Enjoy your childhood god damn it

I'm 18 gay work two jobs. In highschool I had a bad situation with a straight guy trying to constantly flatter him, realizing also I'm really sensitive to straight men, my social skills aren't great, I'm also more alone, because i am Gay. But I only am attracted to straight guys and don't feel attraction to gay guys at all. There's this guy at my work. He's an angel, i look in his blue eyes, and it makes me stomach have butterfly's. I'm madly in love with him, i know it's not work appropriate, I But my problem is I can imagine a hot guy like him allowing me satisfy him. What can I do? I feel emotionally desperate. I want to be intimate pleasing straight guys JUST like people want sex. I feel depressed. Angry this kind of **** makes me want to be an alcoholic. **** theopy I just want someone to help me express feelings for men and know it could work out?

Is it normal to have friends older than me? I'm 16 y.o boy, i do have friends my age, and i have older friends their ages between 21-23, is it normal? or it's bad?

So my friend is 16 and her boyfriend is 19. Someone reported her boyfriend cause i guess he had told them that they were consensual"had sex" but really they didnt he just said that to sound cool i guess . He now has to go to the police station and get questioned. If they were to ask my 16 year old friend if she had sex with him and she said no, would he still get introuble? or no because she denied being consensual with him. In my state the age of consent is 18 in the state of Cali for nia

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to be honest i have heard about this in the past from craigslist when i was trying to use their service to sell my laptop, long before, but never really looked deep into it at all. i did some google searches on it to find out some more about it having not really known what it was at all. can people tell me what this is about? is this a place a single virgin man can find a wife for life, or make a baby out of? and also can one find a lover for life off of there? dating websites just didn't cut it out for me and they never ever work for me at least. i am also looking for a virgin woman to marry who has not ever had physical sex with a man actually.

My 1st husband and I had a child together and my 2nd husband and I are on really good terms with them. My husband's folks (in laws) are too pre occupied with sports for their teen sons to have a relationship with any of us (their so and grandkids included). My ex's brother and his wife offered to watch our children one evening while we go on a date near their home. We find this really nice. I had asked my mother in law, and of course it was " I have to check the baseball schedule" - we havent had a date in a year and don't have time for that drama, so I mentioned my ex's family offering to watch the kids and she didnt reply/guess she got angry. Is it acceptable for my ex's/oldest son's family to watch all my kids and would this be something my mother in law should be angry/upset over?

Three months ago my sister and her husband started an expensive Crossfit fitness program, which I like to call (not to their faces) the Jim Jones Camp. Basically you pay $500 to get 20 pounds off and pay extra for supplements and you need to post positive status updates about the camp at least 30 times within 6 weeks. Long story short, they're on a strict diet which is fine, to each their own. They post photos of their grilled chicken DAILY. I don't mind, do what you want and share what you want. I thought I was being helpful by commenting how sliced almonds would taste nice on their chicken, then attached a link about the health benefits of almonds. Next thing I know, my brother in law is telling me that if I don't "Beast" the gym 5 days or more a week. I shouldn't be suggesting healthy food ideas. But it doesn't stop there. Indirectly he calls me unfit. I respond back telling him that I'm a proponent of not assuming that Facebook is any indicator of what's going on in reality. I also like to keep certain things to myself and not for all to read. But I also hike as it's what calms me and centers my mind. I am not a dress size and I'm certainly not in competition with anyone. Now I feel uncomfortable being around him. Any suggestions on what to say when I see him and my sister again?

I have one shortterm relationship last less than 3 months. She rejected me 3 months ago , around April (because of some stupid reasons mostly due to her own issue). She is a bit immature and over romantic. The I dropped contact ater only 5days. Recently, she sometime stared me and lingered a bit after class. What happened? Why she did these things? Should I contact her again?

C'è questo ragazzo che mi interessa già da un po purtroppo. Ci siamo conosciuti ad una festa, dove lui ci provava con me ma a me non piaceva affatto.Finché dopo qualche mese ci siamo rivisti per caso perché il mio amico è migliore amico di uno del gruppo e nel gruppo c'è pure lui..ci siamo baciati, perché sapevo che potesse interessarmi ma non ne ero molto sicura, passarono altri giorni e ci siamo rivisti di nuovo, sempre per caso, e ci siamo baciati di nuovo, in totale ci siamo visti 3-4 volte e alla 4 volta ho capito che mi interessava un po.. e a quanto pare interessavo anche io a lui anche se non sono stata mai il suo genere di ragazza diciamo. Dalla 4 volta che ci siamo visti non ci siamo più visti del tutto, visti così salutandoci e basta una volta sola, la settimana dopo la 4 uscita.. L'avevo chiamato dicendo che dovevo parlarli, per sapere cosa pensava lui di me ecc.. ma nulla non ci siamo visti, allora li ho scritto che dovevo parlarli e se potavamo uscire, ma nulla neanche qua, si fa desiderare e quindi aspetta che sono io che glielo chiedo.. allora l'ho richiamato qualche giorno fa, un mese dopo la prima chiamata ma nulla era Già a casa.. Non so più cosa fare, si solo che ora come ora mi interessa.Non li piacciono le ragazze chiuse e io lo sono perché quando non me ne frega nulla di una persona sono così, ed era così all'inizio ma ora farei di tutto per essere quello che sono davvero ( ragazza aperta se mi conosci ) ma purtroppo è come se è sparito, cosa devo fare

A coworker and I talk a lot -- at work and outside of work. Just the other day, he realized (and it took him a while to say it) that he has feelings for me. I flat out told him that he was lying considering he has a wife. But he assured me saying its true. He had feelings before but didn't want to act on it despite him being married. My question is: Is he lying?

A coworker and I talk a lot -- at work and outside of work. Just the other day, he realized (and it took him a while to say it) that he has feelings for me. I flat out told him that he was lying considering he has a wife. But he assured me saying its true. He had feelings before but didn't want to act on it despite him being married. My question is: Is he lying?

Is it possible to have feelings for a coworker and the next day, not have feelings? Or do feelings take a while for it to go away?

y'ALL ARE SO NEGATIVE DARN IT

such as behave with other guys, way you Dress or talk, etc. Any signs guys can tell?

Age:19 BF-19 Gennder:Girl My boyfriend and i have been together for 2 and a half years...i want lose my v-card to him...but i have some what if's and whats do's... -What if he doesn't like my body? -What do i do? -What if i bleed and he gets grossed out? -What do i say?

Earlier this morning, I had text my mom at work. I must've gotten on her nerves and she started being nasty to me. Out of frustration and hurt, I had text my sister and told her that I think our mom feels some type of way about me. I had mentioned that "something's telling me to stop caring for her, but that's the devil talking. I ignored it" That is what I said about my mother who has cancer. My sister was very upset and sent me a text saying "OMG! Im very disappointed in you!" She was telling me I'm evil, I need to go see a doctor, I need help and she feels different about me now. She told me she wasnt going to tell my mom or dad what I said but she was so pissed at me. Now I feel so wrong, even though it wasnt my intent to come across as evil. I was just upset. I spoke to my mom (didnt tell her what I said) and I text my sister, explainin and apologizing. She seemed like she was calm but still upset at me for having that thought cross my mind. I asked her could she call me whenever she's on her break at work, she said she would. I feel so bad because that was my mother. She has cancer, and she's sick but not all the way because she's still working. This is a nightmare I created myself for saying something so horrible about my own mother. Today is my birthday and she had mentioned how proud she was of me on her facebook. Im gonna go see her today and feel uncomfortable because my sister is gonna be there,How can I be in good terms with my sister so this could be over? I meant caring about her

I don't care for apologies or excuses... Harbouring people like Abdul and his rapist pack then enabling him, them to torture me to death... I actually felt happy about the bizarre **** he made me say about myself, I thought there was no way anyone would believe such nonsense... I really cannot care less for excuses... I want John back and I wish Kyle and Alem the best and the rest of you can go to hell I do not wish you good things... You are a sad bunch of losers... Thank you for making it almost impossible for John to help me. With a rescue mission like you apes I am almost certain to stay trapped in hell, and if John does rescue me it's coz he's a genius and not for your lack of trying to prevent that...

I pushed my Fiance away when she was trying to help me through our unborn baby's death. She wanted me to have couples counselling with her but I said no. It was all a little too much for her and now she's completely shut down to anyone and everyone. What the hell did I do? How do I fix it?

My ex started threatening me via social mediq. I went to the police. Nothing was really done about it. Later that afternoon he called me told me him and his friend plan to come over and murder me. Called cops again. It was my word against his. Cops left no charges. Been up all night terrified he's going to come after me. Cop said in order to have a restraining order he'd have to physically come to my home. I've been having these WEIRD nightmares I've never experienced before. Thoughts of him showing up and my dad shooting him to death as he attacked me, thoughts of me shooting him to death as he attacked me. Just scary death dreams or visions. All night I've been thinking I'm hearing sounds and jump up. I feel dehydrated, have been shaking. I've never experienced anything like this in my life!! I'm literally sleeping with my loaded gun next to me that's how scared I am. I feel like this is not normal. Am I psycho or something? I've never ever experienced anything like this! HELP!!! Anyone? I realize it's late hopefully someone can be of assistance and give advice thanks !

I met this guy about a month ago unexpectedly we have a lot in common, and cliche very well, it scared me at first but now I accept it. One day he found out I liked him in front of his friend. I finally told him I liked him because his friend spilled the secret. I keep asking him how he feels and he will just gaze at me intently and not say anything which frustrates me. Then I'll get close to him to ask him what his problem is and he'll be like oh your too close, then I'll move away and he'll start teasing me and just playing. Everyone around us, keeps saying were a couple because we spend so much time together but he never answers if he truly like me or not. I was honest with him that I like him he knows but he plays it off like he is in denial, like if another guy is around he'll say she likes you and I'll no he's lying I like him. I keep asking him if he doesn't want me around anymore and he never answers clearly. One of co-workers made a comment when C and I was having a conversion the other day and she came up and said do you like him, I see that look in your eyes, and I said yea I do. Then she continued and said "C you have that same little look in your eye about her two. You two like each other And he wouldn't say anything or be honest or even answer he instead starting talking about some other as he said sexy girls he saw today. Update: He treats me so mean, every time someone mentions me liking him

Me and my cousins had planned to bake cupcakes tonight. We had everything ready! So we shower and go downstairs to start baking. It is 11:30pm ish but we have baked later than that. Right as we come down all the adults are in the living room watching a movie. On of the, says "You better not be baking" whatever we think they are joking as we have told them prior we were going to bake. So we begin baking. As we are cracking the eggs they look over and say "are you girls just eating?" We also thought they were joking as they saw us crack the eggs. Of course we are opening and closing the trash can so throw things away which makes a noise. My uncle asks "why is the trash can opening and closing?" Then he comes over and sees us baking. Then goes nuts! He starts yelling and we go upstairs bc that is what he told us to do. He poured the mix with the eggs down the drain which is a complete waste. I just feel he over reacted. He does have a history and has anger issues I imagine. On top of that one of my cousins denies she ever heard the adults telling us not to bake which is a total lie. They believed her and she is not in trouble.

I'm 24 and have been with my girlfriend (23) for nearly two years, one year being long-distance. We love and trust each implicitly. She has developed an illness in the past several months which causes her to have debilitating and immobilizing arthritis. It is very painful for her even to move. Everyone is terrified, and none of the doctors have any clue what is causing it. She feels as if she'll never recover. She frequently mentions that we should break up so that I can experience life and not be stuck watching TV in bed with her. I'm at a complete loss for what to say or do. I help in every way that I can, but I can tell that it doesn't really do anything in the end. I'm terrified for her because she may be right. Any constructive thoughts or similar situation you've been through will be appreciated.

At 39 years old I found myself desperate for a job. I work at McDonalds. I no longer need the job but the challenge of getting along with coworkers under pressure has kept me there. It is the first time I've been in a place where I am not REALLY liked. The managers love that I work hard and do good work but the younger co workers resent me because I know a lot about the restaurant business and when I try to teach them they yell at me not to boss them around. I don't want to make it seem like I'm blameless. Maybe I am annoying. When people correct me, I like the learning experience but when I do the same, i get my head bit off. I've always been liked so I am having a hard time with this.

I am a 23 year old woman and i am a virgin I have two men who do want to sleep with me. Part of me is nervous an the other part is embarrassed I dunno why but I have lite hair on my stomach and some part of my chest it's not too noticeable but it makes me insecure. What f he gets grossed out? What if he doesn't like my body?

mi novio siempre me abraza fuerte y me junta hacia el pienso que para que yo sienta su paquetaso o no see porque hacen esooo?

Bueno mi novio tiene 22 y yo tengo 18 llevo 4 meses con el pero estamos completamente enamorados y el quiere estudiar pero donde va esta a dos horas de donde yo vivo por eso me propuso vivir con el pero ami lo que me preocupa es decirle a mi mama y que ella se ponga triste :( yo soy hija unica y ella me cuida mucho pero la verdad si me quiero ir con mi novio a vivir ya no quiero seguir dependiendo de mi mama y la verdad nose como decirle ..

Then never contact you, then 2 weeks later when you send him an email he ignores you!! Then 6 months later he 'likes' something of yours on LinkedIn out of nowhere with no contact in 6 months. Shouldn't he be happy you're not bothering him anymore?

I have noticed in the last years that I get excited sexually with almost all types of women. I love sex from the most artistic and conventional to the most filthy. I am 26 years old. Is it outrageous? What do women think about it? I appreciate your sincerity.

Well, I'm totally attracted to my sister's girlfriend. She's freaking beautiful. Like unordinarily. But not only is she a lesbian, but she is supposed to be of limits because my sister is with her. I get jealous when they make out around me. Which is alot because my sister stays with me. And honestly, I get serious wood when she is around. I get off on her instagram pics when my sis isn't home. And the thought of them together is a huge turn on. She treats me pretty bad though but she treats most guys like crap. And I see how different she is with my sister. It really turns me on. Should I tell my sister?. That was supposed to say *...but she's supposed to be off limits because my sister is with her.

Recently I did something REALLY bad, and my parents were really mad. What I did was illegal, and It's been about a month or two since that happened and I THINK my parents have forgiven me, but Im not sure. I don't want to talk to my parents about it, because it would be embarrassing. I usually keep these kinds of things to myself. I can't stop thinking about it, and I'm thinking about attempting suicide. What should I do?

Please don t say anything judgmental, because I m trying to do the right thing. Lately I ve found myself having feelings for a married man and I know it s wrong. He tells me all his problems with his wife and his step kids (which he refers to as "my wife s kids" and not his step kids), and he says he would leave his wife except that she s the mother of his young daughter. He s the nicest person in the world to me and there for me like nobody else is. He tells me that whenever he s with his wife he s thinking of me and wishing he was with me instead of her. He says he likes me for my personality, and he makes me feel wanted (although occasionally I question his motives, since I m half his age, he says he loves that I m a virgin, he loves the contrast because I m so white, etc.) But I do think he loves my personality and cares a lot about me like he says. We ve never dated or anything, but he now he sometimes does things he shouldn t like hug me tight, come up behind me and pull me back against him, or even sit down and pull me towards him to kiss my stomach. I know it s wrong, but I feel powerless to resist (although I resist anything going farther). I talk to him and tell him it is wrong and that we cant continue like this--that it makes me feel so guilty and that he needs to fix his marriage. He apologizes and tells me he ll stop, but then he does it again. I don t know what to do. What do I tell myself to make it actually stop? (Please don t judge me.) To the person who asked how he knows I'm a virgin: He asked, I told him, and then he said, "Don't people that because it's like waving raw meat in front of a pack of wolves or blood in the water to sharks." To the person who said he'd never leave her for me: I know. And I couldn't trust him to be faithful to me anyway, since he tells me he'd sleep with me now if I'd let him even though he's married to her.

My professor wanted to give to our class some materials for the final exam and she needed one email to send them there for the whole class so I gave her mine. After she sent them,I replied " thank you, it was a pleasure to be your student. Good night ."                            She replied again " Hope we keep in contact from time to time. Hugs "                            Was that a clichè and a formal answer or she really meant it ?                            Should I e-mail her for real ,sometimes , or she used a diplomatic answer ?