First off, I hate washing dishes. I wash every dish I use immediately after using it to avoid washing many at once, but my brother, and his gf stack theirs all the way to the water Fossett head. I dont have much to do right now, as I'm not working. I dont I ow if they expect me to wash them or not, but I feel I'm not obligated since they arent even mine.

My mom and dad decided to have me skip a grade and home school me without asking me. Then they decided to home school the rest of my family except my older siblings. (That's 7 kids to home school). Their system isn't working and everyday their is no orderliness to the schooling. What can I do to persuade my family to let me go to a real high school? I have A+ in all my classes. You might be asking, how do you know your grades? Well, that is because I take my classes all on online. So it seems a bit ridiculous for me to be recluse in my home while receiving the same education as a freshman. Also, I do personally believe that big choices like these that will impact my social,personal, and educational life if I am not aware. I really did believe that when I woke up on that first Monday morning I was going to high school. This is why I'm upset.

I was sexually abused by a family member from ages 5 to 10. That family member committed suicide when I came out about the abuse and police were notified. I blame myself for the abuse and his suicide. It was my grandmother's son (my Mom's half-brother). My Dad says 11 years later it is a choice that I am still triggered and struggling with it despite therapy and medicine for anxiety disorders partially connected. I have a hard time going to the family farm where it all happened like we are on Easter and my Dad says I choose to have this problem now even though the abuse at the moment was not my fault. Is my Dad correct and if not what books are there about PTSD I could give him? He probably would not read it due to his arrogance but I want to attempt for him to. It is entirely emotional flashbacks I get which lead to the guilt and the feeling that even though my grandmother is good to me she must hate me for causing her son to commit suicide.

He is a bad man.

Long story short I was granted time to take care of my family member for just over twenty four days. During my time off my family member passed away and my job does have bereavement that's separate. I don't feel emotionally ready as it's only been six days since she passed but I'd feel like a jerk asking for more time. My job is high demand and I have to be emotionally there to be able to perform it. I just don't want to make it any harder on my job. Plus to make matters worse I'm scheduled to have surgery ten days after I return and I'll be off for s month. Should I just suck it up for ten days?

Keep in mind that he's just my mother's boyfriend, and the reason I don't like him is because he stays at home while she works. This was not their mutual decision, but it instead turned out that he can't keep a job. It even got to the point where she typed up his résumé for him and job-hunted/interview inquiries, etc., to which he of course had no job after the fact. One day, I even overheard him tell someone at a family gathering what he does for a living, as my mother obviously told him to say that particular impressive occupation because she's embarrassed by him. Naturally, my cousin is oblivious to all this as well, thus her smart-a$$ question. I simply told her that I call him by his first name. But in my mind, I was thinking, "Oh gee, I don't know. I'm a grown man, and he and my mom are NOT married, so I think I'll call him by his first name." So basically, my mom is making me the bad guy by making him look good. Am I in the wrong here? Please don't take this the wrong way, because I love my mother so much. But I don't like that he's taking advantage of her.

They pick attention over thier son

I have really bad anxiety. I always have and probably always will. My dad has been being really mean lately. He's always been really short tempered, but I'm starting to realize that he's getting even worse. I don't feel safe at home. My dad is always upset with me, but he won't tell me where I went wrong. He threatens me a lot, he's done that since I was seven, but now he's actually starting to do stuff. His go to threat is "I'm going to slap you across the face". He's never done it though. Yesterday my brother and I were playing with each other and we were having a lot of fun. I started tickling my brother and he told me stop. He was yelling "Stop! Stop!" Through giggles. (I was NOT hurting him, we were playing.) Next thing I know, my dad is running at me looking livid. My brother (Who's 5) started crying. He grabbed me by the arm and pushed me into my room. I know it's not that bad, but it did hurt, and there's a red mark across my arm. I got really upset and told him I was leaving. I have a really close friend who knows my dad can be really mean sometimes and she told me if I ever feel unsafe to walk to her house. He threw a suitcase at me and told me to go ahead because he wouldn't care anyways. I didn't end up leaving, I just ended up sitting in my room and crying. Pathetic, I know. I'm scared this is going to escelate and he's actually going to start hitting me and stuff. I don't feel safe. I'm too scared to tell my friends. What should I do? I forgot to include this. I'm twelve years old. I'm not old enough to drive away or anything.

so i was at a sleepover at his house and we were in our sleeping bags playing on our phones and he had to use the restroom and i saw a 10 dollar bill on the table in his room and i took it and i saw his wallet and his apple watch and laptop and i took all of it and put it in my bag because i wanted to sneak it to my house and he caught me and screamed at me and i ran away with the stuff and he demanded it back and stole my things back

so basically i was at his house for a sleepover and we were in our sleeping bags and i has this pet tarantula and when my friend was sleeping i took the tarantula out of its cage with a paper towel and i was playing with it on the floor and he woke up and screamed at me for taking it out and i said i'm sorry!! and he tried to get it back in its cage but i grabbed the spider with a paper towels and ran away and he chased me screaming for it back and i threw the tarantula in the toilet and flushed it and my friend completely freaked out and hit me and basically beat me and i screamed and went home and he blocked me on everything and i miss him help

im not sure how to start this off, but my mom and I have been fighting back & forth for a while. I try to brush it off & let the next day b better, but she is rude towards me then goes off on me when I get the slightest bit upset. One time I asked her to pls give me time to reply to her messages bc she'd text me then call me 30 secs later bc I didnt reply. She got mad and hung up then bc of that she started a huge fight. She said she was gonna call the police on herself since shes "a horrible mom" which I never called her. She says that every fight. Last night we got to fighting bc I dont like or comment on the posts she tags me in on Facebook. I'm barley ever on and she doesn't seem to understand that. It got as bad as "u dont love me bc u dont ever like my posts" then she yelled at me & called me spoiled and ungreatful, which I'm not. She buys me random things & I say thank u, but if I dont act the way she wants to me when she does that then she gets mad and holds it over my head. She also said she was gonna pack her stuff and go last night then turned around after all that then said she was sorry, complimented me, then turned back around and started again today calling me "disrespectful" just bc I put my night stand infront of my door & asked her to not push through it again like she did when I was asleep..

So my dad works abroad and I called him because I wanted to talk to him and she literally told me "you should call him"so I did. To be honest the main reason behind calling him was that I have a really bad infection and I wanted to ask him about medicines and stuff (he's a doctor). I talked to him for maximum 3-4 minutes when she my sister accidentally fell and I honestly had nothing to do with it. She immediately said CUT THE CALL WE (her and my 3 year old sister) WANT TO SLEEP. Like wtf? I'm in the middle of talking. She is repeatedly calling me a "b*tch", "what monster did I give birth to" and "I hope you never get rid of your disease", "your cousin is so much better", "this is the reason you didn't get into ___" and for what? Just because I talked to my dad for a minute? No I'm honestly so confused I'm laughing. Nor does she work and nor does she have any good friends - all she does is sleep all day and complains "oh my god dropping you and your sister to school is such hard work you would never realise" WHILE having cooks and cleaners in the house. I'm now a straight A* student despite being dumb previously when I was younger and she uses that as a weapon all the timeee because she knows it really hurts me that I didn't get into a particular school I wanted to. Is that what everyone else's mothers say and do because I really don't think so. Ignore punctuation mistake in title hahaha it is annoying me.

I have serious medical conditions, therefor I was introduced to the make a wish factory. We're going to Hawaii for a trip, that is my wish. My dad and mom are separated, so it would only be my mom, my little brother and possibly her boyfriend going. But I don't want my moms boyfriend to come with us, it isn't fair to my dad. My moms boyfriend has done nothing but cause trouble and manipulate, he has punched holes in the walls, knocked multiple of our doors down, broken windows, has still texted his exes, drinks a lot and is very aggressive when he does so, put his hands on my mom, he is also 22 and my mom is 44. She doesn't see the sh*t that I see, she is too blinded by her love for him. It makes me and my little brother very upset. I told my mom that I didn't want her boyfriend to go, and she got all mad, she said that she'd rather have an adult go with her, etc. Like, why can't she just be happy going to freaking Hawaii with her two kids? Why is she being so freaking selfish. Ultimately, I get to choose who comes with us, as it is my wish. How do I get her to understand that I just don't want her boyfriend coming with us. Her attention should be only herself and her kids, but she manages to fall in love with losers who don't even care about her, and only care about her because she has a house, a car, and a stable check coming through. Please help me, and tell me what to do. And what are your opinions, am I the one being selfish? Is she the one being selfish?

When i was about 5 or 6, my brother had convinced me that some bug had gotten inside of me. Everything started with us outside, and he said a bug flew in my pants... well, i believed him and he started messing around inside my pants, acting like he was looking for the bug. He told me not to tell our parents cause he didn't want them to be scared. After that, he would have me meet him in his bathroom after dinner (when my parents would disappear for about an hour or so to do adult things). He would tell me to take off my pants and would mess with me and sometimes had me suck him, still claiming that it would make me better. It was some sort of "treatment"... i honestly didn't know what was going on. And idk why i didn't question anything... i just believed him. And honestly, i really don't hold any grudges against him, now that i know what he was doing. I'm not mad. And i don't really feel like it affected my childhood negatively... Are there a lot of people that go through this? My brother and i really aren't close, and we haven't been since way back when i first started school and got my own friends. Should i feel some type of way about this??

We're both overweight but she's definitely bigger than me. She's constantly making fun of the fact that I'm short and have barely any friends. I was bullied throughout my entire life from everyone,her included and just don't want to have to go through what I've gone through a million times. EVERY OTHER WORD that comes out of her mouth is a jab at me. She also has said that she is mean to me to help me. That only makes me grow more hate in my heart. What do you think?

And your husband quickly yells, "Ashley, no! You can't tell that woman our secret!"

It doesn't matter how small the problem is she always loses control and goes spastic. I don't verbally shout any more, because she always wins.but when she goes crazy it's like a kid having a tantrum.

Yesterday my grandma had a party at her house, my whole family went and extended family too. It started at like 10 AM and I got there at 12 PM, I drove there to find there were no seats. I walked in the backyard and everyone was sitting down and I got offended because no one offered me a seat, I would have had to stand up the whole time so I got in my car and left. Was I right to do that? now the whole family is talking about me and thinks i'm weird.

Both are 19. Sharing her bed

How often did you do it and at what age? Who usually won?

Hello,my sister is almost 12 years old and all her life has been doing tantrums for everything and nothing. It is really annoying and gets my mom in problems. She wouldnt go to to school pr goes really late, causing my mom to be late at work too and had my mom going to a jury saying that if She (my mom) couldn't control her the government would take my sister away but that didnt helped! She still behaves really bad! also talks to me and my mom badly, sometimes we say something to her and she explodes wont let us talk and yell at us, she is always right. I tried to talk to her MANY times, conversations that brought both of us in tears,my mom has done it too but she is still the same. Her behaviour is really bad at home but outside she is the nicest girl, she used to get really good grades but now she is not and everything because she says she doesn't like school ,isn't interesting for her and doesn't care, we told her she gonna repeat 6th grade but still didnt care. My mom grounded her but it didnt do much she still found things to do without her phone or going out. My sisters behaviour is so bad that my mom wants to give her in a adoption or take her to a center where people help mean kids but we dont know if they are actually some in California. HELP!!!

Okay, so I turned 15 on March 12th and my grandma got me an iPad, I really have no use for it though. I already have a MacBook and an iPhone, the iPad is just laying in it's box for a few days now. I don't need an iPad. Would it be rude to sell It and make some money?

Before we jump to conclusions I'd like to mention that there is no way for us to really find out if he did or not. Long story short there was a woman that was texting my dad and my mom blocked her but somehow she was texting him again. My dad denies it but I think it's clear what's going on. My dilemma right now is that my mom, who cares for me and my siblings more than she does her own life, is literally breaking down. All of my siblings have sided with her and I'm trying to do the same. My main problem is that I've been living under my dads roof for 17 years. He provided for me and got me everything I needed. Like every parent, he had his ups and his downs but at the end of the day he's still my dad. I just don't know what to do. I don't want to say I love him or what he did wasn't wrong but at the same time, how can I let 17 years of my dad working 6am to 8pm at a car lot just to get me shoes I wanted or the games I wanted. I know he's shitty for doing this and seeing my mom the way she is makes me feel like somethings dying within me but on the same notion, they've been together for 20 years. All I know is mom and dad. Come home from work and expect to see mom and dad. I need something, I ask my mom and dad. What do I do. I don't want my mom thinking I've justified what he's done and I don't want my dad to think that we hate him and we chose mom over him. I care about both of them to much to do that. Any advice?

I'm sorry for my harsh words. I know I should not call him a brat. I'm just very upset right now. My brother's birthday is soon, and he wants to go to a fancy trampoline park. My family does not have the money for that. I told him we should just have a few friends over and we could make a cake. NOPE. He wants a professionally made cake, an expensive party, and to invite literally everyone he's ever met. Lord help me. I don't know what to do. I don't want my parents to give in and let him have it. We don't have the money! I'd rather have dinner for the next month than let my little bro have a fancy party. Any tips/advice?

I'm an 18 year old finishing up high school. Moving away from my parents and never seeing them again has been my dream since I was little. I want a job, but my parents are literally control freaks. My step dad also sometimes hits and threatens me, and my mom verbally degrades me constantly. I'm not allowed to have a job, or go outside of my house unless it's for school. My parents control what I do and don't, when I can shower, sleep and eat and they aren't trying to control what my future will be. It's a sick cycle of basically keeping me financially dependent on them by force. How could I go around them and get a job and independence so I can leave immediately? I can't even do my homework anymore, I'm not allowed to see or talk to my dad, and I can't see my girlfriend or friends, this is extremely unhealthy for me.

My home situation is pretty intense, but not the worst, everyday i feel angry and tired of everyone in the household. - My dad is a 50 year old man, who does nothing around the household, when i come home from college all i see him doing is looking on his phone from morning to midnight, and he does nothing to help my mom, except he loves talking **** about her to his sisters. Even when my mom tells him to do a small little task, he says no, and continues to stare at his phone. He doesn't work. - My mom, continuously has to take my dad to his appointments, she drives him, she cooks for him, she takes out food for him, and she looks after me, my brother, and my sister, she's currently job searching, and then i hear my dad cursing at her and it makes me so mad, but there i stay quiet, she has to take care of his mom who's so evil, and be social with my dads evil sisters, but she's okay with doing this, she got tough skin. - My dads brother, who lives in the same apartment i constantly hear him treating his wife and children like ****, he curses her mostly everyday. - I'm so tired of going home after a long day of work and college and seeing my dad or his sisters or his mom, i don't like any of them, and it sucks. I can't move out now, I don't know what to do in this situation. Plus my dad puts strict rules on me , and im the oldest 21, he expects me to be home by 7, and he literally goes crazy starts yelling and goes crazy at my mom if i'm ever home at 9 or 10.

So I was friends with this dude since i was 15(internet friends.) I'm 19 now but anywho we live in the same state okay? Never have met face to face bc tbh his family creeped me out. When I was pregnant with my daughter before I found out the gender his family tried to get me to come freakin live with them when I never met them they would like all my pregnancy pics and when I told them it was a girl they got so pissed anyways come to find out from his gf he gave her a nasty disease and she left. I blocked him on social media and he would make NEW ones over and over again and would tell me he's in love with me and told me to come live with him and his family. I blocked him once again and guess what two weeks later another message from him AND his mother. It's drivin me insane what is his deal? Why can't he leave me tf alone? Any advice please I just want to be left alone by him and his wacko family

My mom made me take the summer semester, so it's her fault. She said, "Who's going to watch your little sister?" Because she won't have school, and both my parents are working. I've lost soany opportunities and my childhood because I had to be the parent for my brother and sister. There's no ******* way in hell I'm letting her do this. It makes me so sad because I never got to be a kid, and I never got to do things. I want the college experience, but she won't let me. What do I do? I'm so sad. I offered to take my sister with me. I don't want to, but I dont have a choice. She said no. My mom has done me NO favors except for giving me birth and taking care of me until I turned 4. I've done everything for her. I make sure that house is clean, I take care of my siblings, I deal with all her stuff. I'm not allowed to leave the house, I sacrificed homework time to do things for my mom. I agree to watch my siblings so that she can go do her nails or go to her friend's house on her days off (sat and sun) I sacrificed my time, energy, and social life for her. It's her turn. YOUR CHILDREN ARE NOT YOUR SERVENTS OR SLAVES. All the "parents" on Y!A haven't realized that your children deserve to live their lives. I don't know how to go grocery shopping, how to fill up a car with gas, how to talk to people without being scared and crying, or anything you're supposed to know to survive. All I know is cooking, cleaning, and taking care of kids. I'm not allowed to get a job, or go outside or anything. Parents, is this the life you want for your child? Nevermind I changed my mind. I'll do the online classes. I'm being selfish. I don't deserve a life. I should be content with staying trapped in the house, being the slave and abused by my parents. This is all I've known. I'm so selfish and stupid for wanting to enjoy life and experience college and to talk to real people. Wow. The people on Y!A are so stupid. Listen here, I'm not going to say iy again, SHE'S ABUSIVE. A B U S I V E. She stabbed me with a fork yesterday because I tried to sit down and talk to her. I offered to get a job and pay for it myself, but she wont let ms. She'll never let me leave the house, even for a job. I really, really want a job, but I can't get one. This is not an excuse.

Long story short, laid down with the wrong person, tricked me into thinking she was on Birth Control and now we have a daughter that is making a year in a few days. Before this, I had a girl I was dealing with for 2-3 years and we are back together now. Not even intentionally trying to get her pregnant, I would never rush that upon someone, but I really want another child by her because she means the world to me and we been through hell and back to get where we are and she stuck by me. The thing is, I'm living with my mom, and not saying I care about other people opinions but is that really a good image? A 21 year old with 2 kids and he is still living with his mom. I make sure my kids are straight regardless, they will never need for anything, it's just I'm not in my own house. But I'm more than capable, i make $15 a hour, I'm about to get a new car, i just haven't made any moves because my sister just moved out and I'm helping my mom with bills and I refuse to just leave her here to deal with all of that by herself, no I'm not that type of man. It's been on my mind a lot these last few weeks and I need help

He bullied me a lot growing up and disappeared from my life for at least 10 years. The other times recently we almost got into a fight again. Immsick of my family drama and I'm sick of my mom. I thought he called to lecture me because he always does, but it turns out he'd depressed. I feel guilty not calling but he wants me to move in with him or move to the same town. .i could not believe the nerve. I know he won't change. His temper and anger management is no polar. *bi-polar

My boyfriend is 16 years old and has a twin brother, just like him, white skin , same hairstyle, they look exacly the same. So, I really love him and I also really like his brother, but the guys from time to time dress the same and every day (as far as I know) they wear the same underwear, same, if my boyfriend is wearing Black Calvin Klein,brother also, white Calvin Klein, brother too, any kind of underwear of any color they buy in 2 and use at the same time (I know this because of course I already saw my boyfriend in his underwear and he was the one who told me that they have this habit of wearing the same underwear ,and his brother even showed a little to prove that they are wearing the same underwear). I just think it's strange that they combine wearing the same underwear ... Why do they do this? How can I stop my boyfriend from doing this with his brother? I dont think they have age to dress the same, like grow up...

I f/13 I think my maid is stole my phone, but i don't wanna accuse her without proof. So i was going to my singing class and i told my mom that I'm going to the bathroom before we leave, so i went and used my phone while in the bathroom and what happened after was a blur i don't really remember. So next thing I'm in the car and I'm kinda complaining to my mom that i forgot my phone and then I'm like ok when i come bak i get it and now that i came back, i asked the housekeeper if she has it and she says she doesn't. Now the reason that i kinda suspect from her is because, her brother got in jail and they needs like 2000 and something dollars to get him out, and she's poor (i hated saying that) so maybe she thinks she can take the phone, sell it, and get her brother out of jail. i really don't know what to do, my mom is suspicious too. She didn't tell me, but i can see it in her face. Someone please help!!

He acts like he and other people always have to be doing something. For example he works 7 days a week.He doesnt have to work, he chooses to work extra. Here's what he would do on a typical Saturday or Sunday. -wake up at 6 am -ride a bike from 6:30 am to 8:00 am -wake me up at 8:30 am and say "you gotta get up and get moving" like 100 times. -leave for work from 9 am till noon. -go grocery shopping from noon till 2 pm at 3 different stores even though he could just go to one store -go to a movie, sporting event, or restaurant from 4 PM till 7 pm -fix something in the house that isn't broken from 7:30 pm till 9:00 pm -watches something unpleasant on the news, a violent boxing match, or a world war 2 clip from 9:00pm till 10:00 pm Also he always acts really negative. Even when he was a kid my grandma said he acted negative. He never smiled in school pictures, always acts tense, talks overly loud. Also, another thing he does is talks pretty much only about money and nothing else. I dont understand him. Why not be more relaxed instead of always acting like he has to be busy? Also, why be so negative? I remember when I got my engineering degree, he never really congratulated me at all. He pretty much just said "now you want to try to make lots of money".

To start off, I love my mum so much. Used to be a mums girl but since my parents separation in 2016, I've got closer to my dad. I'm nearly 15. I don't argue with my dad but I do with my mum. He's more chill when I've grown up and doesn't fly off as easily. Despite his short temper. But my mum easily argues with me. Shouting her head off. I can never get my point across as she's so loud so I have to raise my voice too. Before you tell me it's a teenager thing, it's not. She sometimes sounds a bit rude or short tempered to her boyfriend anyway. So it's not just me. I needed her phone to photocopy my passport for school. She let me and then a minute later was like no I'm going to bed now. I did what I needed to do and it took literally two minutes as this printer is fast. Plus she would take more than 2 minutes to get ready for bed anyway. I kept telling her it's time for bed. she wouldn't get up. I got stuff ready for school in the morning. Not my fault she slept for half hour or less. Then she started shouting at me when we went upstairs. She gets like that sometimes. No one has ever got as angry at me as she does. Even when my dad would years ago, he wouldn't go on for ages. My mum blames me for every argument. And she says I'm going on but actually I've just gone in my room and she started talking again. Our personalities crash. Should I start taking the blame? Even when I've done nothing wrong. I just want her to quit going on. I don't want neighbors to hear this. Ffs.

I want to join the military but my family doesn't want me to should I just leave without telling anyone and come back in 3 months?

My mom constantly acts like his grades are the only important thing in his life, despite him being in 7th grade. She has been saying that he isn't allowed to be around the family when we all gather to hang out for a bit because he's failing a class. Here's the thing: He used to be doing just fine. But as soon as he was missing a few assignments, my mom started nagging him like crazy and his grades started falling. She doesn't even let him stay in the room for too long when he's hanging out with the baby (when the baby was crying and lonely) and says "No, go work on schoolwork!" She always yells at him and doesn't let him do anything anymore. I can see my brother actually losing energy and losing motivation, and I think he might start becoming depressed. Is my mom being mentally abusive to him? (Note: She lies to him and says "no one will like you when you're failing all your classes and getting held back" despite the fact that the school doesn't hold anyone back. She also says "no one will hold your hand in 8th grade or high school" when the teachers are actually very helpful I know the teachers at his school, they will help you when you are struggling. And in HS, they even gave me templates for essays so we didn't do as much work.) I forgot to include that she stopped letting him READ. He is banned from reading right now.

I have known Tom since I was 11 years old. I got pregnant when I was a VERY young age by someone else who was not a good person and I was in foster care since I was 12. Throughout all of that, Tom was the only friend who never left my side. When my daughter's father and i finally split and i was completely done with him, Tom and i had a shot at being together when we were 17. We have been together ever since (almost 6 years.) He is the only father my daughter knows and doesnt know another exists (her dad is in prison). Over the years, things between Tom and i have been rough. We fight a lot and over STUPID stuff and he threatens to break up with me/ kick me out every single time. We literally got into a fight once because i wanted to go have dinner with his family but wanted enough time to get dressed since i just got off work and he accused me of not wanting to let him spend time with his family...like im talking the most stupid fights in the world. I have matured so much as well in the last few years, when we argue i try to take a deep breath and calmly discuss the issue with him which he chooses to be extremely hurtful and petty. I love him with all my heart but idk if this is what i want anymore. I feel like we want completely different things in life. Im ready to talk about having kids and getting married. Im ready to take the next step and i feel like he doesnt. (cant finish story ran out of space, will post rest in comments)

Just want them to realize their view of me is ********, that I've been placating them for years because that is the only path I've ever seen and I'm reached my limit. The thing, I have severe abandonment/anxiety issues and dissociate easily to avoid conflict which had enabled this state I'm currently in.

It seems like life has gone down hill since my sister's suicide. My mom lost her job as a nurse because she had 3 medication errors in the week following my sister's suicide. Idk why she was even trying to work because she clearly wasn't safe to do so. She got her license placed on probabtion and hasn't worked since then. All she does is stay home all day. She's obviously depressed. My dad is hardly home anymore. He doesn't like having to deal with my mom. When he does come home, he sleeps in another room than my mom and doesn't even acknowledge my existence. I'm 15 and I feel like I'm practically raising myself. I have no rules to follow and my parents don't even know what my grades are in school (I do good in school because I want to get a scholarship for college since there is no way they're paying). I just am feeling frustrated. My parents were awesome before my sister's suicide. I don't know what their problem is. I'm sad too, but nothing I do or say will bring her back so I just have to move on with life.

First my original Facebook wouldn't let me post which was fine because it gave me a reason to start another Facebook which I conveniently could be how I actually am because long story short I've been put into this box in my family & some friends in which I'm just humoring them and they don't know I'm a total lying fraud. The problem is, now my original Facebook is no longer receiving messages and this has become a HUGE issue with everyone and frankly I'm tired of playing this placating role. The thing is, I don't know how to address it. I want people to realize it's all ******** and forget what they think they know about me. I'm totally **** 'em at this point. I don't know what to do, in a hole that's becoming my grave really. Realize I'm a chicken **** who should've just been straight with them, but you can only run into a wall so many times before you give up.