 18 in December. I have college starting soon. I'm not inheriting much. Maybe enough to pay for two years in college which I'm forever grateful for. But my aunt tells me I can't buy a tombstone for her without paying funural fees first, which are totaled at 12 grand. And then the tombstone I want for my mother is $1500. I don't mind paying the funural fee. Itll definitely take my college tuition away, but my mother hasn't gotten her tombstone in 13 years, and I want to buy it for her over anything. I was wondering if I had to pay funural fees first before buying a tombstone? If there isn't, I plan on paying it after I get a good job in college or after. Or will I have to pay up front? or are there ways to pay in installments? I'm sorry for being clueless, I just honestly have no idea. When I went to pick out the tombstone yesterday, she said all I would owe is the tombstone payment. But I never told her I didn't pay funeral fees. And I don't want to ask in case she then days "oh yea, you have to pay that first". Thank you everyone

So I found this app called Party Wheel and it's completly customizable. My boyfriend and I haven't seen each other in about three months and I wanted to make a special game for us, really we have no limits but scat is to much lol. I'm kinda drawing blanks. It is strictly a task game, and if you tell the app the person completed the task it will rack up points. We are staying at a hotel so I plan on using that in the game. If the task is timed we will roll a dice. Here are some kinky examples. Don't judge. Pick up a dildo from the toy pile and bring it to yours Masters feet. Using a suction cup dildo show how good whore sucks cock. Hold your titties out so Master can paddle them for you. Be walked up and down the hotel hallway in a collar and tail plug. Walk to get ice wearing a see threw shirt Spread your *** and insert ice cubes then plug until they dissolve. Have pussy flogged/Hitachi Wand combo for x amount of time Humiliate yourself by rubbing his spit covered cock over your make up and gagging purposely down to the balls while he relaxes. Worship his cock and balls by burrying your face in them and kissing and sucking them. I need dirtier ideas. Pet play, age play are okay.

Ok so like 3 months ago my ex dumped me for another girl and the girls friends don't like me for some reason they hate on me and call me an ugly skinny ***** but I'm not ugly and they're way skinnier than me. I don't even know them but when I walk by them at school they say ""look she's coming" and they purposely say stuff like my ex and his girlfriend make such a cute couple and I have a class with one of these girls and she's constantly talking crap about me to other people and just staring at me like she's gossiping about me to other people and I don't even know her! What the hell is her problem? I'm a junior in high school and all these girls are sophomores.

So here's the deal. One of the guys I live with keeps getting completely drunk. Then coming home and refusing to move from wherever he falls. Usually our couch (even if we have guests or something) Yesterday he got super drunk again, came home and decided to stare (and I don't mean glance I mean STARE) at mine and my house mate's breasts. He then starts guessing at our cup sizes. at this point my house mate is super uncomfortable physically covering herself and turning away (even though we are both wearing high neck shirts with long sleeves he won't stop no matter how many times we ask or beg he stares he just say mh-hmm. So I physically push him away. He turns his attention on me and keeps staring and guessing cup sizes (he hasn't looked at my face even once) I kick him in the balls. Then we leave and lock ourselves in our rooms till he passes out. We don't want to be forced to run away to our rooms every time he is like this. this is our house and we shouldn't feel afraid to live in it. We then get a text the next day when he sobered up baisically saying we were too sensitive, and a smiley face. He's not sorry. this isn't going to change.He's got some weird complex that says he's at the top and the "most important" person in the world and that he "should come first" (his actual words, no sarcasm there at all) we're stuck in our contracts till the end of the year, with no way out. But any advice on how to live with this prick day to day?

So I'm 35 years old and I'm sleeping on couch . I haven't had a bed in years why you ask ? Because my family meaning my mother and sister and brother keep having to live with me . So my mother and sister, mom-55 years old sister 21 years old can't seem to get their life together and hold down a decent job and rent a an apartment and drive theirself to work . It's so much I can't even fit the whole story in this details but the both of them have been living with me since December 2013 and I gave them my room not really charging them something like 100 to 200 dollars a month in the hopes that they would save their money and move but no that hasn't been the case ..they moved out for a few months into an apartment that I put in my name but didn't last due to them getting to fights and arguments and so they were thrown out and I let them come stay with me again and it's been a year now and I lent them thousands of dollars , all this time they had no car and so I would take them both back and forth to work , help them either food and yet I gave them until November 1 st too move and I don't see them like applying anywhere all I see them doing to ordering clothes online and when k ask them for the monthly rent which I'm only asking 200 dollars a month they both get attitudes like I'm rich my monthly bills come out to 1500 dollars a month and I'm unemployed so I'm still footing the bills through my unemployment : and so I've given my mother and sister a move out date November 1 And she's asking for 30 more days , because they both don't have enough money I'm like wtf , I don't understand why they don't really pay me much I'm footing 80 percent of the bills, plus they are doing some weird stuff like leaving feces and urine in the toilet and not flushing , the other day my mother was standing over me and when I woke she asked me to use my phone even though she has her own phone and dilerabtely lea shoes and Eating my food And this is already the 13th and rent was due on the first and they are both ordering stuff online ..my mother actually paid for an expensive trip to Washington, D.C. and be fore she left she was supposed to leave the rent money with my sister but didn't And my sister hasn't paid her portion she's giving her boyfriend money and gets their nails and stuff done but yet hasn't paid their share of the bills and will not go and get their own place to live on their o And so today i told her that if her and my sister do not want to pay the 200 for this month then in gonna have to ask them to both leave and she called me and said they are not paying anything for this month and I will have to evict them out because I have not given them enough time and went on to say she can't stand me and my sister and brother hates me because I treat my family like crap and im selfish I just cried for an hour straight I'm so hurt from her saying this things

Nobody likes me, in real life. Because I'm misunderstood. Everyone thinks I'm horrible person, and want nothing to do with me.